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beccathelion
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posted December 18, 2012 03:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I feel like I need to give back to the forum, so I'll do two free readings for the first two people who ask. Please post a specific question too!

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1. sc0rpio
2. isabella

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posted December 18, 2012 03:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sc0rpioRising     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by beccathelion:
I feel like I need to give back to the forum, so I'll do two free readings for the first two people who ask. Please post a specific question too!


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Oooooooooh am I in??? What is going to happenin my lolove life in next 3months?

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isabelle_lila
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posted December 18, 2012 03:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for isabelle_lila     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by beccathelion:
I feel like I need to give back to the forum, so I'll do two free readings for the first two people who ask. Please post a specific question too!


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Hello,

How will react/feel F about the email I just send him ?

Thank you.

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AshSkye
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posted December 18, 2012 03:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for AshSkye     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Too late

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beccathelion
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posted December 18, 2012 04:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by sc0rpioRising:
Oooooooooh am I in??? What is going to happenin my love life in next 3months?

The situation: 4 of Cups
The complimenting/conflicting factor: Tower
The root cause: Ace of Pentacles
The past: Queen of Pentacles
How you feel about the situation: King of Swords (r)
The present: 3 of Pentacles
How you feel about yourself: 7 of Pentacles
The environment: Page of Wands
The advice: 5 of Wands
Outcome: the Devil (clarifying: King of Wands)

I think in the next couple months, if not now, you are wrestling with something at work... someone possibly. What's striking about this spread is that it's a love question, but there is only one cup card (the suit of emotions). However, there are 4 pentacles and 3 wands.

The 4 of Cups makes me think someone's propositioned you, and the Tower makes me think it is something a bit unsavory. Married man perhaps? A boss? Something that would cause a little bit of destruction or havoc. The Ace as the root cause... it seems to me, and I could be totally wrong, but the situation almost feels like it has the opportunity to open new doors both financially and emotionally in you. Seems like you'll be really on the fence, if you aren't already there.

The Queen in the past tells me you were the providential earth mother. Good balance with your responsibilities and emotions. Very nurturing. How you feel all about this is the King of Swords (r). I take this one of two ways. Either you are frustrated with yourself for trying to be so rational; you want to just go for it and not be resting so heavily on the annoying see-saw of "Should I, Shouldn't I?" or... you literally won't see this person as the King of Swords. He could be a little bit unrealistic, dishonest, overbearing... or it could just be he isn't the King of Swords who you may have dated in the past. I do feel though, that this person will be tied strongly to your work and that you already know them, because of the 3 of Pentacles.

You see yourself as a hardworker, diligent. You've been patient, trying to do the right thing, but I do get the sense that you are itching for a little excitement and flourish. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy sort of thing. The environment is ripe for you to explore: the Page of Wands is a close cousin of the Fool, but he has a little bit more of an established idea of what he wants and where he is headed. The 5 of Wands in the advice says to me... follow what you think is best, be the page, but be careful about stirring the pot. Competition is good and fine, and having lots of commotion (and perhaps lovers) is fine too. We learn the most by exploring all our options, however, the cautionary part of our tale comes in the outcome: the Devil as a result of the Knight of Wands.

My best guess is the watch out for flashy folks who are impulsive and glamorous. If that's the person at work... be very careful. The Devil is about bondage in a lot of ways, co-dependency, addiction... not things that help us grow so well. This Knight may seem like a good idea, but to be rather trite and use an old idiom, the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Anyway, just be careful. Don't explore any place you don't have a safety line and can't come back from unscathed. If there is someone at work who has hit you up... I'd say decline. You'll find other fish in the sea.

For what that's worth :S I hope that is even remotely on target. Lol. I haven't done this in awhile. Sorry if not!!

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posted December 18, 2012 04:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
Hello,

How will react/feel F about the email I just send him ?

Thank you.


Hi Isabelle: this is actually a little bit of a tough one to answer, because I haven't actually met F, and I don't really know you either, so I would be channeling him through you... which is hard. It's like an extra filter of emotions that sometimes can be murky.

Would it be okay if I worded it more in the sense of... what could possibly happen with F now that you've taken the reins and emailed him? This was the pressure of the question rests more on the outcome for you, which I have a link to, given the forum.

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posted December 18, 2012 04:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by AshSkye:
Too late

Aww, hell. Post a question, and I'll read for you! It is Christmas afterall

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Haplesschild*
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posted December 18, 2012 04:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Haplesschild*     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OP you're awesome! Shame the first poster couldn't even be bothered with a simple 'thanks.'

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beccathelion
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posted December 18, 2012 04:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Haplesschild*:
OP you're awesome! Shame the first poster couldn't even be bothered with a simple 'thanks.'

Hey, hey now!! The day is still young! I have faith that everyone here has a heart of gold and thanks runneth under the surface

But thanks for the compliment. Want a reading? I have nowhere to be for an hour, and I am just jamming to some Fleetwood, eating some ice cream, lolz.

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posted December 18, 2012 04:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Haplesschild*     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow you are too generous! Yeah I'd love one, if you have the time. Thanks soo much, I was just looking at your horary thread and would have replied if I actually knew anything about horary readings. So hope Empress helps you out! She's good, I did a horary reading and asked if ex was going to contact me within 2 weeks and she said yes, and based on the trine it would be within a week and guess what? He called me in 6 days lol. We havent spoken for 18 days by then so obviously she's good at reading charts. Timing was pretty much spot on!

Okay my question is can you tell me about my love prospects/love life in the next 3 months?

Merry Christmas btw.

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isabelle_lila
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posted December 18, 2012 04:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for isabelle_lila     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by beccathelion:
Hi Isabelle: this is actually a little bit of a tough one to answer, because I haven't actually met F, and I don't really know you either, so I would be channeling him through you... which is hard. It's like an extra filter of emotions that sometimes can be murky.

Would it be okay if I worded it more in the sense of... what could possibly happen with F now that you've taken the reins and emailed him? This was the pressure of the question rests more on the outcome for you, which I have a link to, given the forum.


That would be ok for me. Thank you for your reading.

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sc0rpioRising
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posted December 18, 2012 04:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sc0rpioRising     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by beccathelion:
The situation: 4 of Cups
The complimenting/conflicting factor: Tower
The root cause: Ace of Pentacles
The past: Queen of Pentacles
How you feel about the situation: King of Swords (r)
The present: 3 of Pentacles
How you feel about yourself: 7 of Pentacles
The environment: Page of Wands
The advice: 5 of Wands
Outcome: the Devil (clarifying: King of Wands)

I think in the next couple months, if not now, you are wrestling with something at work... someone possibly. What's striking about this spread is that it's a love question, but there is only one cup card (the suit of emotions). However, there are 4 pentacles and 3 wands.

The 4 of Cups makes me think someone's propositioned you, and the Tower makes me think it is something a bit unsavory. Married man perhaps? A boss? Something that would cause a little bit of destruction or havoc. The Ace as the root cause... it seems to me, and I could be totally wrong, but the situation almost feels like it has the opportunity to open new doors both financially and emotionally in you. Seems like you'll be really on the fence, if you aren't already there.

The Queen in the past tells me you were the providential earth mother. Good balance with your responsibilities and emotions. Very nurturing. How you feel all about this is the King of Swords (r). I take this one of two ways. Either you are frustrated with yourself for trying to be so rational; you want to just go for it and not be resting so heavily on the annoying see-saw of "Should I, Shouldn't I?" or... you literally won't see this person as the King of Swords. He could be a little bit unrealistic, dishonest, overbearing... or it could just be he isn't the King of Swords who you may have dated in the past. I do feel though, that this person will be tied strongly to your work and that you already know them, because of the 3 of Pentacles.

You see yourself as a hardworker, diligent. You've been patient, trying to do the right thing, but I do get the sense that you are itching for a little excitement and flourish. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy sort of thing. The environment is ripe for you to explore: the Page of Wands is a close cousin of the Fool, but he has a little bit more of an established idea of what he wants and where he is headed. The 5 of Wands in the advice says to me... follow what you think is best, be the page, but be careful about stirring the pot. Competition is good and fine, and having lots of commotion (and perhaps lovers) is fine too. We learn the most by exploring all our options, however, the cautionary part of our tale comes in the outcome: the Devil as a result of the Knight of Wands.

My best guess is the watch out for flashy folks who are impulsive and glamorous. If that's the person at work... be very careful. The Devil is about bondage in a lot of ways, co-dependency, addiction... not things that help us grow so well. This Knight may seem like a good idea, but to be rather trite and use an old idiom, the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Anyway, just be careful. Don't explore any place you don't have a safety line and can't come back from unscathed. If there is someone at work who has hit you up... I'd say decline. You'll find other fish in the sea.

For what that's worth :S I hope that is even remotely on target. Lol. I haven't done this in awhile. Sorry if not!!


you will not believe how right you are.. yes it is someone at work, yes it is my boss...."!!!!!

I am still in probatation.. i wanna do well but he keeps hinting that he might have feelings for me, i like him too but I know I need to stay away its the best thing for me to do. i dont want to do anything i will regret. I am also pretty sure he is with someone, so it frustrates me because i dont understand what he is playing at. i
Just am amazed at your reading, i will definately take ur advice and just work at work, it does help i sit opposite him! His intentions r not good and i think it is ego boost for him. i need to protect myself, ill do that by staying away from him! Thank you ever soooo much!!!!

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sc0rpioRising
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posted December 18, 2012 04:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sc0rpioRising     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ps you ever need a cc reading please ask i would live to return the favour. Thanks once again its very much appreciated and im still gobsmakced how bang on you were!!

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posted December 18, 2012 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Haplesschild*:
Okay my question is can you tell me about my love prospects/love life in the next 3 months?

Merry Christmas btw.


The situation: 10 of Pentacles
The complimenting/conflicting factor: Ace of Wands
The root cause: Queen of Cups
The past: Empress
How you feel about the situation: Moon
The present: Page of Pentacles (r)
How you feel about yourself: Lovers
The environment: Devil
The advice: Queen of Swords
Outcome: Chariot(clarifying: 4 of Wands)

My dear, my dear, my dear. Can I just say I understand exactly how you feel? In fact, we're boat buddies, to be quite honest. The 10 says you are rip-roaring ready for a family, security, the archetypal homecoming of the children for the holidays... you want the whole Southern Living photo spread package. The Ace only enforces this idea in the sense that you have recently decided it's time to chase your passion for love. You are ready to take the fiery steps towards success (fiery in a determined sense, not hellfire.) The cause of this is the Queen of Cups -- your love meter is pretty much exploding. You are so ready to give yourself to someone and to take care of them and vice versa. You want to deplete the coffers of affection in yourself to take some of the pressure off of your... what I feel is a pretty heavy sense of, "Okay, universe, where the hell is this person? Haven't I done what you've asked? Can't you see I am a delicious apple ready to be eaten?"

I say this, because the Empress is in the past position, and if there was ever a woman who was more tuned into mother earth and her own sensuality and femininity, it was you. You trusted your gut, your own self-worth, and you grew into a very solid, experience state of consciousness. However, now, the Moon is how you feel. You're on a path with an unseen ending; you feel a little lost in the woods. Let me say first and foremost: this is NOT a bad thing. I think this set of circumstances is fundamentally important for you to learn. I say this as well, because of the Page of Pentacles in the reversed position. He speaks to disillusionment, of not feeling appreciated, and overall crankiness that leads to impatience and a grab-game of control. Take a deep breath. You are supposed to be a little lost in the woods. It's going to teach you a valuable lesson in letting go of control issues that are exercised through excessive dreaming.

You want to see yourself as a Lover (of course!) but right now, the time is all wrong. The environment is the Devil (go figure, the Moon is hanging out in Pisces right now -- king of illusion and dreams) and it is really easy to get swept up in something that isn't beneficial. Don't be so eager to love that you take the first person who rounds the corner.

The advice is the Queen of Swords. This doesn't mean to boot your heart and emotions out the door, but it would do you a WORLD of good to exercise a little bit of realism. Add to your love fantasies and desires some practical applications. Try speed dating, but try it with a friend. Write down your absolute most romantic fantasy, and then write down all the reasons that it is, for lack of a better word, and I certainly mean no slight, crazy and unrealistic. This sort of centering and bridging the divide between your heart and your head is going to lead to...

The Chariot... which comes from a result of the 4 of Wands. That's a pretty solid success card coupled with a pretty solid marriage card, or at the least, a romantic celebration. I feel like 3 months is a little premature... this feels farther out. Five months. Maybe more. What's important right now is to get right with you. Something is coming, but it really does hinge on you digging a foxhole, for lack of a better term, and really getting ready. This spread feels really good to me. Very eager, but just gotta take a deep breath and wait. It's coming. Can't rush a good thing

Merry Christmas to you too!! I hope Santa brings you lots of treats <3 <3

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AshSkye
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posted December 18, 2012 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for AshSkye     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My question is on the horary thread

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posted December 18, 2012 04:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by sc0rpioRising:
you will not believe how right you are.. yes it is someone at work, yes it is my boss...."!!!!!

I am still in probatation.. i wanna do well but he keeps hinting that he might have feelings for me, i like him too but I know I need to stay away its the best thing for me to do. i dont want to do anything i will regret. I am also pretty sure he is with someone, so it frustrates me because i dont understand what he is playing at. i
Just am amazed at your reading, i will definately take ur advice and just work at work, it does help i sit opposite him! His intentions r not good and i think it is ego boost for him. i need to protect myself, ill do that by staying away from him! Thank you ever soooo much!!!!


Oh thank God!!! Rofl, I was so nervous!! I was like... what the hell is going on here. Yeah, sweety pie, totally stay away from him. He's bad news if there ever was any. Go to a bar, meet a hot guy, and make out with him with reckless abandon. That's what the Page says to me, but stay away from the boss. He's a user. Devils always are. And thanks so much for the offer <3 <3 Merry Christmas!!!

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posted December 18, 2012 05:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sc0rpioRising     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by beccathelion:
Oh thank God!!! Rofl, I was so nervous!! I was like... what the hell is going on here. Yeah, sweety pie, totally stay away from him. He's bad news if there ever was any. Go to a bar, meet a hot guy, and make out with him with reckless abandon. That's what the Page says to me, but stay away from the boss. He's a user. Devils always are. And thanks so much for the offer <3 <3 Merry Christmas!!!


Lol you make me laugh!! I really apprecaite your advice. it was exactly what I needed to read and it has stopped me from doing something stupid. So glad I asked for a reading you have been amazing I cant thank you enough! Big hug!! Xxx

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posted December 18, 2012 05:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
That would be ok for me. Thank you for your reading.


The situation: 5 of Swords
The complimenting/conflicting factor: 3 of Pentacles
The root cause: 2 of Wands
The past: 10 of Wands
How you feel about the situation: Queen of Wands
The present: 5 of Wands
How you feel about yourself: King of Cups
The environment: King of Pentacles
The advice: Five of Cups
Outcome: the Devil (clarifying: Hierophant)

The first impression I get, and it's very strong, was that this was a long time coming between you and F. Whether you've been planning to email them for awhile, or whether this was the way it was always gonna go... I don't get the sensation that you're too surprised by them or their actions anymore. There is a sort of resigned sadness to this spread. An acceptance that is really sort of upsetting. I think F took advantage of you, and I say this because of the 5 of Swords. Whether it was emotionally or professionally, that part I am unsure about. But what I do know is that you two were very connected. "Comrades" comes to mind. It ran deeper than emotions I think. Did you work together? The 3 of Pentacles says you did... this is why I am on the fence on whether this went down because of romance or work. It's like... I feel affectionate but not... I'm not sure. Anyway, this e-mail occurred because you, in an attempt to get your life back, I think, are planning for the future again (the 2 of Wands).

In the past, the 10 of Wands says it was an uphill battle from the get go, but you walked into this was a clear heart and lots of hope. It's never been easy though, I don't think. How you feel about all this now is the Queen of Wands -- are you a fire sign? Or do you have a lot of fire in your chart? I think you feel like you are being true to yourself here; you are exercising your power and taking control again. Or... I am little less clear, it may be that F is a fire sign woman. Mom, maybe? I don't really think this, but I don't want to live in one camp here. I am really back and forth. I think this is just your energy. Lots of uncertainty. I can't quite put my finger on anything. The 5 of Wands says lots of competition and lots of arguing I think. Irritation. Commotion. No place to really rest your head and calm your heart.

How you want to feel about yourself is the King of Cups. I think it's interesting that this is the masculine version of the card. You want to be in control of your emotions, instead of the Queen who wants to give them unabashedly. Whoever F is... they've got a chokehold on your heart, I think, but I also think you are tired of it. The environment is the King of Pentacles, and I'd say this is asking you to take a moment to balance yourself. Work keeps coming up. Big time. You need to take care of you now. You need to make sure your house, both personally and professionally, is less in order and more of a haven. I don't get a sense of comfort in either place.

The advice is 5 of Cups... this to me says grieve, let this slip away, and then realize there is always a dawn after the dark. The outcome is the Devil (something must be in the air, because damn if this isn't the 3rd time he has shown up today... and damn if I don't shuffle my cards until I get angry with myself for my OCD). I think you need to give yourself time to be unhappy and sad and frustrated, but because the Hierophant shows up as the clarifying card, I'm gonna suggest that at some point, you talk to somebody about things if you keep feeling sad after a few months. The key is to indulge your emotions healthily. We all need to wallow sometimes, but only until it isn't helping anymore. I know when I split from someone back in February, I seriously spent all of March -- all 31 days -- in my bedroom drinking and watching Supernatural. And you know what? It was the best damn thing I've ever done for myself. So, just... go with it. Let yourself feel this. I think it's really important.

This all seems crazy, and I took a lot of liberties with intuition... so if I am wrong, please please tell me, and I will redo the spread and focus on the original question you asked (since my way didn't work.) Anyway, I hope this helps or is at least sort of right. If I can do anything else, let me know <3

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posted December 18, 2012 05:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for beccathelion     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by AshSkye:
My question is on the horary thread

Awesome! I've got to take someone to the airport (gag me), but as soon as I get back, I'll read it! I'll post this in the horary place too, so you don't think I'm a sneaky sneaker of lies and deceit

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posted December 18, 2012 05:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for isabelle_lila     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Firstly thank you for this celtic cross. it takes time to do it.

Secondly I should have mentioned that F is my ex. We didn't work together but we were in the same literacy association. I am the "big" representative for France And he was a writer. So I read what he wrote and gave him my opinion.
We were also in love but he was married and I refused to be a mistress. And he ended things between us some months ago. But we remained in touch. But last summer I have been aggressed and I turn to him for help afterwards but he didn't understand the gravity and I was mad at him & hurt by his attitude.
So yes, he has a lot of importance for me and he still have a hold on my heart. I never have been so much in love in my life.

You are also terribly right about my home, how I'm not fine in it or in my workplace. I am on leave of absence from my work and I see myself coming back. And I'm currently to my parents house. But what you said about my place should be less organized and more a haven. My family makes me clean my appart & organized the moving out of my family in the south.

So some points are really clear for me from your reading Well others are more unclear but you didn't know who was F
I think that now you know who F is, your reading will make more sens to you

Thank you very much.


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Originally posted by beccathelion:
The situation: 5 of Swords
The complimenting/conflicting factor: 3 of Pentacles
The root cause: 2 of Wands
The past: 10 of Wands
How you feel about the situation: Queen of Wands
The present: 5 of Wands
How you feel about yourself: King of Cups
The environment: King of Pentacles
The advice: Five of Cups
Outcome: the Devil (clarifying: Hierophant)

The first impression I get, and it's very strong, was that this was a long time coming between you and F. Whether you've been planning to email them for awhile, or whether this was the way it was always gonna go... I don't get the sensation that you're too surprised by them or their actions anymore. There is a sort of resigned sadness to this spread. An acceptance that is really sort of upsetting. I think F took advantage of you, and I say this because of the 5 of Swords. Whether it was emotionally or professionally, that part I am unsure about. But what I do know is that you two were very connected. "Comrades" comes to mind. It ran deeper than emotions I think. Did you work together? The 3 of Pentacles says you did... this is why I am on the fence on whether this went down because of romance or work. It's like... I feel affectionate but not... I'm not sure. Anyway, this e-mail occurred because you, in an attempt to get your life back, I think, are planning for the future again (the 2 of Wands).

In the past, the 10 of Wands says it was an uphill battle from the get go, but you walked into this was a clear heart and lots of hope. It's never been easy though, I don't think. How you feel about all this now is the Queen of Wands -- are you a fire sign? Or do you have a lot of fire in your chart? I think you feel like you are being true to yourself here; you are exercising your power and taking control again. Or... I am little less clear, it may be that F is a fire sign woman. Mom, maybe? I don't really think this, but I don't want to live in one camp here. I am really back and forth. I think this is just your energy. Lots of uncertainty. I can't quite put my finger on anything. The 5 of Wands says lots of competition and lots of arguing I think. Irritation. Commotion. No place to really rest your head and calm your heart.

How you want to feel about yourself is the King of Cups. I think it's interesting that this is the masculine version of the card. You want to be in control of your emotions, instead of the Queen who wants to give them unabashedly. Whoever F is... they've got a chokehold on your heart, I think, but I also think you are tired of it. The environment is the King of Pentacles, and I'd say this is asking you to take a moment to balance yourself. Work keeps coming up. Big time. You need to take care of you now. You need to make sure your house, both personally and professionally, is less in order and more of a haven. I don't get a sense of comfort in either place.

The advice is 5 of Cups... this to me says grieve, let this slip away, and then realize there is always a dawn after the dark. The outcome is the Devil (something must be in the air, because damn if this isn't the 3rd time he has shown up today... and damn if I don't shuffle my cards until I get angry with myself for my OCD). I think you need to give yourself time to be unhappy and sad and frustrated, but because the Hierophant shows up as the clarifying card, I'm gonna suggest that at some point, you talk to somebody about things if you keep feeling sad after a few months. The key is to indulge your emotions healthily. We all need to wallow sometimes, but only until it isn't helping anymore. I know when I split from someone back in February, I seriously spent all of March -- all 31 days -- in my bedroom drinking and watching Supernatural. And you know what? It was the best damn thing I've ever done for myself. So, just... go with it. Let yourself feel this. I think it's really important.

This all seems crazy, and I took a lot of liberties with intuition... so if I am wrong, please please tell me, and I will redo the spread and focus on the original question you asked (since my way didn't work.) Anyway, I hope this helps or is at least sort of right. If I can do anything else, let me know <3


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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
Firstly thank you for this celtic cross. it takes time to do it.

Secondly I should have mentioned that F is my ex. We didn't work together but we were in the same literacy association. I am the "big" representative for France And he was a writer. So I read what he wrote and gave him my opinion.
We were also in love but he was married and I refused to be a mistress. And he ended things between us some months ago. But we remained in touch. But last summer I have been aggressed and I turn to him for help afterwards but he didn't understand the gravity and I was mad at him & hurt by his attitude.
So yes, he has a lot of importance for me and he still have a hold on my heart. I never have been so much in love in my life.

You are also terribly right about my home, how I'm not fine in it or in my workplace. I am on leave of absence from my work and I see myself coming back. And I'm currently to my parents house. But what you said about my place should be less organized and more a haven. My family makes me clean my appart & organized the moving out of my family in the south.

So some points are really clear for me from your reading Well others are more unclear but you didn't know who was F
I think that now you know who F is, your reading will make more sens to you

Thank you very much.



I am glad I could help, and I am so sorry you're going through this rough time. It does make a lot of sense that you guys worked together and were in love. I think I was feeling a lot of the distance between you now, but I did feel a deep, deep connection.

I say take a vacation. Get out of the country. Go wander for awhile. I think that'd be very good for you, especially if you are already unsettled at home and work. You are a very strong woman; that came through in spades. Very passionate. You need some time for yourself though. To figure out what you want. I am glad you decided not to be his mistress. You are worth much, much more than that <3

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