posted July 29, 2012 01:37 AM            

I was born on the Leo/Virgo Cusp.
Moon: scorpio
Mercury: virgo
venus: cancer
mars: aries
jupiter: gemini

Ascendant: scorpio
II: sag
III: cap
IV: Pisces
V: aries
VI: taurus
VII: taurus
VIII: gemini
Ix: cancer
midheaven: virgo
XI: libra
xII: scorp

I dunno what information is important so I posted all of it. I have a lot of neptune and pluto in my chart in general. Mars squares my Venus and Neptune is in opposition of it. I also have a Pluto trine in my Venus.

I am thinking about committing to a Taurus man. He is a gemini moon, virgo rising, whose venus is also in cancer.

He is a queer person who appeals to me. I have never felt so comfortably sexual with another person. I've worked hard in therapy and I'm generally maturing but its also because he is just really good at seducing me.

I am concerned because I am an incredibly sensitive person and he is often thoughtless and critical of me.
I have been very hesitant to commit. This is the second time trying this person out and still he is the best lover I ever had but I am very cautious to commit to this person because I have very deep emotions and sometimes I just feel so overtaken by them that it rocks my very core. I don't always feel safe with knowing this about myself and I am scared.

He hasn't been in a serious relationship before and I have been in a few romantic ones plus many serious friendships. He is very artistic and special. I love him.
What I don't like is that as far as relationships go I am the more experienced one and often the more conscious & wiser one. But he has been a good learner and he seems to care.