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Topic: Did I lose the love of my life? Help!!!
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rorrr
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posted December 26, 2012 09:01 PM
  
I moved to Europe and met a man; we fell completely in love. You know those checklists we secretly make about what we want in a person??!It sounds crazy but I swear he had them all! It was unbelievable wish fulfillment. We made a little world around each other and things moved fast. But then on my bday (Sun-Pluto conjunct here! *waves*) things got really dark and we had a disgusting, horrible violent fight. It was awful. I left and I haven't spoken to him in a month...
I can't stop thinking about it though. It seems like there is nothing good to learn from the experience except "life giveth + taketh away" kind of thing  But of course there is still love there. Painful, broken love but glowing love nonetheless
So my question is:
Did I lose the love of my life??? I tried to read the horary but don't understand it... First thought
26 Dec 2012 6:19pm @ Denver, CO [Natals are:
1 Nov 87 9:12am Denver CO & 31 Jan 90 00:28 Klagenfurt AUS] Please help Lindaloves!!!! I've never felt so lost by love before IP: Logged |
rorrr
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posted December 26, 2012 09:06 PM
Here's the chart for easy looking!!!!  IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:09 PM
So is this the chart for the question you ask about being reunited with your lost love? Doesn't look good for the moon or Venus. Are their other women involved? Looks like you are feeling some intense emotions over this. You definitely feel a loss of love. IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:10 PM
Sun doesn't look that great but Mars has some promise. IP: Logged |
birdy
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posted December 26, 2012 09:11 PM
27 degrees means you already know the answer.IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:19 PM
Could see him again but it might be a while Mars has some promise with Jupiter, with Sag in house five which is somewhat of a relationship house. More like a dating house.Mars rules house five but has a nasty square to Saturn. It means delay in happiness. IP: Logged |
rorrr
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posted December 26, 2012 09:22 PM
I know, I am having a really tough time deciphering this one!This is the chart for when I thought of the question: Did I lose the love of my life?
@Starlight: There might be one Sag woman involved... This is my worst nightmare but there is the possibility.  I'm really afraid to think about it...
What does the chart say? @Birdy: Ahhhh but I'm a libra mercury! A 29' Libra Mercury Rx!!! Clarity???! You should see me in an ice cream shop...
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JLyn ~
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posted December 26, 2012 09:22 PM
I feel he still thinks about you to, and having a hard time moving on.But theres some stubborn going on and if you dont wanna lose him forever, you should reach out and be the bigger person and forgive. Test to see if hes suppose to be in your life and ask for forgiveness so ya'll can continue what you both had. If he doesnt respond theres your answer. IP: Logged |
rorrr
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posted December 26, 2012 09:25 PM
@StarlightThanks so much for the insights. I definitely see a delay in happiness. You are right on the nose about feeling a loss of love... This has been a major hit IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:27 PM
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Originally posted by rorrr:
I know, I am having a really tough time deciphering this one!This is the chart for when I thought of the question: Did I lose the love of my life?
@Starlight: There might be one Sag woman involved... This is my worst nightmare but there is the possibility. I'm really afraid to think about it...
What does the chart say? @Birdy: Ahhhh but I'm a libra mercury! A 29' Libra Mercury Rx!!! Clarity???! You should see me in an ice cream shop...
Delay in getting back together. Other women can present obstacles in you emotionally experiencing love. Notice Sagittarius with Venus and Mercury in house 5? Sag is the sign of people from distant lands so it probably means him.
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StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:29 PM
Mars is also in house 7 that's the ruler of the 5th house and it trines Jupiter. Good sign of reconciliation at some point. Jupiter promises good things but Saturn delays them and Mars experiences both in this chart. IP: Logged |
rorrr
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posted December 26, 2012 09:35 PM
@JLyn, I was contemplating that... What a sweet response. You are a darling romantic  I suppose you're right. With women we always test men to see "if their feelings are true" but I think as a woman you must ask for what you want... Nothing wrong with that.
@Starlight: Very interesting. The Sagg woman "my worst nightmare" was an ex of his whom I had made into a kind of phantom in my mind... My insecurity of her definitely caused a lot of trouble in the relationship. In fact, it may have been a big root of the insane blowout we had. I wonder if that's what you're seeing... The fear is still present.
Sagg symbolism though is cloudy since I am American, he is Austrian, and she is from Dubai (though born in Austria? So does that count?) I might be reading too much into this.
Thank you for that Mars - Saturn/Jupiter insight... I didn't see that
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StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 26, 2012 09:40 PM
I see that in Moon opp Venus and Mercury. If I remember correctly, Mercury and Venus make some stressful aspects to Uranus and Neptune while the Moon remains pretty much void except for it's dealings with Venus and Mercury. This is where I see the intense feelings about other women coming into play. With Mercury, it suggests this occupies your thoughts a lot. Sorry, just looked, it's the sun that squares Uranus. My memory is not he greatest heh. Still, it is Uranus and that shows up when there are sudden separations and since the sun is masculine energy, suggest you are separated from the man you want to be with. However, I am pretty sure the sun aspects Saturn in a positive way which suggests there could be a reconciliation at some point. IP: Logged |
mir
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posted December 26, 2012 10:43 PM
I'm not into horary but from a progressed perspective this is very interesting.At this right-now moment her progressed Sun is EXACTLY trine his natal Moon (let's say 1 minute or so applying) And..+ her progressed Venus applying 2,5 degree conjunct his natal Mars.
With the peak in about 2 years. Great sign for *progression* between the both of you! Pretty physical would be my guess.. I go through the exact same progressed conj. v/m with someone right now .. no way out  ~ although ours is almost exact. IP: Logged |
Haplesschild*
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posted December 26, 2012 10:52 PM
When you mean violent fight... Did you mean he hit you or did you hit him?Cos that doesn't sound healthy at all. o_o IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted December 26, 2012 11:57 PM
Moving to Personal Readings.------------------
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RunAroundScreaming
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posted December 27, 2012 12:04 AM
Hey well u guys have a composite stellium of sun-venus-saturn-uranus (and neptune far away from the sun but conjunct the stellium)With composite sun conjunct venus, moon square venus, and moon sesquiquadrate pluto it makes sense this wouldve been really passionate. but composite sun and venus are conjunct uranus as well as saturn, moon is square uranus and in synastry mercury mutually aspects mars. That means instability will be an issue (uranus) as well as criticism (saturn and mars). ------------------
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RunAroundScreaming
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posted December 27, 2012 12:07 AM
the worst thing is prob that composite sun, venus, and moon are all afflicted by uranus. it seems pretty difficult that u'd be able to make this a stable thing.IP: Logged |
rorrr
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posted December 27, 2012 01:12 AM
@RunAroundScreaming, ahh... you are probably right. I loved him so much, but we had an almost exact Mercury (his) square Mars (me) -- and day to day, no matter how many good aspects there are, this would continue to undermine stability...I have really been feeling the pain from this break up, but I should accept what it is. It's pretty hard to get around a hard Mercury-Mars aspect in synastry :/ @Hapless, nooo definitely not healthy... or acceptable. Tough to recover from a fight like that. Maybe inherent in asking "did I lose the love of my life" is the question "was *HE* the love of my life?" and that's why I had trouble reading it. Thank you Starlight for all your help!!!
Sidenote @Mir, I haven't paid a lot of attention to progressions. Do you notice them in your life? That mars-venus sounds pretty hot though, enjoy that!
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RunAroundScreaming
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posted December 27, 2012 06:05 AM
I'm sorry :/
And because i think u just asked somebody else the question, nah i wouldnt say this was the love of your life hun--just way too many afflictions and not enough good things. Yes, a transforming experience and true love indeed (composite sun conjunct venus is always true love)---that probably means u wont stop caring about him! but it also means u'd always forgive him, so at least it doesn't hurt as bad. But too afflicted. You had afflictions coming in from all directions, all three saturn, mars and uranus! the worst. Very hard to make work.But because sun conjunct venus is there i believe u'll always be friends at least. Or if you run into each other some day, you wont be bitter towards the other but will instead be kind. At least you know that much. Good luck <3 ------------------
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Haplesschild*
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posted December 27, 2012 06:21 AM
So did he hit you? Or did you hit him? Either way somebody that would lay a finger on you is definitely not right for you. But if you were the one getting violent on him it's still ... I don't think he's the love of your life. The one that truly is yours would never hurt you that way. quote:
Originally posted by rorrr:
@RunAroundScreaming, ahh... you are probably right. I loved him so much, but we had an almost exact Mercury (his) square Mars (me) -- and day to day, no matter how many good aspects there are, this would continue to undermine stability...I have really been feeling the pain from this break up, but I should accept what it is. It's pretty hard to get around a hard Mercury-Mars aspect in synastry :/ @Hapless, nooo definitely not healthy... or acceptable. Tough to recover from a fight like that. Maybe inherent in asking "did I lose the love of my life" is the question "was *HE* the love of my life?" and that's why I had trouble reading it. Thank you Starlight for all your help!!!
Sidenote @Mir, I haven't paid a lot of attention to progressions. Do you notice them in your life? That mars-venus sounds pretty hot though, enjoy that!
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Lily
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posted December 27, 2012 06:25 AM
There's a stricture Against reading it (27 degree rising). Can you post Synastry?
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StarlightSmileSupreme
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posted December 27, 2012 12:17 PM
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Originally posted by rorrr:
@RunAroundScreaming, ahh... you are probably right. I loved him so much, but we had an almost exact Mercury (his) square Mars (me) -- and day to day, no matter how many good aspects there are, this would continue to undermine stability...I have really been feeling the pain from this break up, but I should accept what it is. It's pretty hard to get around a hard Mercury-Mars aspect in synastry :/ @Hapless, nooo definitely not healthy... or acceptable. Tough to recover from a fight like that. Maybe inherent in asking "did I lose the love of my life" is the question "was *HE* the love of my life?" and that's why I had trouble reading it. Thank you Starlight for all your help!!!
Sidenote @Mir, I haven't paid a lot of attention to progressions. Do you notice them in your life? That mars-venus sounds pretty hot though, enjoy that!
I wish you all the best, rorrr IP: Logged |
Redpearl3
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posted December 27, 2012 01:02 PM
Theres no going back after vilonce iam sorry IP: Logged |
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