posted September 15, 2012 07:20 AM
hello there YTA, liliththis chart is so scrummy
I noticed you have singapore as place of birth
and this chart is like chinese pancakes eaten as a sweet or with hoisin/plum sauce, not like I have ever eaten them, but the texture and taste feels nice like a comfort food
straight up I see you can create cartoons, and trace, like an animator, and I can see a slanted drawing desk/easel in an airy high storey office that has perfect aircondiitioning and there is a refreshing scent in the room. there could even be a miniature zen garden ornament in the room, a filtered water bottle dispenser, and close weave flat firm good quality carpet in a neutral colour, and plants. it is kind of nice there but the worst thing about the room - well there is a couple of things, the lights will give you a headache, and the window glass can give you some kind of eye focus drama when you look at it, it refracts the outside in a way that somehow can make you feel a bit like if you had height sickness - not just you, it would do that to me too - its so thick and something about the viscosity within the thickness, the manufacturer has compromised on something to enable flexibility of the pane.
currently, you are stressed and in a hiatus with career, you feel like you are grieving, and scared. grieving - is it because you are a real environmentalist and something is worrying you so much about disappearing forests. you have become scared of life and feel alienated by the world due to some of the goings on in the world - you are very sensitive - and you feel hurt, have taken it personally - choices made on the world stage - you are ashamed of what people have chosen on an international level - but you are honest with yourself and you feel you are to blame too - you are part of an economic dynamic through your family, environment etc that have made some of these choices, and you have to admit you like some of the goods, services and lifestyles of this economic/consumerist dynamic.
you could work in advertising/promotion. important to your work/career is Mars in the 11th conjunct Mercury, and trine the Pluto/Uranus conjunction in the 7th. Are you sure of your birthtime, is it possible it was an hour later, as I feel that it is really a 10th house Mars and 6th house Pluto/Uranus.
you have always drawn and had a little bag with pencils when you were little, and you were rarely bored as you could always take your little bag with you anywhere or take out some pencils and start drawing at any moment - though you were always asking for paper - which was fascinating in itself as it was a great interest to you to examine and experience the paper given to you from different places.
do you have a portfolio, get it sorted, as you need to include and drag up something new as T. pluto comes within about 2-3* on its second direct run when the sun is in capricorn 16* in January 2016. It's ages away, and it won't seem like it is fantastic when it happens but there will be a process in place which will take awhile to form.
you have an amazing self presentation inherent - do you or are you likely to have those side burns that are super thin and cut across your cheek bones like a sabre. I find it chiefly in the Jupiter-Neptune-Pluto/Uranus pattern. You have scuffed shoes though, and can wear a shirt with food spilled down the front, no matter, in the moment you can bring it together.
you have, how would I call it, kind of like a welling up of disturbance, like an overgrowth hump coming up next year affecting your homelife when T. Jupiter hits 22* Gemini. could be a partner has work changes that may require travel, and more time away. You will be encouraging but start to wonder if you have the same relationship. You may decide to move I think it is, which the partner will feel something like 'finally, bout time, I knew you would eventually see it is the only way'. They feel like they have some kind of managerial or authoritatory capacity to me, like they could be in health or something to do with health equipment or products.
You have had a gutful of something to do with a child maybe, probably a son, this will begin to resolve and I see it with T. Uranus especially as it nears its flanks to your natal Jupiter. You will do a light years flip on your maturity/wisdom/insight/foresight and it will be something like a massive relief feeling of 'no need to sweat the small stuff' - the child will be both relieved and surprised as you ease off. You are similar - both of you have suffered bad facial acne and have a similar physical shape - and, you have his mother - a point of contention (I think this is right and must admit I saw in a thread that you have a wife and I think I saw recently that you said you have children and thats where your money goes or something).
you could do greeting cards
your mother thinks you need to have different career goals and is probably happier with what you are currently working at perhaps, is it a menial job, with packing, forklifting etc or is it like a fire related thing like something to do with fires (not a firefighter) but maybe something flammable.
when T. chiron conjuncts natal chiron and opposes pluto/uranus you take on what seems like almost something akin to grandchildren or foster children but they could very well be like two small dogs that belong to your mother - does she have dogs.
Ok, I will address this now, I was going to skip it but there is a grandparent here for you too - she is little and called Marnsey/Monsey or something, she says she has delicate skin like a petal and beautiful eyes like moonlit pools at night.
She is your mother's mother I think, and waves her hand up like pff! don't listen to her (like don't listen to your mother). Oh she says she has sore knees too, but I can't understand the reference, something about chess checkerboard, oh yeah , she is funny and sarcastic (and has a bit of a temper)- and I get it now she has had to be one of the pieces on a chess board and I think it is the pawn - not the queen she indicates (lol) in her husband's game - just a pawn (and she says this the way someone says things cynically but knows its a crack up - but she could end up going off her nut about it coz she feels it is kind of true). She passes some kind of wine to me - have some wine she says, I think she would like to unburden to me - lots of musings, with sighs and huffs, and sort of just wants to hang out and commiserate a bit - (I have a gemini moon, like you, so once I'm feeling that someone is kind of silent and finished what they wanted to say, I would probably either make an excuse to leave, or start talking about me or what interests me, that is if I'm not getting much more out of them) - so yeah she has a way of sort of speiling a few lines, going silent and just sort of hanging out but you realize after awhile that the silent parts are still part of her talking about everything eg. she blurts something out usually including cursing/accusations/annoyances/ho hum - then goes silent then say, I might go to speak, and she would say something like 'huh?' then mumble something then say something again about her commiserations - and this is because the whole thing is her moment, wow, I think I repeated that whole thing a few times, teehee. that all might not have made sense, hopefully it did though.
it always feels like a risk to post these things but to hell with it, I would probably rather know if I am off track.