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Topic: In need of some serious guidance (school)
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littlecloud Moderator Posts: 1561 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 11, 2012 01:26 PM
I've never had a problem with school until I hit 17 and ever since I graduated from high school 6 years ago it's been such a rollercoaster. I used to always get good grades easily, loved learning, I still do, but I don't know what it is that I can't get it together enough to go after what I want. I feel so alone in this. Every where I look my friends are getting on with their lives progressing and I'm still at square one. I've changed my major 4 times and I know that this is the one I want because everything feel like a lie to me. The path I want totals feels like one of the few truths in the world that I can grasp and do something with, but for some reason I'm going nowhere. Can someone do some sort of reading for me? I can do an exchange of something in return. I feel so lost. Like a complete failure. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 23783 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 12, 2012 01:32 PM
*bump*------------------ "Fall down 100 times, get up 101...this is success." --ME IP: Logged |
inaworldofsong Knowflake Posts: 28 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 12, 2012 06:26 PM
Just curious, but do you have Neptune in the 10th house?I have Neptune in the 10th and that contributes to indecisiveness to that kind of stuff... IP: Logged |
littlecloud Moderator Posts: 1561 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 12, 2012 07:30 PM
Yes I do but this is beyond indecisiveness. This is an inability to sit and focus and get my **** together. Every time I think things will change for the better they hit rock bottom again. IP: Logged |
isabelle_lila Knowflake Posts: 826 From: france Registered: May 2011
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posted December 12, 2012 07:42 PM
Hello littlecloud,I understand your feeling so well (I change my studies multiples times). I try someting different and based on the tarot for writers. It can help you to create your character. And of course for you, I drew the wheel of fortune... the ultimate rollercoster ! But maybe the perpetual change have to be a part of your job itself. Have you consider a job where there are risks. Not physically but in the stock market, in the real estate etc. ? Or a job where you will always need to keep study like a teacher. Right now, what are studying ? And do not think you are a failure because you keep changing your path. Because even if you change, what you learn will always be helpful at one point. Personnally I would love a reading on my love life quote: Originally posted by littlecloud: I've never had a problem with school until I hit 17 and ever since I graduated from high school 6 years ago it's been such a rollercoaster. I used to always get good grades easily, loved learning, I still do, but I don't know what it is that I can't get it together enough to go after what I want. I feel so alone in this. Every where I look my friends are getting on with their lives progressing and I'm still at square one. I've changed my major 4 times and I know that this is the one I want because everything feel like a lie to me. The path I want totals feels like one of the few truths in the world that I can grasp and do something with, but for some reason I'm going nowhere. Can someone do some sort of reading for me? I can do an exchange of something in return. I feel so lost. Like a complete failure.
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littlecloud Moderator Posts: 1561 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 12, 2012 11:04 PM
The field I want to go into is controversial, alternative medicine. So I expect a lot of opposition, questions, and possibly being a called a quack. But that comes after I get into the school for that. Right now I can't even manage to finish my bachelors degree.If you feel up to it (or anyone reading this) could I get a more detailed reading? I need a reason to hope because I'm losing that quickly. IP: Logged |