posted September 21, 2012 06:44 AM            

It is this here:

posted September 21, 2012 04:31 PM            

Anyway.

1. Theme/Situation:
Emperess

This might indicate the marriage; as emperess is a very nurturing feminine card, having to do with (pro)creation and also marriage, it seems to be fitting to describe the situation.

2. far past: King of Pentacles
3. internal influence: Knight of Cups
4. outside influence: Star

a hopeful blossoming of loving feelings, which might have grown into love, but the King of Pentacles is a pretty withdrawn man. So maybe affections were felt, but not publicly displayed.

5. recent past: 9 cups
6. internal: Wheel of Fortune
7. outside: 3 of wands

there seems to have been a fated event int he recent past, and it had to do with the growth of feelings, which might have happened quite suddenly. 3 of wands is also a card for celebrations or engagement/ proposal.

So far I am getting the feeling this is more indicative about john`s perspective than yours. I doubt you are really happy about his wedding, right?

The future doesn`t look as rosy as the honeymoon of the recent past though.

In the future we have 9 of swords, 6 of pentacles and Chariot.

There might be fears, also fears about a separation, a blockage in the relationship, which might have to do - internally- with at least one person focusing too much on their own goals instead of nurturing the relationship.
From the outside however it seems like the relationship has a solid foundation, where it is about give-and-take.

In the further past there is the Queen of Wands, the 7 of pentacles and the King of Wands.
Queen and King together in the future - it doesn`t look like a spearation is really likely, though the form but er emotional flow has been replaced by more security oriented approach, but there seems to be physical attraction and consummation as well.
Well, it might look from the outside as if there are difficulties in the relationship, and there may be stumbling blocks from outside, but internally there is a lot of warmth and passion.

posted September 21, 2012 04:43 PM            

It's been a very hard year for me, i'm still kind of depressed..(i think my natal saturn is unaspected and i've dealt with depression many times till now)
i would like to know if anything good is going to happen soon in my life:/

posted September 21, 2012 06:09 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Ceridwen, I take it your intention wasnt to start reading for others and because your spread intrigues me I'll use it to answer some of the questions if you like

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Could you please do a reading for me littlecloud?
thanks!

posted September 22, 2012 03:34 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Ceridwen, I take it your intention wasnt to start reading for others and because your spread intrigues me I'll use it to answer some of the questions if you like

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Thank you.

Yes, you`re right. It wasn`t my intention to offer free readings but more so a call to those who find this spread is worth trying out and just wanted to know if it worked for them at all.
But I understand that I have communicated my intention too unclear. So thanks for the offer. (I havenīt done many readings for others myself, so even though I learned a bit about tarot theoretically, I am lacking practical experience and thus consider myself a complete novice in this field).

posted September 22, 2012 06:04 AM            

mmh, I tried it, but I guess I am simply not good at it.
Also when I tried to tune in to your energy, there was constanly an image pushing itself into the foreground, of earrings of a red colour and some white clothing. I can`t make any sense of it, and maybe it is just my weird mind conjuring random images, but thought I`d mention it.

Anyway what I got is following:

1. Theme/Situation: Three of Discs
Three`s are cards of creativity and movement. Discs represent the "matter". So I think basically you are in a situation where there is actual movement highlighted, or in other wise, a development in a very graspable sense.
However, it could be that you are working too hard, and forgetting to enjoy the good moments that certainly arise.

Distant past: Ace of cups
external influences: 7 of discs
internal influences: 4 of swords

Now that one surprised me and led me to believe the reading might be totally off, as the Ace of cups relates to an openness in feeling and actually a new love coming into your life. The cup is overflowing with emotion and on top of that it is a very spiritual card. With the information in mind that you have had a rough year and being prone to depression it doesn`t make sense to me.
To me this looks like as if you have fallen in love as a matter of fact (though the aces do not tell anything about the other person reciprocrating).

However, the internal influence is symbolized by 4 of swords. Despite falling in love it shows an internal need for finding rest, for healing after a tough time.
In relationship matters it could also denote the inability to connect with the loved one, because you need to heal emotionally first.
I see a conflict here, on the one hand you may have fallen in love, on the other hand you find yourself unable to reach out to them , as you need really some rest for yourself.
Also externally, 7 of discs indicates that there are some obstacles being put in your way and a lot of patience is needed. Somehow the obstacles were seeming unsurmountable.

Closer to the theme/ situation, but still in the past (though I start thinking that the surrounding cards might be tied to the present situation quite strongly).

I pulld the CHARIOT
external influence: HIGHPRIESTESS
internal influence: FOUR of WANDS

There is a sense of movement, a determination. It looks like you have found a goal, maybe having to do with the love of the Ace of cups.

Internally you are ready for some development and celebration and joyful experiences. Though both cards for internal influences, are represented by FOUR, which has to do a lot with security and stability. So you really are in need for these qualities. There is a sense of commitment here, or wanting to commit and settle down.

However, externally there might be influences that you donīt really understand right now. Something might be hidden from you or some outer events and behaviour might confuse you.
There also might be a lack of stability coming from someone or something outside, and working against your inner need for security and stability.
There might be an up and down of emotions, probably from others directed at you.
However, since it is hte High Priestess I`d say pay close attention to your dreams and signs coming from the outside, or those you had in the most recent past.

In the near future beginning with the present we find: FIVE of DISCS
external: QUEEN of CUPS
internal: QUEEN of SWORDS

The five of discs represents a difficult period you are currently in and a bit ahead of you I guess. There might also be a problem with issues of selfworth that kep you down. Internally the Queen of Swords might indicate that you are too hard on your self, mentally slaughering yourself for any small mistake or flaw you seem to notice in yourself. It also depicts trust-issues.

I am not sure what the Queen of Cups in this position means. In the worst case scenario it maybe could be a woman meddling in your situation (if it is about a new love, maybe a rival).
Also the Queen of Cups and the Queen of Swords are totally opposites.
In the best case scenario the Queen of Cups with her emotional openness could be a great ally for you. In the worst case Queen of Cups can be extremely manipulative and maybe trying to keep you insecure about your own self worth.
You are young, right? How is your relationship with your mother? (I don`t know why, but the Queen of Cups made me think of a mother-figure or elder woman, if not a rival in love-issues).

In the farther future we find: ACE of WAND
external: QUEEN of WANDS
internal: HERMIT

The Ace of Wand indicates a new spark, creativity or a passion being inflamed in your life. New courage, and thus seems quite positive in a future position. I am not entirely sure how that goes together with the HERMIT card though. As the hermit indicates going within, but maybe it means that after some selfreflection and withdrawel, you find that inner strength to unleash the fire and creativity and passion you have inside.
Externally, another Queen pops up, this time the fiery one. Hopefully she is not another rival, but indicating inspiration comning into your life, maybe in the form of a friend or ally.

I find it interesting though that, of the four external - influences cards there were three feminine cards with two Queens. Makes me think that the feminine principle, or women in general will play a large role in your current development. Maybe actual women, maybe it could also be about being pushed from the outside to develop your own feminity.

posted September 22, 2012 07:56 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Pussycat,

mmh, I tried it, but I guess I am simply not good at it.
Also when I tried to tune in to your energy, there was constanly an image pushing itself into the foreground, of earrings of a red colour and some white clothing. I can`t make any sense of it, and maybe it is just my weird mind conjuring random images, but thought I`d mention it.

Anyway what I got is following:

1. Theme/Situation: Three of Discs
Three`s are cards of creativity and movement. Discs represent the "matter". So I think basically you are in a situation where there is actual movement highlighted, or in other wise, a development in a very graspable sense.
However, it could be that you are working too hard, and forgetting to enjoy the good moments that certainly arise.

Distant past: Ace of cups
external influences: 7 of discs
internal influences: 4 of swords

Now that one surprised me and led me to believe the reading might be totally off, as the Ace of cups relates to an openness in feeling and actually a new love coming into your life. The cup is overflowing with emotion and on top of that it is a very spiritual card. With the information in mind that you have had a rough year and being prone to depression it doesn`t make sense to me.
To me this looks like as if you have fallen in love as a matter of fact (though the aces do not tell anything about the other person reciprocrating).

However, the internal influence is symbolized by 4 of swords. Despite falling in love it shows an internal need for finding rest, for healing after a tough time.
In relationship matters it could also denote the inability to connect with the loved one, because you need to heal emotionally first.
I see a conflict here, on the one hand you may have fallen in love, on the other hand you find yourself unable to reach out to them , as you need really some rest for yourself.
Also externally, 7 of discs indicates that there are some obstacles being put in your way and a lot of patience is needed. Somehow the obstacles were seeming unsurmountable.

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Oh my God...This is so right...
I have fallen in love and i still am.
I believe i could
even reach out that person if i wanted...
But emotionally i'm such a mess and he is exactly the opposite,he is in his best right now and he is single and searching for a mature relationship..
I indeed need time to heal and try to fix my life. My ex boyfriend (who used by the way to be friends with the guy) had some serious issues that affected me so much. He used to steal money from me,making me feel like i 'm worthless and i couldn't go out with friends-cause no money,plus i didn't have the will to do anything. My parents forced me to move in with them again when they found out with whom i have a relationship and depression started at that point.
I am so lonely right now because of this relationship and even though i broke up with him, he still messages me awful things trying to convince me i am nothing and i need him.

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Closer to the theme/ situation, but still in the past (though I start thinking that the surrounding cards might be tied to the present situation quite strongly).

I pulld the CHARIOT
external influence: HIGHPRIESTESS
internal influence: FOUR of WANDS

There is a sense of movement, a determination. It looks like you have found a goal, maybe having to do with the love of the Ace of cups.

Internally you are ready for some development and celebration and joyful experiences. Though both cards for internal influences, are represented by FOUR, which has to do a lot with security and stability. So you really are in need for these qualities. There is a sense of commitment here, or wanting to commit and settle down.

However, externally there might be influences that you donīt really understand right now. Something might be hidden from you or some outer events and behaviour might confuse you.
There also might be a lack of stability coming from someone or something outside, and working against your inner need for security and stability.
There might be an up and down of emotions, probably from others directed at you.
However, since it is hte High Priestess I`d say pay close attention to your dreams and signs coming from the outside, or those you had in the most recent past.

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This is so right too! I have found a goal!
My goal is to find a job and live on my own again. And i really need to meet new people and make friends. But in my mind all seem so hard and i am confused.

(Oh!and i have wierd dreams lately. Sometimes about the guy i 'm in love with. One time i saw we were happy together, having a trip and he was driving and then he lost control and we ended up both in hospital.:S
Another dream i had recently and i remember VERY vividly was this: i was about to go to a wedding wearing a black dress(!) and i met an old lady on my way. She gave me a red dress and she told me she
wore it just once but it was made for me and i have to wear it. So i wore the red dress and continued my way to the wedding.)

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In the near future beginning with the present we find: FIVE of DISCS
external: QUEEN of CUPS
internal: QUEEN of SWORDS

The five of discs represents a difficult period you are currently in and a bit ahead of you I guess. There might also be a problem with issues of selfworth that kep you down. Internally the Queen of Swords might indicate that you are too hard on your self, mentally slaughering yourself for any small mistake or flaw you seem to notice in yourself. It also depicts trust-issues.

I am not sure what the Queen of Cups in this position means. In the worst case scenario it maybe could be a woman meddling in your situation (if it is about a new love, maybe a rival).
Also the Queen of Cups and the Queen of Swords are totally opposites.
In the best case scenario the Queen of Cups with her emotional openness could be a great ally for you. In the worst case Queen of Cups can be extremely manipulative and maybe trying to keep you insecure about your own self worth.
You are young, right? How is your relationship with your mother? (I don`t know why, but the Queen of Cups made me think of a mother-figure or elder woman, if not a rival in love-issues).
[QUOTE]

I am 22 years old! My mom and i are very very close and we have the best relationship. So maybe it is a rival...I can think of two girls actually...
The three of us used to be best friends but i
am no longer having contact with either. The one left me when i started dating her brother
(my manipulative ex). And the other girl is the most popular in the whole city. She is very attractive but she was always very jealous of me for no reason and i cutted her off my life when i realised she was telling lies about me to other people. These two girls are still best friends though and it's funny cause the second one is now starting dating my ex-the first one's brother.LOL?
They both hate me i know this. They would go flirt with the one i 'm in love now if they knew i want him...:/

[QUOTE] In the farther future we find: ACE of WAND
external: QUEEN of WANDS
internal: HERMIT

The Ace of Wand indicates a new spark, creativity or a passion being inflamed in your life. New courage, and thus seems quite positive in a future position. I am not entirely sure how that goes together with the HERMIT card though. As the hermit indicates going within, but maybe it means that after some selfreflection and withdrawel, you find that inner strength to unleash the fire and creativity and passion you have inside.
Externally, another Queen pops up, this time the fiery one. Hopefully she is not another rival, but indicating inspiration comning into your life, maybe in the form of a friend or ally.

I find it interesting though that, of the four external - influences cards there were three feminine cards with two Queens. Makes me think that the feminine principle, or women in general will play a large role in your current development. Maybe actual women, maybe it could also be about being pushed from the outside to develop your own feminity.

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posted September 22, 2012 08:02 AM            

First of all, I somehow never managed to thank you for your pluto transit story, which I'm taking the opportunity to do now.

posted September 22, 2012 11:52 AM            

I am really thrilled that obviously the reading was not as off as I had feared.

" My ex boyfriend (who used by the way to be friends with the guy) had some serious issues that affected me so much."
I am sorry.

" he still messages me awful things trying to convince me i am nothing and i need him."
I have the feeling it was about time someone (in this case your parents) got you out of there. FRom the few things you shared here it seems like you definitely had been in an abusive relationship.
And no, he is not right. You deserve so much more, and you certainly don`t need him. He takes desperate measures (manipulation, abusive behaviour) to cling to you because probably he knows exactly that you donīt need him and are better off without him.

" And i really need to meet new people and make friends"
4 of wands also relates to celebrations and gatherings. So take any chance you get to get out of your home. Enjoy your life, participate in your life. It might feel awkward at first but it gets more enjoyable the more often you get out.

"Oh!and i have wierd dreams lately. Sometimes about the guy i 'm in love with. One time i saw we were happy together, having a trip and he was driving and then he lost control and we ended up both in hospital.:S "
You might be afraid he is too good to be true and you will get hurt again.

"Another dream i had recently and i remember VERY vividly was this: i was about to go to a wedding wearing a black dress(!) and i met an old lady on my way. She gave me a red dress and she told me she
wore it just once but it was made for me and i have to wear it. So i wore the red dress and continued my way to the wedding.)"
Made me smile. Yes the red dress was made for you. it is the sign of you needing to embrace love and life and passion.
(Maybe that is why I got the colour "red" in relation to you, though for some reason I was seeing earrings. lol)

posted September 22, 2012 11:55 AM            

I guess the spread is still in the phase of "settling" and "swinging into form". I donīt know how to put it.
I had a clear image of the spread, of the placement and order of the cards, but what the cards mean at what place, was not as clear. So it could definitely mean that the cards are not about the future, or not always so. Esp. the first card on the right side of the centre (theme/situation) seems to be tied very closely to the present in the readings I did.

posted September 22, 2012 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
And stuff,
I don`t think you did anything wrong.

I guess the spread is still in the phase of "settling" and "swinging into form". I donīt know how to put it.
I had a clear image of the spread, of the placement and order of the cards, but what the cards mean at what place, was not as clear. So it could definitely mean that the cards are not about the future, or not always so. Esp. the first card on the right side of the centre (theme/situation) seems to be tied very closely to the present in the readings I did.

Maybe Little Cloud will share her experiences with this spread, if she has tried it.

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posted September 22, 2012 01:01 PM            

I gave it a try, but it is more some kind of general spread, so I donīt know if it will answer your question. Actually I am still learning, so it is only a try.

Theme/Situation:
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PAGE of SWORDS

There were actually quite some sword-card (and pentacle cards) in your reading, esp. the past side, and it makes me think of cutting experiences.
As you said you lost love, so maybe that is what the "cutting" represents.

Anyway the Page of Swords represents that you are at a point in your life where new projects (could be work or love related or from any area of life) will be emphasized.
You are entering a new phase in your life, but donīt be hasty or trying hectically to MAKE things happen.

In the farther past I pulled THE LOVERS
External influences: NINE of COINS
internal influences: FOUR of SWORDS

I guess this makes sense, as a while ago you had Love, but at the same time once again the Four of swords pops up in this position (had it three times in readings for different people already).
There is a sense of needing rest and peace and a bit of a standstill to heal emotional wounds, probably love-wounds.
I am not sure what the 9 of pentacles means there, as this is a card of success and abundance in the material world.
Sometimes however it can also indicate that the object of affection/ admiration might feel "out of one`s league". Or is seen like they are.

In the more recent past I drew actually two cards, as they were sticking together I left them teamed up: KNIGHT of SWORDS and FIVE of SWORDS
external influence: EIGHT of PENTACLES
internal influence: SIX of PENTACLES

So the Knight of Swords and Five of swords, both speak to me of a possible separation. With the five of swords we have arguments and fights and disagreements. Someone was trying to have the upper hand and wasn`t having your best of interests at heart. The Knight of Swords to me also seems to be on the run most of the time. You canīt keep him planted. He`s got to ride where a new adventure awaits him, and probably that is what happened.

Not sure again about the pentacle cards.
The 8t of pentacles has a lot to do with education, training etc. Very workrelated stuff. Did someone move away to take on a new job or go to university?
Work seems to be of top priority, not relationships.

The Six of Pentacles speak of the need for equality, a give and take. But that is something the Knight of Swords probably isnīt able to give, especially if teamed up with the five of swords - it strikes me as a bit selfish.

In your near future though we find the EMPEROR; external: HIGHPRIESTESS and internal WORLD

This again tells me you are moving in or have recently entered a very important phase in your life with three Major arcana here!
Is there a new suitor on the horizon? One who might be older or pretty organized and interested in a mature relationship?
On the other hand it could also indicate that this is what you want.
You are moving from the flighty selfish Knight of Swords on to the committed mature Emperor, who likes to have things in control but also wants to provide stability for those he loves. Maybe you will encounter more stability in your life.
Internally the WORLD pops up. You are wrapping up an important lesson. You are in the final stages of a process and ready to enjoy life again. There will be contentment, but only IF you are willing to really leave the past behind and move on.
Anyway, with the Highpriestess being there as external influence, I`d say look out for your dreams and signs as well. And be aware, that you still donīt see the whole picture. But hey that is what dreams are for, right?

In the further future we find the EMPERESS, external influence; King of PENTACLES and internal Ten of wands.

Well, the Emperess next to the Emperor looks good for me, a natural pairing, maybe indicating a more mature relationship coming to you.
In anway you probably will become Emperess-like, meaning nurturing and loving and sensual again. Sometimes the Emperess also relates to fertility and pregnancy btw.

The King of Pentacles mmh, again I am getting the sense of an older or at least mature man, one who is pretty settled and knowing what he wants, working diligently to pursue his goal, and very different from the fickleness of the Knight of Swords. He might not be the most exciting of men, but will score on second glance with his reliability I guess.

BTW on the Emperor and Emperess I read this on Love-dove-tarot

!"...in a reading together with the 6 of Cups and or The Empress, the presence of The Emperor could signify a case of soul mates who keep being attracted to each other through many incarnations in order to complement each other in a male/female way." http://lovedovetarot.com/2012/03/05/the-emperor-in-love/

With both the Emperor and the King of Pentacles being there in the future, I`d say look out for men with strong Earth characteristics (esp. Virgo) or Aries/Mars.

I am not sure how the ten of wands relate to that. You will feel exhausted and overburdened?
Maybe you need to be aware that you are not being overwhelmed by someone else, or alternatively you are feeling overburdened because you have too high expectations of yourself and "Prince Charming". Well neither the Pentacles King nor the Emperor are really "Prince-Charming"-like, not made for a fairytale romance, but for a mature relationship with a lot of growth and long term potential.

posted September 22, 2012 01:02 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
ah well, at least what I can say is that the external influences and internal influences were UBER-accurate

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posted September 23, 2012 08:51 AM            

I tried it using Cartomancy and it was very accurate, as with the first half of the reading anyway. I'll let you know if the future cards come to pass.

posted September 23, 2012 10:38 AM            

might I request a reading from your new spread if you have time?

posted September 24, 2012 01:46 AM            

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Originally posted by rajin:
Hi Ceridwin,
Would you do a reading for me please? You had done the synastry/composite chart readings for me and I was amazed at your perception. You had suggested that Uranus might be the unexpected factor which could change the relationship between me and the guy I love. He is at least now admitting that there is an imbalance in his life and he needs to understand himself better and wants to make an effort to figure things out. This at least is an improvement, since when I tried to talk about anything resembling feelings he would shut me out and end all contact.
Will this relationship go on to be a lifelong one, with love a major part of it? This is my question.
thanks.

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I'd like to give this a try...hopefully I can read it right...

Main theme/issue- King of Discs

far past- 9 of swords, external- Page of Cups, internal- moon

recent past- Knight of Rods, external- High Priestess, internal- two of swords

near future- Justice, external- one of swords, internal- 3 of cups

farther future- The wheel, external- 9 of rods, internal- one of cups.

The King of Discs definitely seems to define the theme/issue/situation for a dependable life-long partner. I think the meaning is pretty obvious. Moving to the further past the 9 of swords shows a lot of anxiety and stress. An offer of love was made (page of cups) and the moon further emphasizes the 9 of swords with confusing emotions. Things kept in the dark, like nightmares. The idea of love almost seemed like something frightening, maybe too good to be true. Some people search and want love but never expect to get it that when it's offered they reject it. That's what these cards remind me of.

Recent past- There seems to be a stasis with the High Priestess and Two of Swords. The Knight of Rods seems to have come in blazing full of promises but maybe you doubt if these can be kept? You don't know what action to take. Internally and externally there is with holding of emotion, information, like you're waiting to see what happens. There's a feeling of having 'one foot out the door' here.

The near future seems more hopeful with Justice. Some balance will be achieved, things will be set the way they should and the truth will prevail (ace of swords). The internal influences seem really hopeful with the the 3 of cups. Perhaps working together pays off? It seems like a decision will be made but it will something to celebrate (3 of cups). I had to chuckle when The Wheel showed up in the further future bc you asked about it being a life-long relationship. Here I feel it's saying that our decisions (justice) shape our future and and we can fight them but we still remain vulnerable (9 of rods) or open ourselves to them (ace of cups).

I'm not sure how to directly answer your question...There does seem a lot of hope and changes ahead for the future, but we also need to accept it and not fight it. The 9 of Rods in my deck shows a naked man in a defensive stance, so although he may seem standing strong he is still vulnerable. The one thing I can say is to speak from the heart with honesty and openness, because it's the best you can do. Don't let the fears of the past hold you back.

If anyone else wants to add to this feel free to.

posted September 24, 2012 01:53 AM            

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Originally posted by tonia:
Could you do for me too?i would like to know if he call me soon to go out after the failure last meeting

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I'm going to do a shorter reading for this because for a yes/no the less cards you have the better sometimes.

2 of cups
one of swords
eight of Discs