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Topic: i think i am losing it.
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hikoro
Knowflake Posts: 167
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 05, 2012 09:29 AM
  
could someone please look at my chart and transits and tell me what is going on?ever since the end of last week, ive been feeling horrible, emotionally speaking: alone, isolated, unwanted, unloved, revisiting past relationships, wishing to change the past, the past is haunting me, feeling regret of past choices, being hard on myself, afraid that there wont be any light at the end of the tunnel, etc.
ive been even become sympathetic toward suicide.
at first, i thought it would be the saturn in scorpio transit, however, saturn is not touching my sun and this emotional crap didnt start until late last week....
yes, i was feeling fatigued beforehand, but it has been since the last weekend that ive been feeling very much depressed.
it doesnt help that im finding myself in a foreign country with no support system whatsoever, no family or friends. i cried yesterday, and it seems im going to be crying again today....  chart:
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chad1433
Newflake Posts: 5
From: monroe, mi usa
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted December 05, 2012 12:47 PM
I have been feeling exactly the same way! Wouldn't it be nice to know the real reasons. If not been able to find any help, so having support structures around doesn't seem to make it any better in my case. I find some solace in going to the gym and walking for long distances. The endorphines seem to keep some depression at bay. But I haven't been eating (Im a Cancer-rules the stomach) and been deeply, painfully emotional, too.IP: Logged |
hikoro
Knowflake Posts: 167
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posted December 05, 2012 03:46 PM
why dont you post your chart in this thread?
maybe we have some things in common.
and hopefully, some good samaritan will be insightful as to our charts. do you see any similarities with mine? i know. i feel horrible. im also going out and walking a lot.
but for example, i was in the library today....and i just felt completely disconnected, i couldnt feel happy or even smile.
im usually a very cheerful person. nobody knows since i keep a good facade.
i project happiness but inside, it is the opposite. IP: Logged |
AshSkye
Knowflake Posts: 434
From: Leicester
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted December 05, 2012 04:31 PM
Saturn's coming towards your Venus which is your ruling planet, plus saturn will be transiting your DSC, I'm not sure at what degree Saturn will retrograde but I know that this transit will happen next yearSaturn'll transit your Venus three times, it'll be a time in which you will feel a bit isolated and trapped, you'll be taking a look back to make the positive changes for the next stage of your life. Also it'll be transiting your DSC Ruler, sort of taking a look at yourself and relationships combined. IP: Logged |
hikoro
Knowflake Posts: 167
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 05, 2012 06:37 PM
would you mind telling me the dates or at least, where i can find the transit dates?
it would help me in preparing myself and knowing when it will all pass, and return.
at least, i will be forewarned. thank you. IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted December 06, 2012 01:33 AM
Yea it's a pretty close conj right now you also have Venus on your Merc (opp your Moon) and Merc on your Sun (sq your Mars).
Some transits that seem significant,2012
11/13 Solar Eclipse on your Sun
***12/12 Saturn on your Pluto***
2013
01/18-02/04 Chiron trine your Venus/Pluto
01/25 NN on your Sun/sq your Mars -- t.Mars will also be conj your n.Mars
04/08 NN on your Mercury
04/24-05/06 Chiron on your Jupiter/trine your Dsc
04/25 Partial Lunar Eclipse on your Venus/Pluto
***05/01-13 Saturn on your Pluto/Venus***
05/02 Jupiter on your Chiron/opp your Uranus
05/10 Solar Eclipse opp your Sun
06/01 SN on your Moon
07/13 Jupiter opp your Neptune
07/17-8/10 Chiron on your Jupiter/trine your Dsc
07/27-31 Jupiter trine your Venus/Pluto
08/03 NN on your Dsc/SN on your Asc
08/23-26 Jupiter trine your Dsc/Jupiter (grand trine)
***08/29-09/09 Saturn on your Venus/Pluto***
09/20 Jupiter trine your Mercury
09/21 Venus enters your 7th
10/03 NN on your Pluto
10/22 Saturn on your Dsc
11/03 Solar Eclipse on your Dsc
11/23 Saturn opp your Moon
11/29 Saturn on your Mercury
12/07-14 NN on your Venus
12/24 Jupiter trine your Mercury
2014
01/28 Jupiter trine your Dsc
02/18-02/26 Chiron on your Jupiter/trine your Dsc
02/28 Saturn on your Sun/square your Mars
03/12 Saturn on your Sun/square your Mars
04/12 Jupiter trine your Dsc
04/29 Solar Eclipse opp your Venus/Pluto
05/13 Jupiter trine your Mercury
06/02 Jupiter square your NN
06/14 Jupiter trine your Sun
06/28 Saturn on your Mercury
08/07-10 Mars on your Venus/Pluto
08/10 Saturn on your Mercury
08/17 Mars enters your 7th
08/21 NN on your SN/SN on your NN
08/25 Mars/Saturn on your Mercury/opp your Moon
08/31 Jupiter trine your Saturn
09/04 Mars on your Sun/square your Mars
10/25 Saturn on your Sun/square your Mars
11/04 Jupiter trine your Uranus/NN (grand trine) All +/- 1 day depending on where you're at in the world
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hikoro
Knowflake Posts: 167
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 06, 2012 10:40 AM
thank you very much lonake.
how did you find these out? and how do i figure out the end dates,
i see that you wrote down some beginning and ending dates for saturn-venus transit.
but for this transit...when will it end?
i apologize if im not getting things very well.i have access to astro.com and grupovenus. com
so, if these sites have resources for this, i have no problem with looking it up. IP: Logged |
Lonake
Moderator Posts: 8880
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posted December 06, 2012 04:34 PM
Those are the days when the aspect is exact +/- a day depending on where you're at so the effect might be stronger then. For some I put in a time period because it affects a conjunction or an important configuration or something that I thought was more relevant due to your situation. Typically the feeling will be stronger when it's exact, but not always since it also depends on other influences in the chart, and how everything is working together at any given time since people change and they don't always react to the same situation in the same way. Saturn is exact on your Venus 2 more times and I don't think you'll be assessing your situation the exact same way all 3 because things will change & you will change in the meantime. I mean the next one is May and the last is in August so it's a few mos still.The Saturn/Venus conj was exact 12/4 2:20pm est - 6:06pm est but it has an orb of influence, maybe 1.5-2 degrees either side re:the actual weight of the matter but then again your Venus is conj Pluto so that's part of it too. 2 degrees for Saturn is a lil less than a month but it depends since Saturn Rx's a lot. But it gets to 9 Scorpio on or around 12/25. I'd consider Venus/Pluto as one in your chart due to the close orb in your natal when looking at transits. Saturn touching off both but on different days (since Saturn is relatively slow) will probably give you a feel for the intricacies of each in your chart. I'll post when Saturn is on your Pluto just so you can see if you intuit something more nuanced about your situation then, maybe a time when you can take more control of a related matter (even tho it might not seem related at the time), you may also feel pressured to decide on a course of action 12/13 10:20am est - 2:25pm est.
The transit chart on astro.com is useful,
Free horoscopes>Extended chart selection>Type of chart>Prognostic Methods>Natal chart and transits>Options>Type in date>Click here to show the chart>View the additional tables (pdf). Scroll down to the end of the pdf Aspects: Natal Chart - Transits & the 0-2 degree aspects will be the strongest for that week due to the orb of influence from t.Jupiter/Saturn/Uranus/Neptune/Pluto/Chiron. I would ignore the transiting Moon unless you know your chart really well otherwise it can confuse. And for major influences, conj sq opp and trine, but sextiles from Pluto are relevant too, and Neptune to a lesser extent but they won't tend to dominate the scene. The 'a' or 's' next to the number means the aspect is getting closer or moving further away (applying separating). IP: Logged |
hikoro
Knowflake Posts: 167
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 07, 2012 06:54 PM
lonake,
thanks a lot for all of that information.
im def. going to save this. ive been feeling much better since yesterday.
the worst days were sunday, monday, tuesday and wednesday.
thanks again. im going to have to see what will happen. it is not my saturn return yet, but i have no idea as to how saturn in scorpio will be affecting me, especially since im nothing but squares and opposites. time to do some investigation.
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