posted August 03, 2012 10:35 PM            

This week has been rough. I've been working two jobs for four years and all of sudden on Tuesday, I was notified that I was being laid off from the second job. The second job didn't provide a ton of money but it most certainly helped. It was a tough pill to swallow but I decided not to get too down about it and keep on going.

The next issue is my mom-- she has been battling a recurring health condition for years. She had a surgical procedure back in April and she felt better than she had felt in years. We thought it was gone. Now suddenly the disease has reared it's ugly head and she is suffering again. This hurts me because I can't help her and I'm worried.

Now onto the love life-- my Gemini b/f has been acting strangely towards me. My spidey sense is telling me that there is someone else. I'm starting to doubt everything that he says and it's becoming super hard for me to trust him. He seems distant and to be honest I'm not sure that I love him anymore. I haven't brought up my concerns b/c he has accused me of being "too possessive" and I don't want to argue. I'm feeling like these feelings are getting harder to contain and I don't know what to do.

I'm sorry this is so long winded. I'm attaching my natal chart with my transits. I'm still learning so I'm not too good at reading charts yet. I appreciate any help that can be offered.

Natal Chart w/transits here:

posted August 04, 2012 02:23 AM            

You need to re-post your Natal Chart,
in the meantime I'm going to transfer this thread to Personal Readings

posted August 04, 2012 11:57 AM            

Natally:
- You have a round face or a round body. A bit on the heavier side.

- When you smile you look very genuine and cheery.

- You have a jovial disposition that puts people to ease.

- You are extremely emotional, sensitive, but if someone messes with you, you can lash out and scare them away.

- You hold onto old wounds, events both good or bad.

- You have a great memory.

- You can be very very manipulative. There are more than one sign in your chart that expresses this.

- You want or will have a small family. Your home base is extremely important to you. But it's been a difficult ride. There are too many responsibilities you hold or are held accountable. It can be restrictive in feeling.

- You are a passionate lover. It's hard for you in the romance department. Yes, you can be possessive. It's something to work on. I'm like this as well.

- You may have sudden enemies or legal issues that crop up. This will add more "excitement" to your life.

- You may put on a show for people or you may see a mirage in the image of others. This is another area that is kind of messy for you. You need to learn to be honest in relationships otherwise people will consider you a pathological or conniving person. It might make you in combination with other aspects seem like a snake. OR people that come into your life are this way. So 1. Try to find out if it's you or the other person. 2. On the safe side, control any urge to fib. 3. Make sure you have a social structure where you can take a potential boyfriend to get assessed. By this I mean have a really practical relative or friend filter your men for you. You should make sure that the person you deal with is trustworthy in action not word or image. Let them prove themselves to you before you get involved.

- You'll find love in a friend. Someone that you are meant to be around. It might not last but you will feel peace.

- Spiritually you are empty or aching. So this is some aspect you should definitely consider working on.

- You can be really loving when you are in a romantic mood, but the moment something goes wrong you lose it. Your words can be cutting.

Sometimes the person with the defect doesn't even realize it.

It's better to be more aware.

I think I have a possessive streak too. I try to tone it down to the point of no longer caring. Makes me feel like an Aquarian, but if it's easier so be it.

posted August 06, 2012 03:16 PM            

I'm glad that some of was close ot reality. Let me know all the things I was totally off base with. It helps me figure myself out. Thanks

posted August 06, 2012 03:46 PM            

I took a look back at your assessment and while I still think that most of it is accurate, the one thing I'm not sure about is the manipulative/lying part. I wouldn't say that I am necessarily manipulative but I will say that my past partners have had this quality. Unfortunately, I don't always see this due to Neptune's influence on my 7th house so my screening process is not up to par. I like the filtering idea. Out of curiosity, what indicators in the natal chart would point to a manipulator?