posted November 23, 2012 10:53 AM            

I don't know what to say! =/ But I hope you find this faith! Also for anyone else who may have something similar! Much love on post turkey day! this MB is awesome! My concern is the extreme psychic phenomena I've been experiencing. Most of it is "Unconscious". Certain "spiritual leaders" keep hinting on how they feel that I could be a great spiritual leader or adviser one day. I respond baffled with uncertainty.

My only confusion is that if I can help people later in the future(spiritually), I can't seem to work with what I've got. I've tried mediation, but my mind is just too chatty. So for anyone who has something similar, is it something that is developed when ready?

So does anyone else have anything similar or any advice?

-Seeing Little White Balls of light in the shower (wtf?) only 3 times , I blinked and shut my eyes a million times to make sure I wasn't seeing things

-Seeing dead people in my dreams, My boyfriends grandpa(I NEVER met him), My grandma that passed away last year, Random Dead people (sometimes it creeps me out when I don't recognize them)

-Meeting people who happen to fall out of nowhere during traumatic experiences when I feel as if I almost have no way out

-Losing stuff that appears to be moved, when I finally stop to think where it could be, I find it

-I hate feeling like I can feel everyone's feeling in a room, But I believe any empath has that problem...or over-empath if you will?

Anyone care to share?

posted November 23, 2012 01:36 PM            

First of all, you have Aquarius and Libra intercepted. Bob Marks says:

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Leo-Aquarius Intercepted: Leo is where we want to be on stage. Aquarius is where we want to rebel and be original and “different.” Aquarius, being an Air Sign, gives Leo an awareness of others so it won’t run roughshod over them. It also gives originality to Leo’s self-expression. Leo gives a sense of purpose to the rebellion and originality of Aquarius. Without this, Aquarius would be merely an eccentric crank, rebelling only for the sake of rebelling. And that’s what can happen when these signs are intercepted.

In the house where Leo is intercepted, we find it difficult to get noticed, take center stage, to get applause. Since Cancer is on the house cusp, other people will view you in this area as nurturing and emotional. In other words, they are likely to come to you for emotional support instead of giving you the attention you inwardly crave.

In the opposite house where Aquarius is intercepted, the drive to be original and different is suppressed. Capricorn is on the house cusp, and that sign is cautious, conservative, and very concerned with its public image. Every client I have seen with a Capricorn Ascendant and Aquarius intercepted in the 1st house learned early in life that their desire to different, to explore new, strange, and socially unacceptable things was not going to be tolerated. They covered it up with a Capricorn veneer so they could appear to be “normal.” And when the pressure builds up, when they do finally rebel, it could be extreme and inappropriate.

Your Sun and Uranus, rulers of the intercepted signs, could show the way out of these difficulties. For other ways out, look to the duplicated Signs in your horoscope.

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Duplicated signs show the departments where we are stronger and things come more easily. In fact, duplicated signs show us some of the ways we can get around the difficulties caused by our intercepted signs....

Cancer and Capricorn Duplicated: Cancer shows where we need a sense of security; need to “feel at home.” Capricorn, by contrast, shows the life areas where we have to organize and build, where we can be efficient.

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And here's something else:

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When the ruler of the Twelfth is in the First House: A person with this position tends to bring his hidden elements, talents, strengths and weaknesses to the forefront of his life. When positive, this placement makes it very easy to tap into one’s secret potentials. When negative, such a condition creates a lot of chaos for it is then that one cannot escape confronting those situations and conditions in our life that get us into difficulties....

But should the ruler of the Twelfth be well aspected in the First by other planets, then the person may expect many surprising positive experiences. Such rewards would seem to come “out of nowhere.”
Capricorn on the Twelfth House cusp for example, would naturally make Saturn its ruler. Should Saturn be in the First and trine to Jupiter, then the individual would be quite prone to receiving many benefits from older people, not the least of which would be wise advise, guidance and perhaps (if Jupiter were in an earthy sign and/or positively connected to the Second or Eighth Houses) some financial rewards as well. This individual could also expect hidden and/or long-term investments to pay off when least expected.

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posted November 23, 2012 02:13 PM            

Second decan Cap is associated with an interest in the occult, cosmology, all questions of existence. So you will have to "go there" to reach your NN. Your NN in the 12H intensifies this even further:

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A tendency to worry unremittingly... With this position, we need to put some faith in spiritual powers or the "big picture", to let go of some of our fears that we are not doing enough, to love ourselves and others with more compassion and understanding, and to be humble, feeling safe in the knowledge that we (and others) are not perfect. We need to trust and develop our imagination, as well as our capacity for compassion. Learning to let go of some of our obsessions with rules, details, and fears of not doing things perfectly will help us to achieve a greater sense of balance and to ease our fear of failure and guilty feelings.

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My thinking is, other aspects in your chart have already taught you some of those lessons early on.

2) Your Pluto conjunct the MC in Scorpio makes me think that your abilities will *have* to affect a bigger circle of people.

Good article: http://www.janetboyer.com/Midheaven_in_Scorpio.html

Pluto there adds an ultimate kind of urgency to the spiritual issues you face. And it's right near your ASC-sun midpoint (19 Scorpio.)

3) Question: Does this ring true for you?

Every client I have seen with a Capricorn Ascendant and Aquarius intercepted in the 1st house learned early in life that their desire to different, to explore new, strange, and socially unacceptable things was not going to be tolerated. They covered it up with a Capricorn veneer so they could appear to be “normal.”

I would think that having a Virgo sun, so well-supported with trines from the outer planets, might make you naturally calm. However, with a Leo stellium intercepted, you might feel a lot of enthusiasm and zaniness that you just don't always have an outlet for (?)

On the other hand, your south node in Cancer, which is duplicated in your chart, gives you a nice strong base where you might feel okay being a little outrageous. Perhaps more in a Cancer way (warm) than a Leo way (which would be more self-centered.)

3) Moon-Venus square Pluto, does that make it hard for you to get the kind of love you are deeply seeking? (Ignore all super-personal questions if they bother you, please; it's "normal" on astrology boards to get into sticky stuff like this, as you probably know.)

4) Your Saturn in Aquarius and Uranus in Capricorn are in mutual reception.

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When two planets are in mutual reception, they combine their energies in a reciprocal way – that is, their energies are like mirror images of each other. They reflect similar energies. Even if there is no geometric aspect between them (e.g., trine, opposition, etc.), they resonate together as if they were.

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List of phrases applying to the conjunction: http://astrofix.net/saturnuranus-aspects/

More later

posted November 23, 2012 03:32 PM            

So, Bob Marks said, above:

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Capricorn on the Twelfth House cusp for example, would naturally make Saturn its ruler. Should Saturn be in the First and trine to Jupiter, then the individual would be quite prone to receiving many benefits from older people...

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Your Saturn is trine Mars in the 8H, so maybe that gives you special ability taking action (Mars) in 8H areas (sex, death, occult) when relating to other people (Libra.)

Maybe that also is part of the reason you have this: "Meeting people who happen to fall out of nowhere during traumatic experiences when I feel as if I almost have no way out."

Meeting people= Libra
Who fall out of nowhere= 8H
When I feel I have no way out= Saturn

Also, I think it's very significant that your planets are all above the horizon, that means your inner world is an "outer world thing," and I can see how you might feel like everyone's feelings are transparent to you.

Empathy also comes from having south node in Cancer, your 8H sun, and being born in the Year of the Sheep (right?) I'm a Rabbit so our Chinese signs are even trine.

I hope I didn't flood you here.

posted November 24, 2012 10:28 PM            

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Originally posted by whtsursgn:
What you are asking for does not have words. You are asking for answers that you already know inside but they dont have words...what I really think you want today is confirmation you arent not crazy...on that note you are not...and what you feel inside...its right on track...you do have a job to do...you will attract many to you in life...you yourself will feel restricted and old...but you came into this life with a mission to heal others...you are and will always be very outwardly focused...listen closely to the dreams...not the words but how they make you feel...stop worrying about the engery you feel of other people and instead learn and remember its not your energy and then let it go...your only feeling it so you can become aware once you are aware then you have the power to release...I cannot tell you what you want to hear as I have said before because there are no words...but I can tell you that if you learn to listen between the lines you will discover you are empowered and not hindered and you will then be on track with your destiny. You will have great responsibility in this life...so do not take it all too seriously...just do what feels right even if it does not seem right to others...if you need to contact me feel free to message me through my blog site http://awisesouloncesaid.blogspot.com

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WOOOW!! thank you! & I have no words but to say thank you! & yes I guess confirmation is what I wanted. I DEFINITELY am checking out your link as well.

posted November 24, 2012 11:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
1) With your 8H sun and 12H stellium, including your NN in Cap, you are definitely going to be experiencing lots of paranormal stuff. The fact that Cap is a duplicated sign for you only strengthens that impression, for me.

Second decan Cap is associated with an interest in the occult, cosmology, all questions of existence. So you will have to "go there" to reach your NN. Your NN in the 12H intensifies this even further:

My thinking is, other aspects in your chart have already taught you some of those lessons early on.

2) Your Pluto conjunct the MC in Scorpio makes me think that your abilities will *have* to affect a bigger circle of people.

Good article: http://www.janetboyer.com/Midheaven_in_Scorpio.html

Pluto there adds an ultimate kind of urgency to the spiritual issues you face. And it's right near your ASC-sun midpoint (19 Scorpio.)

3) Question: Does this ring true for you?

Every client I have seen with a Capricorn Ascendant and Aquarius intercepted in the 1st house learned early in life that their desire to different, to explore new, strange, and socially unacceptable things was not going to be tolerated. They covered it up with a Capricorn veneer so they could appear to be “normal.”

I would think that having a Virgo sun, so well-supported with trines from the outer planets, might make you naturally calm. However, with a Leo stellium intercepted, you might feel a lot of enthusiasm and zaniness that you just don't always have an outlet for (?)

On the other hand, your south node in Cancer, which is duplicated in your chart, gives you a nice strong base where you might feel okay being a little outrageous. Perhaps more in a Cancer way (warm) than a Leo way (which would be more self-centered.)

3) Moon-Venus square Pluto, does that make it hard for you to get the kind of love you are deeply seeking? (Ignore all super-personal questions if they bother you, please; it's "normal" on astrology boards to get into sticky stuff like this, as you probably know.)

4) Your Saturn in Aquarius and Uranus in Capricorn are in mutual reception.

[QUOTE]When two planets are in mutual reception, they combine their energies in a reciprocal way – that is, their energies are like mirror images of each other. They reflect similar energies. Even if there is no geometric aspect between them (e.g., trine, opposition, etc.), they resonate together as if they were.

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Question 3- YES

As a child I always used to say in my head ONLY, "I just feel different, or I know I'm Just different." I thought I was saying these things just to assure myself I stand out, or just to feel I stood out. But what I think I was really feeling was a "knowing of a higher source."

& Yes def. In a cancer way, because after reading everything I'm mad because I want to return the favor BACK again, but I keep forgetting why I'm in personal readings. hahaha

posted November 24, 2012 11:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Thank you, Laura! I'm going to be studying your chart bit by bit~ please let me know if/when it gets to be too much.

First of all, you have Aquarius and Libra intercepted. Bob Marks says:

[QUOTE] Leo-Aquarius Intercepted: Leo is where we want to be on stage. Aquarius is where we want to rebel and be original and “different.” Aquarius, being an Air Sign, gives Leo an awareness of others so it won’t run roughshod over them. It also gives originality to Leo’s self-expression. Leo gives a sense of purpose to the rebellion and originality of Aquarius. Without this, Aquarius would be merely an eccentric crank, rebelling only for the sake of rebelling. And that’s what can happen when these signs are intercepted.

In the house where Leo is intercepted, we find it difficult to get noticed, take center stage, to get applause. Since Cancer is on the house cusp, other people will view you in this area as nurturing and emotional. In other words, they are likely to come to you for emotional support instead of giving you the attention you inwardly crave.

In the opposite house where Aquarius is intercepted, the drive to be original and different is suppressed. Capricorn is on the house cusp, and that sign is cautious, conservative, and very concerned with its public image. Every client I have seen with a Capricorn Ascendant and Aquarius intercepted in the 1st house learned early in life that their desire to different, to explore new, strange, and socially unacceptable things was not going to be tolerated. They covered it up with a Capricorn veneer so they could appear to be “normal.” And when the pressure builds up, when they do finally rebel, it could be extreme and inappropriate.

Your Sun and Uranus, rulers of the intercepted signs, could show the way out of these difficulties. For other ways out, look to the duplicated Signs in your horoscope.

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[b]When the ruler of the Twelfth is in the First House: A person with this position tends to bring his hidden elements, talents, strengths and weaknesses to the forefront of his life. When positive, this placement makes it very easy to tap into one’s secret potentials. When negative, such a condition creates a lot of chaos for it is then that one cannot escape confronting those situations and conditions in our life that get us into difficulties....

But should the ruler of the Twelfth be well aspected in the First by other planets, then the person may expect many surprising positive experiences. Such rewards would seem to come “out of nowhere.”
Capricorn on the Twelfth House cusp for example, would naturally make Saturn its ruler. Should Saturn be in the First and trine to Jupiter, then the individual would be quite prone to receiving many benefits from older people, not the least of which would be wise advise, guidance and perhaps (if Jupiter were in an earthy sign and/or positively connected to the Second or Eighth Houses) some financial rewards as well. This individual could also expect hidden and/or long-term investments to pay off when least expected.

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My thoughts to follow...[/B][/QUOTE]

This is how I took this information. & even though you may not feel so advanced, I hope it makes you feel good to know you helped me answer immediate questions.

Some which were-

Why I feel like my personality contradicts itself sometimes. Even though every person is complex, I could never come to agree that my spontaneous nature is due to a leo influence. I definitely can understand with cancer explained in there. But I sometimes feel like this rush of energy that you EXPLAINED PERFECTLY, and for years I didn't know what to do with it. One day I just decided to play the guitar since I could move to a steady beat, and it made sense for me! That also explains why my friends always come moping to me, but you're right it's so easy to get personal when it comes to readings.

& OH! It's not that I crave personal recognition for the sake of being praised, but I've always wanted to be recognized for a talent. I've always wanted to be recognized for something that moves people in a way. I NEVER & NEVER will want recognition for any selfish reason. I've always had and still have a desire to be recognized for touching people. I look up to people in history who can do that, because it's amazing and selfless.

So it makes me feel good to know you were able to find that cancer part rounds me out. Much much much much loveee!!! I am going to sleep like a baby! <3x8546285472856487564876258746258746 please keep in touch! & I'm sorry if I just keep babbling on the other post!

posted November 24, 2012 11:59 PM            

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LauraAesthetic: My concern is the extreme psychic phenomena I've been experiencing.

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Natal indicators:
-H8 Sun trine H12 Neptune conj NN (v.nice) but in earth (!) so you want to do something with this, not just let it sit around and amuse you
-SN in Cancer (v.nice)
-Moon sq angular Pluto (v.strong) Pluto is what you will put out to the world what you want to be recognized for and sq Moon is a deep need for close connections and also wanting to protect (also going along with Cancer SN). Very nice. Moon is the ruler of your SN and in the 7th gives more credence to being comfortable making connections with people on this psychic level combined with Sun H8 being a natural healer. Very natural association here. There's a rub here because your NN ruler is Saturn and altho it's nicely aspected trine to Mars it's also ruler of H12 so awareness of the suffering of others is something you closely identify with and wish to relieve through balancing your SN with NN, which really aren't that disparate on a closer look.
-Uranus H12 (where you stand out from the pack)

posted November 25, 2012 04:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
[QUOTE][b]LauraAesthetic: My concern is the extreme psychic phenomena I've been experiencing.

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Natal indicators:
-H8 Sun trine H12 Neptune conj NN (v.nice) but in earth (!) so you want to do something with this, not just let it sit around and amuse you
-SN in Cancer (v.nice)
-Moon sq angular Pluto (v.strong) Pluto is what you will put out to the world what you want to be recognized for and sq Moon is a deep need for close connections and also wanting to protect (also going along with Cancer SN). Very nice. Moon is the ruler of your SN and in the 7th gives more credence to being comfortable making connections with people on this psychic level combined with Sun H8 being a natural healer. Very natural association here. There's a rub here because your NN ruler is Saturn and altho it's nicely aspected trine to Mars it's also ruler of H12 so awareness of the suffering of others is something you closely identify with and wish to relieve through balancing your SN with NN, which really aren't that disparate on a closer look.
-Uranus H12 (where you stand out from the pack)

"My only confusion is that if I can help people later in the future(spiritually), I can't seem to work with what I've got."
---Welcome to NN H12 conj Neptune The path won't be clearly marked. You absolutely have to feel your way through this, dive deeper than ever before letting go for a bit of H6 humdrum reality, this is your refuge. Love the fact that the Sun is trine and from the 8th, this aides in the matter definitely.
The mental 'not being able to settle down', well H3 ruler Mars is in H8 but it's square to Uranus in the 12th. Also Mercury conj Jupiter can give boredom with details and want to get to the bigger picture fairly quickly. I think if you busy your mind on other matters, more mundane, elsewhere, that you can set aside some time for yourself to go into different states of consciousness for example meditation. That's the thing with H6/H12 you have to divide your time very judiciously because this is the axis of health so you have to be willing to devote practice to helping yourself on more than one level, because H6 is very mundane, so both levels of health physical and spiritual have to be respected. That could be the key that unlocks the door. Blessings [/B][/QUOTE]

I don't have EXACT dates, but I can give close time frames. I saw the little white balls of light only twice. Each time I was in the shower (I hope that's not to freaky but it's true). I read somewhere that they're supposedly prayers being sent up? And I guess whtsursgn said it best when she mentioned I'm just double checking I'm not nuts.

But then I can say I dream almost every night if I want to. The most recent one was 2 nights ago. Even though I'm in a great relationship, I felt a strong connection with a male I met a couple months ago. We both KNOW we CAN'T & will NOT be together. I just let it be. I thought about him around 2 weeks ago. Then he messaged me coincidentally on 11/18. I didn't want to do anything sexual with him, I simply just wanted to touch him (even if it was his arm). I dreamt of him and I got to hug him, It felt so real that it was enough. One more cool thing was that both of our partners our Libras.

One other thing I can put my finger on is my father. My father died when I was young. I've been interested in speaking with Intuitive advisors lately. The most recent one I spoke with was on the 1rst week of November? For YEARS I've always felt like someone keeps moving my things, and it's specific things (book, iPod, etc.) Last week I kept losing my iPod and when I would find it, it's like someone always swept it under a chair/sofa. The psychic advisor confirmed without me saying a word, my father moves certain things so I know he's there.

MOST recent one- Nov. 23 I dreamt that I ran out of an abandoned building and I saw random fireworks trying to spell out the words "hello" & "?". My boyfriend took me to see life of Pi (His fave novel), I have NEVER read the book. When I saw the young man shoot fireworks in the sky to get another ship to help him, it made me think of the fireworks I saw in my dream. In the dream I had a sense of urgency as if I was looking for help? Idk, but I have a lot more, these are the ones that just stood out for me. I tried to explain them as best as I could.

-When I first moved in with my bf (oct. 2011), I dreamt that his grandfather was holding a baby and looking out the window. He looked straight at me. He smiled, but I was so confused because I NEVER met him. He's long been dead, & I couldn't figure out if the baby was my boyfriend or my bf's dad. The dream occurred prob. dec 2011?

-Cord cutting session- Feb (around there I just know it was really cold but early 2012) I had a cord cutting because I kept having vivid dreams for someone I really cared for but our relationship was over. Before the day of my cord cutting session, my dream already told me the cord was coming from the other person to me. I refused to believe it because I thought the cord was definitely from me to the other person. When I spoke to my advisor she told me what my dream had confirmed. She asked me what I wanted to put on my bandages, which could've been anything. I wanted to say daisy, but I thought I'd sound childish. She then mentioned how she was picturing a daisy. I responded by telling her, "I was thinking about saying daisy!" She became excited since we were on the same wavelength and told me never to be afraid to say what's in my heart. I have the recording til this day!

& thank you for the information because I try to take advise as much as I can, especially from this site because I feel like I finally found a place where people have similar questions with answers. I copy & past all of the information explaining psychic indicators on my comp. If you have any psychic experiences please share!

posted November 25, 2012 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
[QUOTE][b]LauraAesthetic: My concern is the extreme psychic phenomena I've been experiencing.

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Natal indicators:
-H8 Sun trine H12 Neptune conj NN (v.nice) but in earth (!) so you want to do something with this, not just let it sit around and amuse you
-SN in Cancer (v.nice)
-Moon sq angular Pluto (v.strong) Pluto is what you will put out to the world what you want to be recognized for and sq Moon is a deep need for close connections and also wanting to protect (also going along with Cancer SN). Very nice. Moon is the ruler of your SN and in the 7th gives more credence to being comfortable making connections with people on this psychic level combined with Sun H8 being a natural healer. Very natural association here. There's a rub here because your NN ruler is Saturn and altho it's nicely aspected trine to Mars it's also ruler of H12 so awareness of the suffering of others is something you closely identify with and wish to relieve through balancing your SN with NN, which really aren't that disparate on a closer look.
-Uranus H12 (where you stand out from the pack)

"My only confusion is that if I can help people later in the future(spiritually), I can't seem to work with what I've got."
---Welcome to NN H12 conj Neptune The path won't be clearly marked. You absolutely have to feel your way through this, dive deeper than ever before letting go for a bit of H6 humdrum reality, this is your refuge. Love the fact that the Sun is trine and from the 8th, this aides in the matter definitely.
The mental 'not being able to settle down', well H3 ruler Mars is in H8 but it's square to Uranus in the 12th. Also Mercury conj Jupiter can give boredom with details and want to get to the bigger picture fairly quickly. I think if you busy your mind on other matters, more mundane, elsewhere, that you can set aside some time for yourself to go into different states of consciousness for example meditation. That's the thing with H6/H12 you have to divide your time very judiciously because this is the axis of health so you have to be willing to devote practice to helping yourself on more than one level, because H6 is very mundane, so both levels of health physical and spiritual have to be respected. That could be the key that unlocks the door. Blessings [/B][/QUOTE]

I don't have EXACT dates, but I can give close time frames. I saw the little white balls of light only twice. Each time I was in the shower (I hope that's not too freaky but it's true). I read somewhere that they're supposedly prayers being sent up? And I guess whtsursgn said it best when she mentioned I'm just double checking I'm not nuts.

But then I can say I dream almost every night if I want to. The most recent one was 2 nights ago. Even though I'm in a great relationship, I felt a strong connection with a male I met a couple months ago. We both KNOW we CAN'T & will NOT be together. I just let it be. I thought about him around 2 weeks ago. Then he messaged me coincidentally on 11/18. I didn't want to do anything sexual with him, I simply just wanted to touch him (even if it was his arm). I dreamt of him and I got to hug him, It felt so real that it was enough. One more cool thing was that both of our partners our Libras.

One other thing I can put my finger on is my father. My father died when I was young. I've been interested in speaking with Intuitive advisors lately. The most recent one I spoke with was on the 1rst week of November? For YEARS I've always felt like someone keeps moving my things, and it's specific things (book, iPod, etc.) Last week I kept losing my iPod and when I would find it, it's like someone always swept it under a chair/sofa. The psychic advisor confirmed without me saying a word, my father moves certain things so I know he's there.

MOST recent one- Nov. 23 I dreamt that I ran out of an abandoned building and I saw random fireworks trying to spell out the words "hello" & "?". My boyfriend took me to see life of Pi (His fave novel), I have NEVER read the book. When I saw the young man shoot fireworks in the sky to get another ship to help him, it made me think of the fireworks I saw in my dream. In the dream I had a sense of urgency as if I was looking for help? Idk, but I have a lot more, these are the ones that just stood out for me. I tried to explain them as best as I could.

-When I first moved in with my bf (oct. 2011), I dreamt that his grandfather was holding a baby and looking out the window. He looked straight at me. He smiled, but I was so confused because I NEVER met him. He's long been dead, & I couldn't figure out if the baby was my boyfriend or my bf's dad. The dream occurred prob. dec 2011?

-Cord cutting session- Feb (around there I just know it was really cold but early 2012) I had a cord cutting because I kept having vivid dreams for someone I really cared for but our relationship was over. Before the day of my cord cutting session, my dream already told me the cord was coming from the other person to me. I refused to believe it because I thought the cord was definitely from me to the other person. When I spoke to my advisor she told me what my dream had confirmed. She asked me what I wanted to put on my bandages, which could've been anything. I wanted to say daisy, but I thought I'd sound childish. She then mentioned how she was picturing a daisy. I responded by telling her, "I was thinking about saying daisy!" She became excited since we were on the same wavelength and told me never to be afraid to say what's in my heart. I have the recording til this day!

& thank you for the information because I try to take advice as much as I can, especially from this site because I feel like I finally found a place where people have similar questions with answers. I copy & past all of the information explaining psychic indicators on my comp. If you have any psychic experiences please share!

posted November 25, 2012 04:19 PM            

Sep 6th 2010 (my bday!)- I got assaulted by my friends ex-boyfriend (don't feel too bad because I challenged him). It was a petty argument that got out of hand. I cried after it, called the police and filed a report. I was only 19 at the time. I had NO family lawyer, nor did I have the money for one. I needed one to represent me since the judge felt I could file a case. I kept getting the door slammed in my face or turned away when I tried to get a public defender. I was determined, & I saw an ad with information on getting a student lawyer pro bono (awesomeeee). The guy I spoke to happened to be brazilian (coincidence no.1 since I am half brazilian.) Then that's when I met this guy named Jose Reyes ( someone I call my guardian angel). At that point, he guided me through everything I needed to know ( I didn't want to tell me family about any of this.) It was almost a MIRACLE I found him.

Feb 2011?- My mom ended up in the hospital (again for like the 5947359 time?). My brother has mild autism and we were struggling financially. I was actively looking for a job, but I could't find anything. I was crying and pleading for something to give! I called my cousin Elaine for some reason and out of nowhere she offers me a job as a telephone operator, because she recently got a job as an HR Representative? Soooo whatever people want to consider as God/Higher Source...NEVER doubt your faith keep going

posted November 26, 2012 07:23 AM            

First is -wow- very interesting confirmation from your advisor. You mentioned for this the 1st week of Nov so I'm going back to around the 3rd. I can see clearly in your chart at this time that you're going through a period where you're deeply searching for answers and feeling quite apart from others set off in one sense but also diving very deep, as if this is your way to establish intimacy. I love again your Sun in your 8th as that is being highlighted at this time. Transiting Jupiter has been squaring it from the 5th in Gemini possibly giving you that added push you needed to head off in this direction with high hopes, and open to exploring different avenues, different ways of playing with the energy of your Sun. The transiting nodal axis across your 10th/4th brings in issues related to home/family/basic security in the world, and it's also square your natal Mercury in late Aqua at this time activating it strongly as a step off the path you need to take to find out more about your purpose at this time. So that gives credence to it being an unusual undertaking but very intriguing as well. Your Mercury in the 7th gets really buzzed exchanging information with others so it's also interesting that you're communicating this info at this time too, and trying to get feedback (another thing H7 Mercury is interested in, not just their own thoughts). Well Since I can see so clearly that you want other experiences let me share this thread if you haven't stumbled on it already as I've added one there this past October, LL Ghost Stories. To add another, I was once home alone in the kitchen likely cleaning up or cooking (or a bit of both), listening to music, minding my own business. As I turn around to the entryway to the kitchen (which I had walked through earlier with nothing in the way) I notice that now my breakfast table had been placed in such a way as to completely block my exit. As I was alone there is no other explanation as to how it could have been moved. I didn't see it move, but one minute it wasn't there and a few minutes later it was. Again, I just sort of stood there in surprise. At the time I was living on and off with one of my past partners and he had mentioned earlier to me that after stepping out of the shower he was faced with the usual problem of clearing the foggy mirror. Well he says that as he was clearing the mirror he saw a reflection of an older man standing in back of him. I remember the look on his face that night as he walked out of the bathroom, genuine shock and surprise. We are not ones to drink or do drugs so he was cleared on those accounts but as to whether he saw it or not remains his experience and his alone. All I know is that I never saw such a thing in the bathroom and he never noticed any furniture having moved by itself in our home. Different strokes for different folks? Who knows. I may or may not believe his story and he may or may not believe mine :laugh: but we're both certain of our experiences.

OK for the date of Nov 23, with respect to dreams I would take into account the Moon for which I need a specific day. On this day transiting Mercury in Scorpio was conjunct your MC and square your natal Moon. This can alter your perceptions of what you think should happen which does not correlate with what you feel or intuit so there is an element of surprise and bewilderment on this day. And how fitting that Mercury was also conjunct your Pluto which sits at the top of your chart, another guidepost perhaps. It's relation to your partner and a time of entertainment is likely that it was squaring your Venus in the 7th simultaneously. Mercury rules the mind and also short travels in the community, making quick and fleeting connections with others. So I would watch for the days moving forward when Mercury stimulates by hard aspect this square in your chart, you might notice different effects based on the different aspects that it makes. If that seems too advanced just bump up this thread periodically if you'd like more insight into something specific & fleeting such as a dream. From a research standpoint it's making sense that a sensitive psychic/intuitive point in your chart was being touched off and conjunctions are the strongest aspects, next are the square/oppositions. Also Mercury at this time was direct.

The cord cutting session stands out strongly, around Feb 2012 more confirmation. Is this the same guide I wonder? If so how great to find someone to connect with on that level. Now throughout February there's no major conjunction to the late Leo or mid Scorpio energy as previous. Looking at your progressed chart (our energy evolves as we age) your Moon at that time was just entering a hard aspect with natal Pluto. Your advisor being a woman could be symptomatic of the Moon/Pluto dynamic of a powerful woman being a strong influence in your life at that time. It also mimics your natal Moon/Pluto energy that was touched off. Pluto is definitely getting witch-y and deep so this makes sense connecting with this type of feminine energy at this time. This was likely soothing for you since you have the natal hard aspect.

"I feel like I finally found a place where people have similar questions with answers"
---Indeed. Uni-versal codes forum is a place for that as well.
"to assure me it's ok to feel the way I feel"
--- Absolutely. None of us here are paranormal experts so in that sense we're all feeling our way through it. Tho if anyone reading this is expert please stand up so I can hurtle a few Q's your way ! :laugh:

Also regarding the message from the male you received, Transit Mercury was Rx (going back into the past) at 24 Scorpio which could be indicative of a msg from someone you connected with previously but are not in steady contact with now. So this,
"I thought about him around 2 weeks ago. Then he messaged me coincidentally on 11/18."
makes sense. It was on Election day (11/6) that Mercury turned Rx at 4 Sagittarius. But at 24 Scorpio (on day of contact) Mercury was square natal Mercury and Moon in your 7th, possibly bringing up feelings of anxiety for you since the closer sq is Mercury/Mercury, you may have had to think quick on your feet for how to respond or have felt surprised at the contact. Well the trend seems to be with you and Mercury hitting this point: expect to be surprised, expect for flashes of insight to hit you, but it's also confirmation that your intuition is working nicely which is sometimes all we ask for. I love nice dreams like that that seem so real, especially when they're with people who are long gone.

9/6/10 - I'm sorry you had to go through that but am happy that you were determined as you were. At the time transiting Mars was sq your natal Asc showing the impact on your physical body (Asc) and a confrontational energy about. Interesting the transiting NN was also exact conj your natal Uranus in the 12th, another point of interest related to these experiences giving it a new way to express itself considering your present circumstances. I also like that you had to seek out this guide in the hidden waters of the 12th which makes a nice correlation to feeling your way through these experiences and being determined (capricorn) to be making concrete connections through them. You're right I do like this story I'm curious as to what transpired in March/April 2010 with respect to your NN in the 12th (if anything). Did an experience around that time seem to reconnect you to this part of your path? Likely something that you had to go in search of (basing that off previous experience). And the guitar, the connection to creativity with NN H12; perfect.

Feb 2011, I can see in your chart at that time frustration with getting ahead and almost like a revolution was underway. And that was on the heels of previous months of having to fight for your life on some level. Very difficult for you. I can see the strength of Moon/Pluto for you and your commitment to your family, and thank you for the message of persistence; we all have to be reminded of that at times Interestingly t.Neptune was opp your n.Jupiter at this time which strongly hinges on matters of uncertainty but also hidden opportunities in moments of chaos, very tricky transit I'm glad you had your wits about you to be able to make that call.

posted November 26, 2012 09:19 AM            

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Originally posted by LauraAesthetic:
Yes def. In a cancer way, because after reading everything I'm mad because I want to return the favor BACK again, but I keep forgetting why I'm in personal readings. hahaha

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For a beginner, you're really good at finding stuff, though!

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Originally posted by LauraAesthetic:
But I sometimes feel like this rush of energy that you EXPLAINED PERFECTLY, and for years I didn't know what to do with it. One day I just decided to play the guitar since I could move to a steady beat, and it made sense for me!

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Thank you~ so glad it resonated with you. And I LOVE that you play guitar! Perfect venue for expression of hard-to-articulate spiritual understanding. And you can be fast (Leo planets) and slow (Cancer SN) and mysterious (rest of your chart! hehe)

Plus: you have the same birthday as Roger Waters of Pink Floyd, and I have the same birthday as Syd Barrett. But I can't play any instruments or sing. I just listen verrry closely.

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Originally posted by LauraAesthetic:
I've always had and still have a desire to be recognized for touching people. I look up to people in history who can do that, because it's amazing and selfless.

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I like helping people without recognition, too. Pisces moon, Year of the Rabbit.

But I still want recognition for other stuff. Leo rising LOL

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Originally posted by LauraAesthetic:
I'm sorry if I just keep babbling on the other post!

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No such thing as babble between friends. See you over there later, I have to explain that Mr. Virgo ain't going to succeed in kidnapping me from my life!

posted November 27, 2012 10:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
LauraAesthetic you have a fab memory for my research-addicted mind. Much thanks

First is -wow- very interesting confirmation from your advisor. You mentioned for this the 1st week of Nov so I'm going back to around the 3rd. I can see clearly in your chart at this time that you're going through a period where you're deeply searching for answers and feeling quite apart from others set off in one sense but also diving very deep, as if this is your way to establish intimacy. I love again your Sun in your 8th as that is being highlighted at this time. Transiting Jupiter has been squaring it from the 5th in Gemini possibly giving you that added push you needed to head off in this direction with high hopes, and open to exploring different avenues, different ways of playing with the energy of your Sun. The transiting nodal axis across your 10th/4th brings in issues related to home/family/basic security in the world, and it's also square your natal Mercury in late Aqua at this time activating it strongly as a step off the path you need to take to find out more about your purpose at this time. So that gives credence to it being an unusual undertaking but very intriguing as well. Your Mercury in the 7th gets really buzzed exchanging information with others so it's also interesting that you're communicating this info at this time too, and trying to get feedback (another thing H7 Mercury is interested in, not just their own thoughts). Well Since I can see so clearly that you want other experiences let me share this thread if you haven't stumbled on it already as I've added one there this past October, LL Ghost Stories. To add another, I was once home alone in the kitchen likely cleaning up or cooking (or a bit of both), listening to music, minding my own business. As I turn around to the entryway to the kitchen (which I had walked through earlier with nothing in the way) I notice that now my breakfast table had been placed in such a way as to completely block my exit. As I was alone there is no other explanation as to how it could have been moved. I didn't see it move, but one minute it wasn't there and a few minutes later it was. Again, I just sort of stood there in surprise. At the time I was living on and off with one of my past partners and he had mentioned earlier to me that after stepping out of the shower he was faced with the usual problem of clearing the foggy mirror. Well he says that as he was clearing the mirror he saw a reflection of an older man standing in back of him. I remember the look on his face that night as he walked out of the bathroom, genuine shock and surprise. We are not ones to drink or do drugs so he was cleared on those accounts but as to whether he saw it or not remains his experience and his alone. All I know is that I never saw such a thing in the bathroom and he never noticed any furniture having moved by itself in our home. Different strokes for different folks? Who knows. I may or may not believe his story and he may or may not believe mine :laugh: but we're both certain of our experiences.

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Hey Lonake! Sorry it took me awhile to answer, I've been job hunting (interviews mon. & 1 this wed.!) I also had to read what you wrote carefully, and depict each bit of information that I could. I'm also reading the thread link you sent me as we speak. At first I was wondering, "How does she find houses that are trine, but I guessed that is because the aspect lines are there for a reason!" So I want to make sure as a beginner I understood you!

Before I start assessing how accurate you were (very exact which is amazing!). That's why I'm so attracted to astrology, because It's like a science/mathematical tool to our lives in a way! It's my way of observing things that people don't normally see in between the lines.

The transiting nodal axis across your 10th/4th brings in issues related to home/family/basic security in the world, and it's also square your natal Mercury in late Aqua at this time activating it strongly as a step off the path you need to take to find out more about your purpose at this time. So that gives credence to it being an unusual undertaking but very intriguing as well. Your Mercury in the 7th gets really buzzed exchanging information with others so it's also interesting that you're communicating this info at this time too, and trying to get feedback (another thing H7 Mercury is interested in, not just their own thoughts).-

This is my main concern. & I know it's hard not to get personal on the boards, but readings are so in-depth and accurate, it's almost hard not to. That is the HUGE issue I am struggling with; My sense of self. I'm trying to figure out if I am indeed on the correct path. So as a beginner, I am attempted to push myself to understand to read my own chart (including other people). Then I kept getting loads of info from this specific board, when looking up certain things. It started off with little things (transits I would read for my daily horoscope on grupovenus). I like that site specifically, since it gives you the exact info ( exact orbs, when it's transiting etc.) And I also found you as well as other people. Neat & you interpreted beautifully.

posted November 27, 2012 10:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
No such thing as babble between friends. See you over there later, I have to explain that Mr. Virgo ain't going to succeed in kidnapping me from my life!

(That's a preview of what I'll say...like, in case you were worried about it. )

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Ok bby! I'll check what you wrote there! & I just wish I had my blackberry, It'd make it easier coming on here lol!

posted November 27, 2012 10:50 AM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
[QUOTE][b]LauraAesthetic: My concern is the extreme psychic phenomena I've been experiencing.

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Natal indicators:
-H8 Sun trine H12 Neptune conj NN (v.nice) but in earth (!) so you want to do something with this, not just let it sit around and amuse you
-SN in Cancer (v.nice)
-Moon sq angular Pluto (v.strong) Pluto is what you will put out to the world what you want to be recognized for and sq Moon is a deep need for close connections and also wanting to protect (also going along with Cancer SN). Very nice. Moon is the ruler of your SN and in the 7th gives more credence to being comfortable making connections with people on this psychic level combined with Sun H8 being a natural healer. Very natural association here. There's a rub here because your NN ruler is Saturn and altho it's nicely aspected trine to Mars it's also ruler of H12 so awareness of the suffering of others is something you closely identify with and wish to relieve through balancing your SN with NN, which really aren't that disparate on a closer look.
-Uranus H12 (where you stand out from the pack)

"My only confusion is that if I can help people later in the future(spiritually), I can't seem to work with what I've got."
---Welcome to NN H12 conj Neptune The path won't be clearly marked. You absolutely have to feel your way through this, dive deeper than ever before letting go for a bit of H6 humdrum reality, this is your refuge. Love the fact that the Sun is trine and from the 8th, this aides in the matter definitely.
The mental 'not being able to settle down', well H3 ruler Mars is in H8 but it's square to Uranus in the 12th. Also Mercury conj Jupiter can give boredom with details and want to get to the bigger picture fairly quickly. I think if you busy your mind on other matters, more mundane, elsewhere, that you can set aside some time for yourself to go into different states of consciousness for example meditation. That's the thing with H6/H12 you have to divide your time very judiciously because this is the axis of health so you have to be willing to devote practice to helping yourself on more than one level, because H6 is very mundane, so both levels of health physical and spiritual have to be respected. That could be the key that unlocks the door. Blessings [/B][/QUOTE]

---Welcome to NN H12 conj Neptune The path won't be clearly marked. You absolutely have to feel your way through this, dive deeper than ever before letting go for a bit of H6 humdrum reality, this is your refuge. Love the fact that the Sun is trine and from the 8th, this aides in the matter definitely.- --

GOT THAT! Def. , Reading this also gives me practice to how you're finding them as well! Hahaha I must say it isn't a clear path at all, sometimes I need to devise a plan ALL over again. People are prob. like who doesn't? That literally means I sometimes have to do drastic changes! I'm pretty sure you know what I mean though hehe ;] & I know 6th house associates with work, & pfffft man do I have a lot of issues there. Thank god for continuing education! So it relieves me to read someone write, It's of importance but try not to lead it cloud your mind so much. Well put.

So I would watch for the days moving forward when Mercury stimulates by hard aspect this square in your chart, you might notice different effects based on the different aspects that it makes.-

This stood out to me as well a great deal. Hard aspects frustrate the crap out of me. You hit it on the nail though. Things between my partner and I have been rocky, therefore it makes sense why I'd want some sort of entertainment that day. I just hope any of the hard aspects don't interfere with my job search this week eek!

Also regarding the message from the male you received, Transit Mercury was Rx (going back into the past) at 24 Scorpio which could be indicative of a msg from someone you connected with previously but are not in steady contact with now. So this,
"I thought about him around 2 weeks ago. Then he messaged me coincidentally on 11/18."
makes sense. It was on Election day (11/6) that Mercury turned Rx at 4 Sagittarius. But at 24 Scorpio (on day of contact) Mercury was square natal Mercury and Moon in your 7th, possibly bringing up feelings of anxiety for you since the closer sq is Mercury/Mercury, you may have had to think quick on your feet for how to respond or have felt surprised at the contact. Well the trend seems to be with you and Mercury hitting this point: expect to be surprised, expect for flashes of insight to hit you, but it's also confirmation that your intuition is working nicely which is sometimes all we ask for. I love nice dreams like that that seem so real, especially when they're with people who are long gone.

THIS! you may have had to think quick on your feet for how to respond or have felt surprised at the contact.- Because this is someone I shouldn't be contacting (Partner opposes this person), I was NOT EXPECTING IT AT ALL, & I did not know how to respond at all. I love them too, it's almost as if you can work out your own issues in them if you can't in real life!

& everything else is right on the money! Beautifully Interpreted

posted November 27, 2012 12:00 PM            

"I thought about him around 2 weeks ago. Then he messaged me coincidentally on 11/18."
makes sense. It was on Election day (11/6) that Mercury turned Rx at 4 Sagittarius. But at 24 Scorpio (on day of contact) Mercury was square natal Mercury and Moon in your 7th, possibly bringing up feelings of anxiety for you since the closer sq is Mercury/Mercury, you may have had to think quick on your feet for how to respond or have felt surprised at the contact. Well the trend seems to be with you and Mercury hitting this point: expect to be surprised, expect for flashes of insight to hit you, but it's also confirmation that your intuition is working nicely which is sometimes all we ask for. I love nice dreams like that that seem so real, especially when they're with people who are long gone.

-This! Rung true out the roof!
1.) I was shocked as ever! (Partner opposes person)
2.) I didn't know what to say at all!
3.)This person is long gone LOL!

The cord cutting session stands out strongly, around Feb 2012 more confirmation. Is this the same guide I wonder? If so how great to find someone to connect with on that level. Now throughout February there's no major conjunction to the late Leo or mid Scorpio energy as previous. Looking at your progressed chart (our energy evolves as we age) your Moon at that time was just entering a hard aspect with natal Pluto. Your advisor being a woman could be symptomatic of the Moon/Pluto dynamic of a powerful woman being a strong influence in your life at that time. It also mimics your natal Moon/Pluto energy that was touched off. Pluto is definitely getting witch-y and deep so this makes sense connecting with this type of feminine energy at this time. This was likely soothing for you since you have the natal hard aspect.

-Yes the same guide and this resonates 100%

It's relation to your partner and a time of entertainment is likely that it was squaring your Venus in the 7th simultaneously. Mercury rules the mind and also short travels in the community, making quick and fleeting connections with others. So I would watch for the days moving forward when Mercury stimulates by hard aspect this square in your chart, you might notice different effects based on the different aspects that it makes.-

This is What concerns me the most. This is also answers some of my immediate questions. There is a lot of turmoil going on in the personal world. It's just questions like, "am I on the right path?", or, "Is this where I'm supposed to be?" I've been trying to do some serious soul search here, & you got that right on the spot. Then you explain how it led me to here, which was also beautifully interpreted!

Now your ghost story which I indulged in! I loved it! & No I believe your bf. We all know drugs do heighten sensitivity ( now I know why anyone advises to stay away.) It makes sense because you felt a male presence that day, & to have your partner confirm it...is just mind blowing! I LOL'd hard too when you mentioned how it annoyed you, because you didn't want to miss your show. Believe me if that happened during a premeire of The Walking Dead, I would've been livid! But even though I would've been scared out of my wits, to experience that must have had NO words. Can you tell me if you looked into when it happened to see what was transiting that day?

posted November 28, 2012 05:55 PM            

Any who before I start what made me was your NN on Pisces Sun conj Merc in the 8th. I may be an amateur, but It doesn't take a beginner to know WATER indicates super sensitivity for psychism, & conj. merc 8th house (being the house of transformation etc. etc. good stuff). Please tell me you get your sources from books, because when I copy and paste "pieces sun conj. mercury 8th house", it gives me tons of stuff. But I'm actually learning using information I receive from people. You think I just read this stuff? NO, I LOVE this stuff, & I research it. So please any books or sites unheard of that you reccomend let me know! It's hard to read something so good & then I type in a specific transit & I get "blank". I've also tried googling , "Learn to read aspect lines natal", & I just get CRAP! So thank gawd for you!

But I'll def. bump the thread!
how do you do this? I have to use a generator to get certain transits, but you're more specific. *shakes fist at grupovenus generator!*

You also have Jupiter (past Merc) so that was a step off as well. Jupiter in the 7th brings new people to you, maybe being a part of a group or a new workplace or a new classroom (in Leo brings the desire to stand out and shine for what you're contributing). I've known a few Leo Jupiters and they were all quite dazzling in their own way and pursued their ambitions with a ton of zeal -v.energetic- so maybe that energy was highlighted for you in, say, early September.-

I'll just be bluntly honest! I got a GREAT job offer as a Guest Services Associate at the Double Tree in columbia. I zoomed through 3 great interviews. Only 1 issue...I failed the background check. It was a stupid misdemeanor( I'm human don't judge me! ). It was going to be expunged anyway, but I didn't expunge it quick enough before they performed the background check. MY DREAM OPPORTUNITY EASILY DOWN THE TOILET. & that was ALLL through september! You are good!

Moon in the 7th brings up the issue of balance in a relationship, equal give and take, these will crop up as immediate concerns for you more so than in the past, and in Leo is the need for attention so you may be extra sensitive if your partner isn't giving you as much attn as you're seeking. And then the nodes will square Venus. Venus sq the nodes can indicate a break in relationship. Venus conjunct Moon is pretty sensitive to comfort and its needs, in the 7th feeling that comfort from and giving that comfort to a partner (or close friend) becomes highlighted so that you can feel part of a strong unit, in Leo so that you can really bask in the energy that you give to each other and feel a sense of optimism/warmth that things are going to be OK.-

Nope you hit it in the bag. I don't like to show that I'm vulnerable in relationships, but I also try my hardest not to mope & complain. I always try to ask myself, "Why did it end up this way, & can something be done?" I've been reevaluating my relationship for days, but I am in a position that I feel "stuck". They're valid reasons I'm hoping will clear up soon.

But it's just one indicator for a break in relationship; just keep that in mind as the nodes move forward, the idea that you'll be getting very clear on what you want in a relationship and maybe more sensitive if you're not getting it.-

I LOVE THIS, If a break is coming then whoo too! I felt as if I've been self sacrificing for a dear soul who JUST ISN'T learning. Everybody around sees that this person just CANNOT grasp lessons and LEARN. Its tough when you love someone dearly. As much as I love this person, it showed me exactly WHAT I want in a "life" partner. I def. would love some nurturing man. All the time I've spoken to advisors who I trust, they describe this extremely kind gentle man who Is supposed to be my life partner. I used to look at them confused, like pfffff, "why would someone like that want me?" But this does explain that as I mature, I def. see what I want in a partner unfolding!

The transiting nodes aren't conjunct anything in your chart right now so that's a blessing in a sense, they really bring the huge focus that feels like THETIMEISNOW-

YES BECAUSE I AM EXCITED TO TELL YOU I HAD AN AMAZING INTERVIEW TODAY! It was for an HR position, and he seemed really amazed at my zeal (jupiter in Leo). It was a long interview, & and he handed me his business card for any questions (usually that seems like a good indicator to me, hence he had tons of interviews). I'm keeping my fingers crossed for this one!!!

& All the letting go could the home, because I want to confirm with you that the same advisor told me I could move into my own place next year whoo! YOU ARE GOOD REFERENCE SOME KNOWLEDGE TOOLS PLEASE! I truly admire this kind of astrological work! I need you to feel as I type this, that I appreciate everything. It does sadden me sometimes that people always want to use astrology for, "love, love , love!" One day that's what I was searching for, until one lady in particular opened my eyes and said , "You answered your questions when you said love begets love, you're looking for a higher source."

& I guess I did read your story wrong =[.
transiting Uranus in Pisces was going through my 8th
But I loved it, because sometimes I wonder if certain souls are selected at certain times to experience that close of an encounter with ghosts! Because every story I've heard or read similar to yours, the reaction was slightly startled but it's as if people like you just have that "knowing" to feel out the presence of a spirit. It's frickin awesome!! Hahahah I'm sorry to have brought him up, but when you wrote genuinely scared, I keep picturing a male with bulged out eyes who can't explain himself. *hugs* I didn't mean to confuse the 2, I'm terrified of ghosts, but It doesn't stop me from learning about encounters. So again, I didn't mean to confuse the two. But it could've been that same spirit **hmmmm does investigative look**

All I know is when I tried to research "Uranus transiting through pisces 8th house", I got stuff like, "Mystic Medusa: If Your 8th house was a room" (LOL! I know crazy article names), but I think I might have to shift my increasing knowledge towards books, because this search engine ain't working! haha