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Hexol
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posted July 28, 2012 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hexol     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello, I new to these forums, so this is my introduction in a way. Recently, I've noticed a series of aggression arising in me, I'm not sure I'm even a Pisces or ever was. I think astrology is flawed and they got me wrong. I don't believe fish are like this. I've recently enlisted in the army, I'm only 18. I've been drinking alot, get depressed. Get very angry at the fact I'm alone....Idk..... I'd like some insight on understanding myself.

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Hera
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posted July 29, 2012 01:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hera     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello, Hexol and welcome to Lindaland!

I understand how you feel. Your Sun is at the very last degree of the Pisces sign and the zodiac. The 29th degree is called anaretic, it is a critical degree having to do with endings and starting again, which can be a source of anxiety but also enthusiasm if you choose to view it like that. Both your luminaries are at the Aries Point, another sensitive point, and though both in water signs, they are forming a square suggesting inner tension between your ego and your emotions.

Pisces is a double sign, mutable. More often than not they can appear to be different people all rolled in one. Pisces also have this ability to merge with others, to fusion with their environments, this is why it is so important to find a healthy environment for yourself and be aware of peer pressure.

In your case, you have Aries intercepted in your 1st house. Intercepted signs are very interesting, I have a similar thing in my chart, except it is Aquarius that intercepts in my 1st. I suspect that under the passive, sensitive look lies a true warrior. I think Aries intercepted in your first is partially responsible for your choosing of a military career. It is a subconscious pull, up until you bring it into consciousness. The more aware you are of it, the better you will be at handling it. I know it seems scary, because Aries and Pisces are very different, but with time you will learn to blend the two energies, you will understand when it is best to act like a peace-loving Fish and when to stand up and assert yourself like a warrior Ram.

I understand why you feel lonely and long for a relationship. By this time, Mercury, which is your 7H ruler, has conjuncted your Asc by Solar Arc, bringing this into your focus and sensing your lack of romantic activity might have been quite frustrating. It is hard being alone, I know that very well myself. I believe you will meet someone very special, perhaps your future wife, at the age of 24-25, when your Asc will conjunct by Solar arc your Aries Venus ^_^

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Love&Light
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posted July 29, 2012 02:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love&Light     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Hexol, I am not an astro person but i can pray for you. May you find the strength and clarity in these formative years of your life. I know and can understand that it must be very difficult specially being in military service. Though both Pisces and Cancer signs are soft ones they can be pretty tough when required. So trust yourself and remember that you are not alone right now. It is my experience that GOD is very close to us when we appear to be alone. I am sure you will find your strength in HIM and new healthy relationship(s) in due course.

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Hexol
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From: California
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posted July 29, 2012 02:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hexol     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Hera:
Hello, Hexol and welcome to Lindaland!

I understand how you feel. Your Sun is at the very last degree of the Pisces sign and the zodiac. The 29th degree is called anaretic, it is a critical degree having to do with endings and starting again, which can be a source of anxiety but also enthusiasm if you choose to view it like that. Both your luminaries are at the Aries Point, another sensitive point, and though both in water signs, they are forming a square suggesting inner tension between your ego and your emotions.

Pisces is a double sign, mutable. More often than not they can appear to be different people all rolled in one. Pisces also have this ability to merge with others, to fusion with their environments, this is why it is so important to find a healthy environment for yourself and be aware of peer pressure.

In your case, you have Aries intercepted in your 1st house. Intercepted signs are very interesting, I have a similar thing in my chart, except it is Aquarius that intercepts in my 1st. I suspect that under the passive, sensitive look lies a true warrior. I think Aries intercepted in your first is partially responsible for your choosing of a military career. It is a subconscious pull, up until you bring it into consciousness. The more aware you are of it, the better you will be at handling it. I know it seems scary, because Aries and Pisces are very different, but with time you will learn to blend the two energies, you will understand when it is best to act like a peace-loving Fish and when to stand up and assert yourself like a warrior Ram.

I understand why you feel lonely and long for a relationship. By this time, Mercury, which is your 7H ruler, has conjuncted your Asc by Solar Arc, bringing this into your focus and sensing your lack of romantic activity might have been quite frustrating. It is hard being alone, I know that very well myself. I believe you will meet someone very special, perhaps your future wife, at the age of 24-25, when your Asc will conjunct by Solar arc your Aries Venus ^_^


Thanks for the welcome Hera So you think I'm still a fish? I'm having doubts and I'm very unsure. I know I have other placements in Pisces though. Also thank you for your kind words. I hope so too..

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Hexol
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posted July 29, 2012 02:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hexol     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Love&Light

Although I'm not religious. Thanks.

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Love&Light
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posted July 29, 2012 02:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love&Light     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Hexol:
@Love&Light

Although I'm not religious. Thanks.


I am not religious myself. But i look at GOD as that all powerful energy that keeps the universe going or whatever.

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Hera
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posted July 29, 2012 02:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hera     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Hexol:
Thanks for the welcome Hera So you think I'm still a fish? I'm having doubts and I'm very unsure. I know I have other placements in Pisces though. Also thank you for your kind words. I hope so too..

Yes, I think you are still a Fish. You could also identify as Aqua a lot, your SUn is in Aqua duad.

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Hexol
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posted July 29, 2012 02:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hexol     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Now I'm really confused lol

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Hera
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posted July 29, 2012 02:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hera     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No need to be, you are a complex person, multi-layered type. You have more than one side to your personality.

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