posted September 24, 2012 10:55 PM
hello mercuranian, I like your username,I will read this five times and perhaps you will see an underlying theme present.
1. You are a redhead with feminine traits, and you are on a budget - there are many wants but they can't all be had now - and your tastes are expensive. Past school goals and education requirements have been pushed aside by drinking and partying in recent months but there is renewed commitment to getting studies/qualification requirements back on track - there is a feel that it is almost too late, however, this is due to your perfectionist outlook - you are not too far off satisfactory progress. You feel dumb and under pressure but somehow your financial status is still gently rolling along - you're not destitute, but you don't like this time of scarcity. You allow yourself at least to have a vehicle, are you going to share it or share living expenses with someone that seems like a brother. There is the promise of better things, you just have to go through the motions, its still achievable, you're ok. You will achieve, is it intern status or some such, it's almost a given just keep going through the process of it all and you will achieve it. The first landmark feels close to six months off.
Reading 2. Do you live in the northern hemisphere, it feels like autumn and you are thinking of stockings/tights. You're going for a look, something that befits certain stereotypes - along the lines of - well the name is Amanda Prims - which I googled and there is an amanda prims, but I think it is to do with Amanda Siefried - and probably something to do with looking prim - puns are common in my life. Anyway, you're considering going lighter in colour too, but it won't quite fit with some of your gothness that is still influencing your style. You're thinking perhaps of having elaborate nails with patterns and diamontes too - but you wonder - am I being too superficial. Your home's back door needs fixing, their are cracks in the floor boards or in the door, you have to throw a party just for people to bring good food and enough to drink and party with, you are super smart though, and you will almost unconsciously be able to manage as long as you need to get you through - you will get to the other side of this, but you will have to remain where you live now for a matter of years - besides, some of your neighbours are like your family.
Reading 3. You have plutonian influence in your chart or have T. Pluto getting into you unearthing some stuff. Your family have had a suffocating feeling almost like a Jewish family, and you feel guilt over using original funds unwisely perhaps, no matter, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree and you will be practically a twin in looks, style, lifestyle, and some career status to that of your aunt, is it your father's sister? Speaking of look a likes, you do have children inherently cropping up in your future, you feel like you have one with you now, a son, but he won't arrive for 4yrs, I think, and I don't think you will marry the father. Another child will arrive 2yrs after that, by a different father and that will be it you won't have any more. The daughter has potential to be large due to female body shapes (not sure which side) but she won't get large because you will be very involved with your children and have lots of activities to do as well as reasonable food choices (though the foods are too processed - like they seem like good foods in general but so processed - like a lot of food now), anyhow she will stay fit. Your son with you now is like a star, he too will have a propensity to get solid, but he will carry it better as a boy and also he will be quite active.
You go from strength to strength at least over the next 10-12yrs. Your next abode will be higher up and have a balcony. You will have fresh bakery items for breakfast once or twice per week, and you will have a dog, there will be a park within 200metres though the kids school will be quite a hike for you. You will be a good teacher to your kids on stranger danger, street signs and directions etc and you don't seem to have your own car at that time, and will occasionally use a cab. I said before that you will become a lot like your father's sister outwardly, but internally as you get older and within the home you become more like your mother. Both children will do well at school, though the boy will find it hard to focus - he will need a male role model - and would do well in a traditional relationship with a grandfather during the years when he is 5-8. You will make headway initially in a profession then go down to a job share/part time capacity, with an avenue to doing some work at home. You will probably have a string of relationships and a significant one in 8yrs - for some reason the various relationships won't get you down too much, is it possible you have some really good friends and are able to get on well with others - because you don't expect too much of them. The relationship in 8yrs will be more significant than the others because you will have more in common with what you want to do in life and you possibly might consider moving somewhere that seems very desert like and plan to build a house from wood - it feels like a kit home. The man in this relationship, though having a lot in common with you, will be hard to tie down, he's not a philanderer, he just is used to being a sole unit and having his finances etc separate - the relationship will amble along for sometime and I'm not sure what the result will be - more ambling along I think. The significance of the man is that he could very well wear a big hat, and he is a large guy - tall as well as big in size. Something about his family name is to do with paling or aisle, or some kind of trailing connotation or sound. When you meet him you might prompt him to the dentist as he will be in danger of losing two adjacent teeth if he doesn't get them sorted out - after that his dental health is pretty good - and he will have his own teeth all his life.
Reading 4. Someone is making you feel guilty and kind of brow beating you, feels like a sister or a sister like friend - possibly dominating and a little bit older. You regularly feel that you are falling short of what you should be doing according to them, you're not, they're just controlling. You know instinctively that you are going through a phase that is part of youth it won't be how you live your life. The direction in life is exactly what direction you are currently on - you just have to keep going with it.
Reading 5. Are you thinking of getting a bigger freezer so that you can stock it with about 50 ready made meals? All part of your mind trying to somehow cover the distance that you have to last until your financial position improves. You have probably thought of making your own soups etc and labelling them, but I don't think this plan will come together in a huge way. You have to admit you are a little clucky and you have a nesting feeling. You might be able to channel it into some kind of small animals or plants or a bonsai garden, for the present. Are you trying to cut down on coffee? You are burning the candle at both ends - feeling a little strung out and desperate - but it will only be for about 6mths like I said and by 8mths you will have some improvements. The wiring where you live is a bit poor - you might like to have cut out/surge protectors on your power points to save your appliances - I don't think much maintenance will take place. You are perhaps hoping to be noticed by others and nominated to be one of the editors or people on a committee. Don't let it bother you as really you're way beyond the others in progressive ideas and I think you would just feel frustrated when your proposals are not met with enthusiasm on their part. Save your good ideas, and your time and energy.
The theme I think that could be applied through the readings is:
you have had some blows dealt to you by those that you should be able to trust
those close, often seem disapproving of you, they often have something to gripe about, which makes you feel sad and inclined to give up.
Put these other influences aside, or rather in their place, because they are valuable supports,but they would like you to kow tow to their opinions about you, and you don't need to take on their negative input.
You have a lot of positives on board and have some genuine others around you that are happy for you to be just as you wish.
A close male will help you achieve some of your goals but they like their freedom so can fall short of some of the things you agreed on.
Lindaland
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posted September 24, 2012 07:46 PM
