posted September 19, 2012 12:57 PM            

So...here is the synastry with the guy i crave so much

He is born 22 january 1985(george) but i don't know the time and me 7 may 1990

I've done some research to learn about the aspects we have but i'm still confused!is our synastry good?will anything ever happen between us?or am i the only one in love?

I'll tell you the story just to get it out of me!The first time i met him was 2 years ago in a friend's house.I thought he was really cute and he immediately asked for my cell phone number!I was thrilled but my friend advised not to do anything with him cause he "plays" with every girl and he thinks because he is rich that he can have every girl.
Anyway the next day he started sending me messages and kept calling every 5 minutes but i didn't want to talk to him or go out with him because of my friend's advice.It took him 2 weeks to stop calling eventually and i never picked up the phone:S i don't even know why i did that:S

Later on i caught myself thinking about him and what would have happenned if i had gone out with him and stuff.He was really cute and i liked him the second i met him:/ On the same time i was repulsed because i thought he was very cocky and i wanted to stop thinking about him.Some months later a friend of him asked me out and somehow we ended up in a relationship.I didn't really wanted a relationship with that guy but i actually did something with him so that i could stop thinking about george and so that george would never ever think that we could have something between us-since the guy i was with was his friend.wierd?i know:S:S

Actually i started having feelings for the guy i was with and forgot about george for a long time.I met him some times but we were both very cold,he wouldn't even look at me, but every time my boyfriend was present too...

Anyway,on april,it was the first time we bumped to each other and it was just the two of us...I 've never felt like this before..i was so overwhelmed,i looked at his eyes and it was like seeing myself,my soul.We talked casually and at the same time i fantasised about him and couldn't understand if these were my thoughts or if i was reading his mind!i felt my "third eye" on the forehead was burning seriously!When he walked away i swear i couldn't understand what happenned,i didn't know who i am and what i'm doing for a couple of minutes,i completely got lost and overwhelmed.i believe i fell in love for the first time in my life!:$

Then i broke up with his friend and i kinda wait for him:S i admit i am obsessed with him,i think about him all day and night but i 'm also aware of the fact that if he ever wanted to be with me i would be so scared of not being good enough for him..he embodies the man of my dreams:$ i think there is definitely a past life connection i can't explain all these feelings:/

posted September 19, 2012 01:22 PM            

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Originally posted by crabbycancer:
I am curious, what exactly do the dotted green lines mean?

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posted September 20, 2012 05:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Welcome!

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