posted December 11, 2012 07:51 AM            

I'm definitely not an expert, but what first jumps out to me is that you have Mercury tightly conjunct Chiron and Sun conjunct NN in Libra in 7th/8th house.

To me that says you could be a very powerful and insightful healer. Honestly the first thing I thought was counseling of some kind, maybe helping people overcome addictions, phobias, etc. Or even relationship counseling, maybe combine the 7th ad 8th house to do something with abusive or unconventional relationships... Or of course social work or anything that involves those sorts of issues, I think you could be profoundly helpful to a lot of people. If those things don't interest you communication in general should at least be a strong asset in whatever you chose to go into. Those are strong placements and say that you were destined to fulfill that karma..

I can see from the planets that you are about my sister's age, and I had no idea you were so young! You seem extremely mature and again very insightful..

Otherwise mars conjunct Pluto in Scorpio is also a very strong placement and basically says to me you'll have the willpower to successfully pursue whatever you're interested in. 9th house indicates maybe you're interested in traveling and improving social conditions in some way.

posted December 11, 2012 08:09 AM            

i personally am very interested in the field of psychology and several friends had recommended me (some of them aware of astrology) to work in the field

im not in a rush for knowing since i have 4 years till i go to university becuse of army service here

from what ive read only 1% of the people who study psychology here end up learning clinical psychology and actually work in therapy

i have seen that there are several other paths like coaching and counseling but i have yet to be sure of those

i am very interested in adavncing my social status since i come from a poor family in which only 1 person managed to get a degree (my 22 yeaer old uncle who lives in russia and has a degree in programming) from a VERY large family...and of course having enough money to actually live a life is needed since i know how many things can be taken away if you dont have the money

i myself am currently thinking about industrial psychology...and becuse i have time to think im trying to take a look at my career from all viewpoints....even astrological one

posted December 11, 2012 08:40 AM            

But it seems to me like you're being very realistic and practical, and have the intelligence and drive to really turn your goals into reality, even if you end up changing paths along the way

I started out as a psychology major and wanted to go into clinical psychology/therapy but as you said most people do not end up following through on that and without the money and resources, the amount of time needed to be spent in school for that may just not be the best/most realistic option.

But yes there are a few other roads to explore if you are still interested in that, and I think industrial psychology sounds very interesting and seems like a great option!!

Also as you said, you have plenty of time to decide, and if I could give advice to anyone just entering school it would be to not decide on a major until you have to, you will find out with time what you are interested in and want to pursue.

posted December 11, 2012 07:39 PM            

I don't like to influence people adversely if I can help it, especially when they are nice as well as in their youth.

I find it difficult to find specifics in the natal chart on a definite career path, it feels meandering.

The cards point to things not going according to plan and on hold. To me the career emphasis looks like commitment to a cause, but as a background thread to this you can be priest/counsellor/activist along the lines of what Firemoon has said - which was a great reading btw.

I think you will also leave your country but there is a lot of angst over this and you may feel torn as to whether you have done the right thing. You may feel like you will have a black mark against you for progressing towards your career goals if you were to return. I think you will be concerned about wanting your mother to leave the country too, or perhaps move into a less problematic region where she is safer and more accessible.

I'm thinking you will have a benefactor operating in your life that will be a great support to you and seems for the most part a decent older male/organisation. You may have a few starts to the uni side of things. For the most part you will be a lifelong learner and have many interests. Providence will smile on you, and there is a good chance you will work at something like a university and be like one of the hearts of the place. Your role there will be peace studies and social justice or similar to that and you will be actively supportive of the students. I think you may teach the subjects mentioned and go on to do higher degrees and even speak at other educational centres as a guest presenter. I think your time in this role will be in a cool climate maybe the UK or Canada, though I think I originally said I felt you could do Christmas in Vermont one day, lol.

In the reading on the 9th harmonic, it seemed that you would have your own publishing house/website. I think this is apparent in the natal chart. I see it's operation and effect is present in the mars/pluto sextile uranus/neptune and all of these in aspect to the moon in Leo. I think it will actually be an office, though will have a website too, and you will be in negotiation over running it along side the original owner/manager, eventually you could well take it over, perhaps it is connected to a university. I don't see a lot of money in it, though it will be exciting for you and you will like being involved with it and being a front man for it. You may even talk on radio or something to do with it.

You will try to restart a similar business in a different location and you will sell it or move on from it without a loss. The providence in your life will be through a scholarship/grant and this will extend into a salary.

You will rarely have to sweat over your life, except for the occasional hot summer day. You may have back problems and will need to do exercises to try and keep your core abdominal muscles strong. I think you mentioned something about orthotics and I see the back problem stemming partly from the feet, up through the knees and to the back, it is the way you stand and walk that is chiefly the issue. Because you will be so academic, you will need to remember your fitness over the years.

I can't determine the initial major, it is possibly economic related or like industrial psychology and has a lot to do with economic egalitarianism which will lead into the peace and social justice studies.

I would have liked to look into the past lives with you but didn't feel it a good thing with your age, as really it is quite a traumatic concept even if what someone tells you is interesting and correct. Also because it was all a different culture and language to me it is hard to be accurate and I was getting bogged down in trying to determine the spelling of some of the language and names etc, or determine exactly the regions based on the limited information on the web.

posted December 12, 2012 03:55 AM            

you reading are always wonderfull
i think im making you my private reader with all those readings you do for me

if you still up for past lives search il be more than happy to try...im just far too curious and interested to dig into myself more than to notice the obstacles

posted December 12, 2012 05:03 AM            

well, maybe I will try again to get something posted with the past lives, my confidence with it was plummeting with the spelling etc so it just seemed too incomplete.

posted December 12, 2012 09:22 AM            

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hey thanks

well, maybe I will try again to get something posted with the past lives, my confidence with it was plummeting with the spelling etc so it just seemed too incomplete.

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posted December 13, 2012 02:21 AM            

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Okies, so I will give it a go again at some point and see how it goes. The biggest problem is how it may be written as to how it might be spoken, as I am getting both input simultaneously, and it's like trying to read a signpost in the half dark.

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posted December 13, 2012 04:48 PM            

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ok well I will look into it again and post it back but it may be over a week or two.

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posted December 14, 2012 04:37 AM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
Chryseis, just a very humble request: might you consider a reading exchange @ some point? <3

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posted December 14, 2012 04:56 AM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
Il keep bumping for a while then ^^

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posted December 14, 2012 05:59 AM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hey, no humble requests required, we can definitely do an exchange. Tarot?

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posted December 18, 2012 07:52 PM            

The first life that came up was what seems to be 1142 in the Sudan. The life was a male life, and the male has many ‘soft’ qualities like I once said you yourself appeared to have from your chart. The name is Ra’tifi’a Aswan-ilan’ahanis Fawas. His father was an Algerian Tuareg, and they were sheep herders, though he didn’t ever base himself in the Algeria area, it was more just a place or family origin. His mother was always based in a fertile agricultural and developed area, and even though it was still ‘rural’ in nature she was considered a ‘townie’ or a sorts. So she was used to streets, markets and town life though most people still had strong agricultural considerations, as in they worked the farms around the town and either sold, managed, or manufactured the agricultural goods. The father’s name was [Ba, a title perhaps, then ] Fawas Aswan-ilan’ahanis Bahir (I googled to try and get what might be the spelling. The mother’s name Bawa (another title) Fawas Afandi Aswan-il’ahanis. That’s the best I can do on the names, their seems to be other information available to it so that perhaps the full name might include more names but it is too difficult for me to get it more clear cut.

The father’s family though Algerian in background from way back, was actually based about 100miles from the mother’s town. Though nomadic in a sense, due to the driving of sheep for grazing and to sell them, they were not looked down upon and they had family connections with the town where the mother was born. The father decided to settle and become like a stockyard manager in the town so that others in his family did most of the droving and he just handled some kind the saleyard auctions etc, though a couple of times a year, he had to go on a big journey. The mother’s family lived in a kind of a big bungalow and several families lived there. The father came to live there but he had to buy into the estate. The large family had a nice garden though wasn’t that lush. It did grow a few items that were special to the family. It looks like tomatoes, but I thought tomatoes came from America, anyway, they look like small tomatoes that could be picked from first blush of red, or ripened to a full sweetness, the greener ones were very tart but tasty. Melons and cucumbers didn’t go to well there, but they always had plenty of these in as well as a type of zucchini. They also grew small clumps here and there of green leafy veges, it looks like comfrey but that can be toxic, also I think spinach, radish, and okra. They didn’t have much luck with things like eggplants and melons, but they could grow pumpkins, peanuts, hibiscus and some roses, as well as lemons and other citrus, mint and other herbs (sage, thyme, rosemary). They had some nice smelling flowering plants under a type of verandah, and these were jasmine, and a myrtle. They had a well in their yard and it had some kind of a bucket wheel thing that was constructed into a sort of fountain and it was very nice to hear the water falling. It was prestigious to have your own well though it wasn’t uncommon.
Though the two sides of the family were considered ‘comfortable’ in status and reasonable affluence, they were not wealth by modern standards. They were good managers of their resources and had good family backgrounds that had perpetuated this subsistence. The mother’s family had shares in crops and they all had to contribute to the management of the crops and animals despite being classed as of the town. So the farms surrounded the town. The father’s family were all about animal stock.
Ra’tifi’a was maimed by his mother so that he couldn’t join the father’s herding lifestyle, because in the beginning the father was going to maintain his lifestyle of being away most of the year with herding. So when the boy was only a new baby she damaged his leg, set it, but it was enough to keep him more at home because he wouldn’t be able to endure the walking involved in the herding. So he became proficient at sewing sacks, preparing food for preserving such as peeling and cutting up some kind of orange in large quantities, and pounding large mixes of herbs to be mixed with oil and seasonings and kept in earthen jars, stuff like that – and baking etc. I think the mother had miscarried the first two babies prior to his birth, so she was a bit desperate to keep a child once he came along, and I think he would have had to join the father’s herding from around 4yrs old. The next sibling a boy, escaped the maiming as well as the herding because the father by that time had taken up the stockyard managing for his side of the family. Then there had been a daughter that had not lived for more than a few months. Then another daughter, and she was allowed to run almost feral, because the mother by that time had become a bit crazy, I think through fear and loss. She didn’t braid the daughter’s hair, and apparently this was a big falling down on motherly responsibilities, because that meant the child was out of respectable presentation standards as far as society was concerned. I think she had it in her head that if her daughter escaped marriage then she wouldn’t have to endure the hardship of childbirth and the losses of babies etc that she had experienced. So the craziness was more a result of trauma and trying to protect her children. So the middle son got the best normal approach to life and he joined his father when he was about 11yrs on the couple of times a year herding. By that stage, they could have sent Ra’tifi’a as his limp was not that great and he was quite strong, but by then he was an invaluable contributor on the homefront and was a good help to the women, as well as being quite astute at the market place in terms of bargaining etc. He too was disadvantaged for marriage due to his limp and also his status outside the family, as he was considered a ‘house boy’.
At some point when he was nearly 19yrs old, his mother died, and his father decided to sell out of the mother’s family estate. The middle boy at about 17rs was being groomed for a marriage and was taken under the wing of the father’s brother and part of the business with the herding etc. Ra’tifi’a and his sister Ra’an about 15yrs (I think, though her pet name may have been Tuba, pronounced almost like toopa), moved away with the father to near a water way. The father remarried a kind of free slave girl that had her own house, and lived with her sister and their children – they were out of any type or society order, she may have been a type of prostitute, but not obviously so). Ra’tifi’a and Ra’an didn’t stay with the father and had supported themselves with a water carrying type of business and they eventually had a really big goat, or maybe it was a type of antelope, that pulled a small cart. Ra’tifi’a helped to arrange a marriage for Ra’an as she approved of a young man that was basically his own boss, and just had his grandfather and himself to work a sort of fix it shop near this big waterway. They fixed bags, belts, patched even metal things like teapots with other metal, and sold oddments and even some blankets and stuff and just lived in the shop as I think the shop was like a tent and they could move if they needed to. Others would come and drink a type of coffee and some teas and things and they played games maybe like a type of backgammon. The culture was a little different along the waterway, and they were more flexible with societal standards, so Ra’an rarely ever braided her hair but would twist it up and behind some kind of head wrap and she died in her 50’s of some kind of stomach problem related to bacteria or cancer or a combination. She had raised four boys and three had lived, one had been taken by a crocodile though it was generally thought he had been drowned only, as he was swimming with brothers and friends and then at some point they realized he was missing, they had been diving for particular types of reeds.

Ra’tifi’a went on to become like a ferryman, never married, and he was also a musician and played some type of stringed instrument with about 4 or 5 strings along a type of gourd and he could use a bow with it sort of like a small cello. He died when he was between 58-61 from the bad tooth/gums, so I’m not sure exactly when he died, perhaps 58 was when it started as far as gums and stuff and trying various means to clear up any infections but it all got the better of him when he was 61. He smoked some kind of substance that had a pain relieving/and anaesthetic quality to it. I think maybe Daytura Stramonium.
His beliefs had been passed down from his parents and were Hebrew-Christian and of a specific sect – probably part of the Nubian church. The area that the mother had been born and then the family lived was like between tributaries of the nile. The mother was a berber and the father though he thought of himself as Tuareg, and Algerian in origin, definitely had Nubian as well as Egyptian blood. So I think the father’s family came from Algeria to Egypt, then more to the Sudan over hundreds of years, and instead of camels they herded sheep mainly and had a few donkeys but also walked. I think they settled in the Sudan because they had been trying to keep their religion instead of becoming muslim. The mother’s family were also berbers, but had settled a long time ago, but the knowledge of a common berber heritage and various histories was part of the formation of the marriage.

I think the place of birth was actually Berber in Northern Sudan, and the waterway was Atbara River.

posted December 19, 2012 01:21 AM            

surprisingly my mother also aborted 2 sons...and i wasnt suposed to live past 3ed month of labour

also my entire family has teeth and gum problems...but from what i heard from my parent i came out lucky as i had very good teeth

thank you very much for doing this