posted January 14, 2013 08:27 AM
Dear lilith, this is an excellent photo.Your family feel very protective and responsible to one another, you like to belong, if...everyone knows there place. As in everyone must behave in character and behave in a way that does not reflect badly on the family name. (Jupiter and Saturn finger -pointer and middle man or 1st/2nd finger), snug as can be and Sun/Apollo finger (ring or 3rd finger) curving towards them) Also the bow of the Sun finger and the space in between indicates that your family expect its members to be financially independent and not leaning on one another - along the lines of 'we support each other but really don't want to have to fork out for one another unless its really, really necessary) - this will tend to make you feel that you have to maintain this financial self-sufficiency even within close relationships.
Thicker bottom segment of Sun finger with irregular upper half to the finger also indicates in feeling that though you belong to your family, you have thought over the years that you all stand out as a bit unusual and not the norm for some reason - so you tend to regard your family traits and appearance as 'you know we're this kindly but weird looking family - but you're gonna love us if once you know us.'
Centre of the Sun fingeron the first bend, has almost a cleavage: belief - 'I won't look right in a conventional wedding dress'
Drama going on at the centre of the Saturn/middle finger: extended family bust up, so that your nuclear family struck out on its own more, so like a big rift by distance or change of life that made your family life seem almost living in a nutshell. As a consequence the family became very innovative - so your family would often have been the one to get the new appliance, or the new technology, because your upbringing dictated that if you were all going to be ok then you had to keep abreast of all the mod cons.
Jupiter finger is miserable, it kind of says, 'um sorry, did I walk into the room, oh ok, well what if I just sit over in the corner, I'll paint or do something artistic - will that appeal to everyone - cos I would like to feel...permitted to stand among you'
Mercury/little finger, appropriately orients you to what is appropriately appropriate - so if appropriateness dictates, you will appropriately appropriate whatever you need based on the 'guidelines' because if you follow the assumed or unassumed guidelines you will be deciding things appropriately - aka, no one can say anything against you, theoretically.
The thumb: artistic, escapist, a sense of humour, can bond with others through sardonic humour/bordering on derrogatory backbiting/downgrading - totally satisfying in nature.
Base of the thumb and first segment: Lots of good memories, family fun times, an indulgence in food - almost a sooky regression into making things ok via feeding you up.
Did you lose your father? did you feel that the other parent should have handled a crisis better and you thought what the hell, I'm supporting you and really you should be doing that for me. In some capacity there was a breakdown in the family unit. Did your mother remarry.
Star on mount of apollo: supposedly fame and wealth - there's something to it, but its not a complete star. There is a dividing up of wealth on your part as well, I can't determine what it is about, maybe an inheritance which would explain the incomplete star. But there seems to be an accruing of wealth through one's own talents probably artistic.
Ring of Apollo (under the ring finger): another sign of luck and money.
Girdle of Venus: (sweeping in an arc right down to touch the heart line) emotions easily aroused, erotic, sensuous, great variation of emotions (highs/lows).
Heart line: You've had a good share of admirers but you have often become the doubly besotted one. You probably had a majorly upsetting heartbreak at about 12-13 then you had another even more distressing heartbreak from about 15-16 or so, then you had a big sort of protection from heartbreak over two further attachments, one 17-18, then possibly almost a live in relationship 19-20 that you were protected to not get too much heartbreak. And now every relationship you call down a shield or encourage others to support you in emotional upset because you know you are emotionally fragile.
You are very giving, and if your passions/emotions are really engaged - you are probably very gullible and almost at the mercy of the other.
Head line: When you were about 6 yrs old you realized you could give the appearance of being very smart by doing your homework. Even though I am sure you are very smart. As the years went by you did the basics of what was required school/study wise, and probably were trained neatly and succinctly in a career that involves dedication, thoroughness, and know how. Then along the way you realized that all that made a very dull life and you needed to develop your creative interests more - plus also it was very nice to escape into artistic interests.
You most likely have several core focuses for leisure so that you might be a groupy for certain types of interests and will find out and follow everything about it. for example, whatever these core interests are you dedicate yourself to the paraphernalia or the accepted course of worship/pilgrimage etc that fans of that do. So its like a fan/collector/enthusiast for maybe 3 or so interests. As you get older you are flitting through a range of interests to see if you will take on another focus - and you will often try a new interest on for awhile, then move on once you are at a dead end.
You could write creatively, or more so be a critic, or a commentator/journalist.
Life Line: Another protective situation, you have a double life line. This is like a sheltering feature. The lines cross later in life, at about 47yrs and this will be a major turning point, and it is indicated in all major lines.
The mounts under the jupiter/first finger and the apollo/sun/3rd finger are full - indicating an appreciation of art and beauty. The Venus mount inside the life line under the thumb is not so plump, and this indicates that you have reduced expectations in terms of love and fulfillment of affection needs.
Your fate line shows your determination to succeed however you can be resentful of who you think is to blame for any misfortune or with things not turning out - you probably have a sentence that goes 'Well i would have, if she hadn't of, which made it difficult for me to, and of course I wasn't able to then do..., and if they had done that, I would have been doing such and such by then..."
you have a psychic cross between your heart and head lines and this makes you very intuitive, however, with the gullibility indicated in the heart line, if your emotions are engaged romantically it will override what your gut instincts are telling you. The gullibility is seen in the strong branch off the heart line that forms part of the girdle of venus and extends into your divided fate line. So you can possibly drop everything and do major changes if someone really rings your bell.
You have a teacher's square on your mount of Jupiter, so have an aptitude to teaching.
Three major marital type relationships, the first maybe started as a long term friendship. I don't know or can't remember if you have children but it looks like you could have two or three.
One of the relationships will be strung out with custody/alimony stuff but it may not be your relationship but perhaps a previous of theirs.
You are blocking out psychological issues - they seem like they have an slightly opaque plastic cover on them. There are at least three long distance travels, one of which will have an ongoing back and forth and the other person will feel almost like a twin. They can bring you grief however, through betrayal and this will make you seethe.
You probably have a collection of paranormal experiences and stories. One of your relatives stood out as unusual or psychic and had a reputation for playing tricks and making jokes so that people didn't know whether they were serious or not.
You like TV in a big way and you love a little jelly lolly with visible sugar crystals on it. And you probably smoke pot. Oops did I say that.