posted December 21, 2012 12:36 PM            

Hey guys. Well, I was wondering if anyone can tell me more about my past life or lives, by looking at my chart.

I noticed that Chryseis did a reading for someone who was asking about past lives and I was wondering if anyone at all could do some kind of reading for me as well.

I have to admit though, some of these fixed stars and asteroids are kind of....out there. I know that everyone makes mistakes, but hopefully it's nothing too serious. The LAST thing I would want to do is hurt anyone.

posted December 22, 2012 08:47 PM            

The first impression is a man about 43yrs in shorts and leisurely fishing on a grassy river bank. There are willow trees and the weather is warm. I thought it was Australia, as I am Australian and it had a similar feel, especially with the willows beside the river and the warmth. Apparently it is in Findhorn Scotland, and it must have been summer. The it is supposed to have a microclimate there and is good for holiday makers. But I think winter is still very chilling to the bone.

It seems though that the man has mainly lived there all the time and was born in 1938. The closest name sounds like Borl Evan Derhargen. So it seems like a mix of Scottish, with the Evan part and the other names sound scandinavian - and this assumption is correct. Borl might be spelt differently but I can't understand how to correct it. And I was wanting to push for the name to be van derhaagen, but because I liked the look of it on google, but it seems that the middle name is still Evan.

His mother was a short dark headed woman, almost a midget in her stature, and the father had come out on some kind of work to some island off the coast of Scotland, and I thought it was northeastern side, but there is a not quite right feeling about just keeping that as the final idea of location. He was swedish-danish, the mix of him is due to part of his family moving to sweden in his great grandfather's time and then the family was split but still in contact between the danish family and the swedish part of the family.

The parents met at a dance, on that island I think, and they were married with just her mother, a female cousin and some friends including one of his workmates. They broke up when Borl was two, and they both stayed on the island but with something like 75 km between them. Or it may have been two close islands. And the boy would be picked up by his father at various times of the year and could stay with him up to 3mths at a time. The parents were still pretty good friends, but the mother had turned off him due to some weird things like, she couldn't stand the way he would eat almost raw fish, and she reckoned he smelt all fishy. She also could not stand the constant pipe smoke as she said it made her sick, but this was mainly due to a residual sensation from feeling sick in the pregnancy with Borl and the smoke smell just made her feel worse. Plus he wasn't very welcoming of her mother. She spent everyday with her mother and he wasn't interested to get involved in their chatter. He was shocked that the marriage came to an end as he thought they made a great couple. An underlying problem, was that the Mother, Sheila, I think her name was, had been very attached to the idea of marrying someone wealthy and building a grand house and maybe moving to the mainland (taking her mother with them). But though not poor, he had a moderate income, and was very happy in a simple home, as it was very similar to how he grew up in terms of a lack in austentaciousness.

So anyway, when Borl was about 15yrs he joined some kind of seafaring thing, maybe similar to his father, and it had a merchant navy/construction element to it. So they may have transported materials and did ship building or was part of it all somehow. And then at about 23, he went and lived at Findhorn and became a diver. He dived for a few things, mainly for leisure, but also for some kind of abalone. He also fancied finding some kind of sunken treasure, and he even set about researching lost ships in the area. He did find a couple of things and one was a gold bracelet and the other was a couple of rusty items which were a helmet like the spanish wore and a short sword, so I don't know would have been his conclusion or mine, but maybe someone went overboard and still had their helmet and sword on them. The bracelet was never determined as to when and it could have been recent I think he thought.

So he basically grew up not doing a great deal, and I think he may have been living with his father as his main address but then spent time elsewhere as well with friends etc. I can't at this point determine his connection to the whole Findhorn thing.

He basically just wore simple clothes all the time and just did what he pleased with his day. He didn't require a lot of money and would put in an effort now and then to get a bit of money but most of his time was unstructured and so with the first impression at 43yrs he was just happily lounging around fishing. And would return to some kind of cabin and just fry up his fish, and sometimes he would journey down to a saltwater cove type of place and get oysters and mussels off the rocks and do some serious fishing for bigger saltwater fish. He may have eaten the occasional seal too, and shared the meat between friends, but I can't find any account on the net of people eating seals there.

He was quite artistic and did some kind of intricate carving to wood like small wooden chests and boards etc. And sometimes he added an oily paint to colour the carved pictures and decoration. He made something elaborate and somehow it was put on display.
I think the year of dying was 1983, and it was from a diseased liver, I think he was a serious drinker, and in fact the worst thing he drank that really mucked him up was some kind of cheap port, and this mucked his whole biliary processes and led to stomach ulcers, jaundice and all sorts of dramas. But he would drink like 1.5litres a day and I think he developed diabetes and he had chronic kidney issues from uncontrolled blood sugars.

I can't remember your date of birth, hopefully its not before 1983, otherwise the whole thing will sound like a crock.

posted December 24, 2012 01:17 AM            

If you have any other information to share about my past life or lives, I'd love to hear it! It really was amazing read!

posted December 24, 2012 05:15 AM            

It just feels like there is a block on the info. I thought from memory you were born in the 1980s so at least the dates don't overlap, lol. I think the name Borl, might be a shortening of Borland, which could have been a scottish family name. And I'm not sure whether the last name is Derhagen or Danhagen. I somehow think that in general the names I get aren't quite right anyway, I feel suspicious of them.

Even though he generally did what he felt like doing at the time, I have an impression that he was educated and may have had a printing press or used one, to churn out some kind of leaflet/newsletter. The style of printing press is now outmoded, but could have been used between 1920-late 1960s. I don't think he was idle, but he wasn't caught up in the rat race and he made sure he had plenty of time just to relax, cook, fish etc.

posted February 10, 2013 01:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
I had a look at this yesterday and wasn't able to do much before work. I have to go soon again, and now the horoscope has gone, but I will tell you what I saw and give you the best attempt I can do at the name, and now that I have the hook on the thread I can get other info.

The first impression is a man about 43yrs in shorts and leisurely fishing on a grassy river bank. There are willow trees and the weather is warm. I thought it was Australia, as I am Australian and it had a similar feel, especially with the willows beside the river and the warmth. Apparently it is in Findhorn Scotland, and it must have been summer. The it is supposed to have a microclimate there and is good for holiday makers. But I think winter is still very chilling to the bone.

It seems though that the man has mainly lived there all the time and was born in 1938. The closest name sounds like Borl Evan Derhargen. So it seems like a mix of Scottish, with the Evan part and the other names sound scandinavian - and this assumption is correct. Borl might be spelt differently but I can't understand how to correct it. And I was wanting to push for the name to be van derhaagen, but because I liked the look of it on google, but it seems that the middle name is still Evan.

His mother was a short dark headed woman, almost a midget in her stature, and the father had come out on some kind of work to some island off the coast of Scotland, and I thought it was northeastern side, but there is a not quite right feeling about just keeping that as the final idea of location. He was swedish-danish, the mix of him is due to part of his family moving to sweden in his great grandfather's time and then the family was split but still in contact between the danish family and the swedish part of the family.

The parents met at a dance, on that island I think, and they were married with just her mother, a female cousin and some friends including one of his workmates. They broke up when Borl was two, and they both stayed on the island but with something like 75 km between them. Or it may have been two close islands. And the boy would be picked up by his father at various times of the year and could stay with him up to 3mths at a time. The parents were still pretty good friends, but the mother had turned off him due to some weird things like, she couldn't stand the way he would eat almost raw fish, and she reckoned he smelt all fishy. She also could not stand the constant pipe smoke as she said it made her sick, but this was mainly due to a residual sensation from feeling sick in the pregnancy with Borl and the smoke smell just made her feel worse. Plus he wasn't very welcoming of her mother. She spent everyday with her mother and he wasn't interested to get involved in their chatter. He was shocked that the marriage came to an end as he thought they made a great couple. An underlying problem, was that the Mother, Sheila, I think her name was, had been very attached to the idea of marrying someone wealthy and building a grand house and maybe moving to the mainland (taking her mother with them). But though not poor, he had a moderate income, and was very happy in a simple home, as it was very similar to how he grew up in terms of a lack in austentaciousness.

So anyway, when Borl was about 15yrs he joined some kind of seafaring thing, maybe similar to his father, and it had a merchant navy/construction element to it. So they may have transported materials and did ship building or was part of it all somehow. And then at about 23, he went and lived at Findhorn and became a diver. He dived for a few things, mainly for leisure, but also for some kind of abalone. He also fancied finding some kind of sunken treasure, and he even set about researching lost ships in the area. He did find a couple of things and one was a gold bracelet and the other was a couple of rusty items which were a helmet like the spanish wore and a short sword, so I don't know would have been his conclusion or mine, but maybe someone went overboard and still had their helmet and sword on them. The bracelet was never determined as to when and it could have been recent I think he thought.

So he basically grew up not doing a great deal, and I think he may have been living with his father as his main address but then spent time elsewhere as well with friends etc. I can't at this point determine his connection to the whole Findhorn thing.

He basically just wore simple clothes all the time and just did what he pleased with his day. He didn't require a lot of money and would put in an effort now and then to get a bit of money but most of his time was unstructured and so with the first impression at 43yrs he was just happily lounging around fishing. And would return to some kind of cabin and just fry up his fish, and sometimes he would journey down to a saltwater cove type of place and get oysters and mussels off the rocks and do some serious fishing for bigger saltwater fish. He may have eaten the occasional seal too, and shared the meat between friends, but I can't find any account on the net of people eating seals there.

He was quite artistic and did some kind of intricate carving to wood like small wooden chests and boards etc. And sometimes he added an oily paint to colour the carved pictures and decoration. He made something elaborate and somehow it was put on display.
I think the year of dying was 1983, and it was from a diseased liver, I think he was a serious drinker, and in fact the worst thing he drank that really mucked him up was some kind of cheap port, and this mucked his whole biliary processes and led to stomach ulcers, jaundice and all sorts of dramas. But he would drink like 1.5litres a day and I think he developed diabetes and he had chronic kidney issues from uncontrolled blood sugars.

I can't remember your date of birth, hopefully its not before 1983, otherwise the whole thing will sound like a crock.

Also, I am doing this quickly and on my internet is mucking up, so maybe there is a couple of findhorn communities in scotland, I might come back to it to determine which one or whether he went to both and what his association/if any was to the foundation. I think the islands were in the Hebrides and Erraid, has a Findhorn community, but I'm not sure about the particulars of it all.

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posted February 10, 2013 04:52 AM            

For relationship reads: I like both natals, the synastry preferably with an aspect grid, and the composite. Its really only the synastry comparison that I need the aspect grid because its so arduous to read otherwise.

For past lives I am best with at least the natal, but I find that the draconic can hone the impression, if I can get it.