posted August 26, 2012 09:30 AM            

LEO sun, venus and mercury conj my leo ASC.
The sun is within an orb of 8, merc 3 and venus 2.
When the two of us are in the same room together you can cut the tension with a knife because the two of us are so physically aware of each other (my pluto sqare his venus)...

We also have a few grand trines:
1. his mooon in Sag, my venus in aries and his leo venus.
2. his leo sun, sag moon, and my aries venus.
3. my venus in aries, his moon in sag, and his mercury in leo...
My sun and merc are both opposite his saturn and conjunct his SN.. We were really really close REALLY REALLY fast and had I not insulted his lion pride we would possibly still be together (even after the wounding he still loved me and wanted to be around me, that says a lot coming from this particular leo)
Now though, I feel empty without his friendship even though it's been almost 2 years since I was "allowed" to see him. His current girlfriend is too intimidated by our connection/past to allow him to be my friend..
I can't not have this person in my life, even if it isn't romantic and right now that seems like accomplishing the impossible
What can I do here to make this feeling of needing him go away????