posted December 16, 2012 05:58 AM            

Two past lives that are the most prominent:

1911-1971
name, sounds like car-soy, but could be with a K, Ka, and second part of name could be spelt tsoi, or tsoy. Most likely 'ka tsoi', for which there are others with this name on internet searches, so could be right as a name.
born in: sounds like a quick sounding 'teximan', could be 'te xiamen' well I'm thinking 'Xiamen' anyway is the place, which is in china, not sure where the 'te' comes into it.
Moved to San Francisco in 1930.
Gender: male
Family background: family had moved around a lot, and had come from what sounds like Lua or Luo-oong but could be Liaoning up near Korea (in fact they may have had a mix of korean in the family) and then they went to what sounds like sjesh-oo-ar (with a kind of n impression of sound at the end) and may be sichuan. They then moved to Xiamen due to ill health reasons, as the family put it to others, because the grandfather had suffered a stroke, and this sent the family business into chaos. I think he was like the accountant of the family and used an abacus and little blocks/tiles to calculate, and I think they had something to do with customs, so somehow people could exchange bank notes or buy tickets or something, maybe it was a type of shares/stockmarket and possibly a type of financial 'laundering' but it was legal. So they basically just shut up shop, which was also where they lived, and walked, I think, to Xiamen.
It looks like the father, which was son of the grandfather, had lost an arm, but I think this is a strong impression that when they had to close the business suddenly they did so at a huge loss it was like losing an arm. They ran the business at a huge risk and did some kind of investing to make a very modest income, but they used other people's money. The grandfather had nerves of steel, and was kind of living on like a flywire in terms of risk, but he was accustomed to it and had a natural ability with being able to stay afloat with it all. The son, ka tsoi's father, was smart but not up on exactly what he had to do, and just the loss in momentum with the grandfather becoming ill, had got the whole business seriously out of whack quickly, and they had to basically back out bowing and scraping and begging their way out so that none of the customers lost, but they didn't get what was really owed to them - basically the family did the best they could to end thinks fairly, but as a result they were in the red, and had to somehow make an arrangement with one of the big customers, which involved some kind of forward communication to Xiamen, and basically meant the family were in debt.

So if you're still following this, the family were in a pretty broken down state, they had to leave the grandparents at a not very happy nephew's of the grandparents, so yes he was a cousin of the father of ka tsoi.

And then this father of ka tsoi, unhappily had to go ahead to Xiamen to honour the family, because basically, if he didn't repay the debt to the benefactor by doing the arranged employment the family would be in trouble. So the customer had taken the brunt of the business collapse on behalf of the family, - yes, if the debt wasn't repaid, then society would basically hound the rest of the family, like all the cousins etc, to repay the debt and their name would be mud in all their circles etc.

So anyway the father of ka tsoi, something starting with F, I think 'f-fre see ka' (and I thought ka was the other's first name so yeah, have no idea about chinese names), anyway, he wasn't married at this point, but off he went somehow to Xiamen, I think, though the distances are huge between these proposed places and he definitely walked some/most of the way.

Then along the way, he worked in a mine, and was able to do two things, he could pay back half the debt to the old customer and he was able to buy a box full of pick axes and tools which he put on a cart that he pulled. So I'm thinking though he was on his way to Xiamen, it was going to take him ages and I think this was accepted, and possibly accepted that he had to work along the way to get there. Anyhow he was good at opportunity, and he was a hard worker, so he worked these 16 hour days for about 4mths in a smelt, and he had to fill barrows full of something, maybe an ore, then take it to the smelt, and he used to get cuts all over him, and he put something on the cuts to stop infection - purslane I think.

So anyway, he ended up being sort of promoted to be a counter, after all he did have some counting knowledge, and he had to count the quantities and keep track of who was barrowing in what. Because he didn't have any family to support he was able to save most of what he earned.

Anyway, lots of different things happened, and he married the sister of a friend, not sure from where, and it was an acceptable union because somehow she had names in her family that somehow tied in with his mother's family and there was a bit of communication going on via mail between all parties, and I think he even went pretty much the whole way back to the Sjeshooar place, and brought his mother and some of the rest of the family to this wedding, and some distant relatives also attended, but basically the wife's family made up the biggest numbers, but funnily enough they were actually married separately, and she didn't even attend the whole thing - I don't know some confusing chinese arrangement. And then they finally met up again ages after and she was like about 3.5 mths pregnant, so maybe once the marriage was intended somehow they had a pre ceremony and kind of got pregnant while they were engaged but the big wedding party was more like a reception with lots of formal speeches and stuff, and basically they were sort of already married because the heads of the families had sorted it by negotiation.

So if you're not sick of this, and you are still reading, this little ka tsoi eventuated on the second pregnancy in Xiamen I think, and he had an elder brother called ka sam-see or something like that. And a baby sister sometime later called that same f-fre like the father, not sure how that one is spelt. So f-fre lim see, or something but surely it can't be right so maybe not.

Anyhow, to end a story poorly and quickly, ka tsoi went to San Francisco on something akin to a chinese navy boat or maybe more like something in between that made him sort of like a government sailor, and even though in a uniform, I don't think they actually were in a defence force, but maybe more of a sea relations patrol force sort of on behalf of some government/royal family.

And when he was over in San Francisco he jumped ship and had somehow got it rumoured that he had died of an opium overdose whilst on there like one and a half days off whilst in port, and no one could find the body supposedly. And he never returned to China.

I think...

Oh, I didn't do the other life.

btw, sorry to doommlord as I have not posted on his thread atm but certainly will before too long.

posted December 17, 2012 05:37 AM            

As far as having a female life, you may well have but I only see another male life and it was a very long time ago. But perhaps these are the only accessible lives to me. I think he was a Phoenician living in Corsica, perhaps at about 300BC, because I'm getting the impression of 2300 but perhaps that's how long ago, I don't know. Anyway, looks like the Phoenicians took over from Corsica at about 500BC, so I think perhaps it is about 300BC in which he may have lived, but I can't get a more succinct date impression.

He crafted ceramics, very fine, and out of a white clay stuff. He married in his 40s to a young woman of 16 and she had a few children to him. He didn't have a long life because his most recent material that he used had lead in it, and he was drinking from ceramic cups that were still a bit porous as unglazed terracotta is. The eldest son about 7 became sickly slowly from about 3yrs from the same reason. The young mother refused to drink anything else but goats milk and she drank this from a different bag which was like an animals stomach. She gave it to her kids, but her son also had used the unglazed cups for some drinks. The younger two were still being breast fed or drinking the goats milk like the mother when the father died he also had lead being absorbed into his skin as he worked the clay, though he had only had this type of clay for a few years but it compounded the slow poisoning from some of the glazes that he did mix as well. He started to get bad joints, headache, nausea and began to go mad.

The son recovered slowly but was always touchy and withdrawn. When the father died the family moved in with the mother's sister and she married the uncle of her brother-in-law, and was actually younger thanthe brother-in-law. They all lived in adjacent houses which were occupied/owned by that family. So the guy was like a cousin/uncle and brother to the brother-in-law, so how does that work, somehow one of the parents had been involved with one of the grandparents. I think the mother of the brother in law, became a common law wife of her husband's father when her husband didn't return from somewhere and was presumed dead or whatever. Don't know how the cousin thing fits in, but possibly the mother of the brother in law was also the niece of the grandfather, which would have meant that she had married her cousin originally, than when he died, she became the wife of this grandfather, the father's father. Wow, you are probably totally lost.

The life of the middle aged phoenician was marked by almost perfect ceramic craftsmanship, and he wove kind of like macrame basket/bags that could hold oranges and things like that. Kind of like a mesh bag that you could put over your shoulder.
His name was Mohlas, but it was said in a way that it sounded like Mullas and generally sounded almost like Mas. And that would be the closest spelling but probably was not written like that, if at all.

But someone else might have an actual idea off the chart - astrologically derived. I basically just looked into the chart - and this was the impression that their were two lives that I could mention. But I probably would have got these without looking into the chart.

posted December 17, 2012 05:40 AM            

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Originally posted by javaweb:
@ Chryseis: Wow, very good reading you did there. I am interested in learning about my past lives also. Is a reading for me possible?

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posted December 17, 2012 10:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Yes it might be, but I can't get any impressions at the moment so maybe you could try a chart on your own thread and I will see if that improves things. But as it is now, there is no information, just scramble.

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posted December 22, 2012 10:28 AM            

I am interested in understanding my karma and how my past lives are affecting me in this lifetime. Is there anything that I should be aware of?

posted December 22, 2012 05:48 PM            

The problem with any channeling is that it is like grasping tails of small flying ghost dragons before you(Wow, there's that Asian stuff again, lol).

Some lives go back to 10 000 and even 15 000, and there is an even older set of lives that don't go past 30 000 but they are different to us. The ones around no more than say 15 000 (to put a figure on it) are like us. Human history goes back further, but I don't think they reincarnated the same, and it is like they had an immature form of reincarnation so if I were to get impressions of them it would be more of a general impression specific to that type of people.

Yes there was a lot of hardship with the asian life, actually in both lives. Yes I could give you insight to the Karma, I would probably use the tarot to try and pick up the image so it kind of taps me in better. Don't forget though, and I need everyone to know this, what I relay will never by fully correct, it is definitely close overall, but I think the incorrectness is related to my inability to truly get all angles, or even kind of translate the impression properly. And also sometimes things are purposely misleading - I find. So I think for some reason, it is ok for me to relay these things to you and others, but its might be used as more of a tool to widen your awareness rather that ascribe to it specifically. In general, I would take everything I write with a grain of salt, however, I do genuinely try to relay the info available as best I can. But there will be mistakes, sometimes just due to the fact that I can have a fleeting attention and can be unthorough.