posted January 18, 2013 10:22 AM            

Lately I been feeling blue and low. And thinking deeply about my life in general, Nothing is ever stable in my relationships. They always leave me or say they ae unhappy with the relationship. Am always the one who get heartbroken and stuck in love with them and trying to get out of love.

Was wondering would a tarot reading say what is the Problem?
Am too careless, I show too much spontaneous am unpredictable. I love to be adventerious. Scared to show my deep instense feeling when I do they run away or say They dont feel the same way like the deepness. Or go like we dont think of the future.

Thank you,

posted January 18, 2013 05:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Sarahwood:

Lately I been feeling blue and low. And thinking deeply about my life in general, Nothing is ever stable in my relationships. They always leave me or say they ae unhappy with the relationship. Am always the one who get heartbroken and stuck in love with them and trying to get out of love.

Was wondering would a tarot reading say what is the Problem?
Am too careless, I show too much spontaneous am unpredictable. I love to be adventerious. Scared to show my deep instense feeling when I do they run away or say They dont feel the same way like the deepness. Or go like we dont think of the future.

Thank you,

Sarah

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Hi Sarah:

I did a reading for you, asking why Sarah is sad and low, and what she can do to make her life happier.

I expected more cups (the suit of emotions) but I was surprised by the amount of pentacles that popped up in the spread.

The situation at hand: Wheel of Fortune
The complementing/conflicting factor: 7 of Cups
The root cause of situation: Queen of Pentacles
The past: 4 of Swords (reversed)
How you feel about the situation: 6 of Pentacles (reversed)
The immediate present: 4 of Pentacles (r)

How you feel/want to feel about yourself: Magician
The environment: 2 of Pentacles
Advice: Queen of Cups
Outcome: King of Wands (clarifying card 5 of Wands)

It seems to me that in the past, you really did have a lot of options and that you relied heavily on faith. The Wheel of Fortune is about trusting in the universe, taking the leap of faith, and being adventurous (much like you said.) This is wonderful, but we also have the 7 of Cups... which means having lots of choices, some good and some bad. I think that in the past... you've perhaps made some choices that were both bad in order to "play it safe." You already said you don't want to put yourself out there, and that shows up in the root cause as the Queen of Pentacles.

The Queen is the providential Earth mother; she loves long and deeply, but she never really becomes too outwardly passionate. She is reserved, loyal, and concerned with stability and security in her home and life. I feel strongly this is the attitude you have adopted (I feel this is because you think it will "show better" than an adventure-loving femme fatale.)

In the past, the 4 of Swords reversed says you were extremely active, always on the go, and perhaps neglected to rest. You needed to give yourself a mental break, recharge your batteries so to speak, but for whatever reason, this didn't happen. How you feel overall about your current situation is the 6 of Pentacles reversed, which says to me two things: 1) you are not able to give the love and the positivity and joy you have built up, and 2) you are not receiving love and positivity. There's a real stagnation of emotion and of the ebb and flow of goodwill.

The 4 of Pentacles reversed in the present says to me you are clinging far, far too tightly to old habits, old fears, and old ways of living. You crave security, but this has actually started to wear you down and eat away at your potential for happiness. Pentacles, yes, often represent work in regards to career and professions, but here I feel STRONGLY that this refers to work you have to do on YOURSELF. You are living in the past, and you need to move forward and stop trying to curtail who you are. EMBRACE IT!!

How you want to feel about yourself just reiterates this for me: the Magician! He can do all things; he listens to the Universe, himself, and pulls from his own power. His tools are all the earth and God has provided him, and WHO WOULDN'T want to feel this way? The crazy thing is, Sarah, you can be him. Easily. I feel like the problem here is your lack of faith in yourself.

The environment is the 2 of Pentacles: a decision is being weighed. You're trying to figure out where to go and what to do. Revamp your life. Get a makeover. Join a class for hobbies. Take up Pilates. This choice card is telling me that all of this, all these positive upswings that CAN happen rely on you and your desire for them.

The advice is no big surprise to me. The Queen of Cups. You absolutely need to be more emotional, more in touch with your feelings. The Queen lets her love and desires flow freely; she trusts in the Universe and the divinity inside her to lead her, and she puts the importance in her life into herself and her loved ones. Her security comes from securing her own happiness, which starts with being happy with HERSELF.

If you do this, the most likely future outcome is the King of Wands with a clarifying card of 5 of Wands. Not only does this say to me your self-worth and belief in your own ability to be awesome will triple, you will also become much more active. The Wands are about our passions and desires, and the masculine energy of the King tying in with the energy and bustling environment of the 5, tell me that you'll start to feel the fire again. New opportunities will arrive, and for me, the King could also mean you'll meet a man who is fiery and passionate and can pull that out in you.

Anyway, I hope this helps in some capacity. The most I can say is the longer you stifle your own innate passionate and adventurous nature, the longer you'll feel lost. You are a beautiful soul with a deep longing -- LET THAT OUT The Universe and God has made us who we are for a reason, for better and worse. Embrace yourself and watch things turn around. I'd put money on it.

Lots of love,
Becca

posted January 19, 2013 07:08 AM            

abotu the fire man, I am seeing 3 men and 2 leos and one is an aries but my heart is longed to one aries who is not among them, he makes me happy. But isnt with me. and I understand.
Although My old ex pisces water sign keep emereging its way in. Cants top dreaming about him. I miss his friendship and his soul. anyways its life.
Thank you again : )