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Topic: Suffocating emotions, tarot reading please
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 194
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 05, 2012 05:43 PM
  
Hey everyone! Sorry for bothering you guys  but I need help. There's this guy that I can't get out of my mind & I want this to stop NOW. Thoughts about him keep on haunting me even if we don't know each other that well & he isn't even in my life anymore. He isn't even my type, I shouldn't even like him. And I am 100% sure that he finds me repulsive & not his type.My question is why do I feel like this towards Jose? & What can I do to stop feeling this way? This is ruining my life. And I am feeling some really heavy scorpio feelings right now, since I'm going through a progressed moon in scorpio. IP: Logged |
friture
Knowflake Posts: 118
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Registered: May 2012
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posted August 06, 2012 02:23 PM
Hi Emily!Okay here's my novice take (still lot to learn): Q: How can Emily/MillyX stop feeling the way she does towards Jose? (Basically asking for action advice) Jumping Card: 5 of Swords
3 of Swords, 4 of Pentacles, King of Cups Okay interpretation:
I'll admit, before I did the reading I had already thought about how you could stop feeling that way, so when I laid my spread, they somehow expressed my thoughts. This reading is somewhat 'polluted', but I decided to post it anyway. It's up to you to choose whether to use it or not. Initially I ignored the jumping card because I confused its meaning with another. Upon reading for interpretation I realize its significance.
5 of Swords - Act in your own self-interest, knowing you must concentrate on yourself, looking out for number one
3 of Swords - Let go of things that you know are no longer positively serving you in your life.
4 of Pentacles - Maintain control, guard your heart
King of Cups - Maintain your emotional composure I kind of copy pasted the interpretation but that's what felt right for me. Overall it says to stop feeling that way about Jose, think "is this good for me", "what does this serve me". Cheers,
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 194
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 06, 2012 08:30 PM
Hi Friture, thank you for the reading 
I don't know much about tarot since I don't own a deck, so when someone does a tarot reading for me, I just check what the cards mean on the internet & I just look at the images. Lately I've been living in a delusional bubble & I know I should start thinking with my rational mind. I'm starting to go out more with my friends so I can keep busy, but it's not easy since they aren't always available. When you're alone that's when the thoughts keep on crawling back. I find the images of the cards interesting. 5 of swords= looking back at someone that's gone,3 of swords= broken heart & 4 of pentacles= holding onto something & refusing to let go. I might be totally off lol but I like looking at the images. I swear these emotions make me feel really stupid.
Letting go is easier said than done but I think & I'm hoping that it will all get better in time. Thinking with my mind instead of my heart is also helpful. I should also learn how to take care of myself, something I haven't really done... Thank you friture <3 Someday I will own tarot cards, so I can do readings on here. I seriously feel bad because I always asks for readings & give none. My family & friends don't believe in tarot so if I do buy those I really have to hide them some place really safe. IP: Logged |
friture
Knowflake Posts: 118
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Registered: May 2012
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posted August 07, 2012 04:07 AM
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Originally posted by MillyX:
Hi Friture, thank you for the reading
I don't know much about tarot since I don't own a deck, so when someone does a tarot reading for me, I just check what the cards mean on the internet & I just look at the images. Lately I've been living in a delusional bubble & I know I should start thinking with my rational mind. I'm starting to go out more with my friends so I can keep busy, but it's not easy since they aren't always available. When you're alone that's when the thoughts keep on crawling back.
How did it go with the summer job you've been asking about? quote:
I find the images of the cards interesting. 5 of swords= looking back at someone that's gone,3 of swords= broken heart & 4 of pentacles= holding onto something & refusing to let go. I might be totally off lol but I like looking at the images.
Nope, not far off.  You just might have the potential to become a successful tarot reader! quote:
I swear these emotions make me feel really stupid.
Letting go is easier said than done but I think & I'm hoping that it will all get better in time. Thinking with my mind instead of my heart is also helpful. I should also learn how to take care of myself, something I haven't really done... Thank you friture <3
Yup, from what I know, the more you struggle, the more it persists. Something about the heart wants what the rational mind says no. What is forbidden is even more tempting. So the trick is not to persuade the heart to stop, but rather go do something else, like creating/learning. (Just my opinion though, don't want to dish out unsolicited advice :P ) I realize raising one's own self-esteem really helps to keep those kind of feelings at bay. I'm not saying yours is low, but the more you value yourself, the less you're inclined to waste energy on something not fruitful (I'm saying it's a waste of time from what you've said - he's not your type, you don't want him, but you're seemingly stuck; now if you really like him and there's a possibility he is attracted that's another whole story) quote:
Someday I will own tarot cards, so I can do readings on here. I seriously feel bad because I always asks for readings & give none. My family & friends don't believe in tarot so if I do buy those I really have to hide them some place really safe.
Oh don't worry I'm not expecting anything in return, just maybe honest feedback to help me improve. And if the reading is far off I apologize. Yes, tarot reading can be quite stigmatized even some very senior readers keep it to themselves. I wouldn't tell people I read tarot though because I somehow enjoy it being kept to myself, like my own little secret hehe. IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 194
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 07, 2012 02:12 PM
Yup my self esteem is pretty low and I know that I should work on that. I wish I had some sort of life coach beside me who could help me go through life. Another reason why I couldn't stop thinking about him: I had plenty of other readings by clairvoyants & tarot readers that predicted that I was going to see him soon. I don't want to believe it and I'm hoping that they are wrong but for some crazy reason I have a feeling that I will see him soon...I don't know I think this is what they call 'gut feeling'.
I seriously hope that it's all just part of my imagination. As for the summer job, I decided to stop looking for one & to just rest this summer. I had a really stressful school year with my medical courses & I needed to just take a break this summer. One question: How do tarot readings work? How can simple cards be so accurate at times? I'm just curious and I find tarot cards really interesting. IP: Logged |
friture
Knowflake Posts: 118
From:
Registered: May 2012
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posted August 07, 2012 02:36 PM
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Originally posted by MillyX:
Yup my self esteem is pretty low and I know that I should work on that. I wish I had some sort of life coach beside me who could help me go through life. Another reason why I couldn't stop thinking about him: I had plenty of other readings by clairvoyants & tarot readers that predicted that I was going to see him soon. I don't want to believe it and I'm hoping that they are wrong but for some crazy reason I have a feeling that I will see him soon...I don't know I think this is what they call 'gut feeling'.
I seriously hope that it's all just part of my imagination. As for the summer job, I decided to stop looking for one & to just rest this summer. I had a really stressful school year with my medical courses & I needed to just take a break this summer.
Can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait to go back and study so I can keep myself busy again.
Sorry I didn't mean to imply you need help with your self-esteem, I'm just speaking from experience. Perhaps I'm wrong Maybe things will take a turn once you meet him? Not giving false hope, I just did the reading on how to stop, instead of what's going to happen, maybe other more experienced tarot reader may give you clues on that. I really wish you all the best
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