posted January 31, 2013 09:59 PM            

I know I'm going to be fine, but I don't think I'm going to be fine. Money is beyond tight. I'm concerned I am gonna flounder and have to move back to the Deep South. I'm sort of in a panic spiral, and if somebody could just read something...

posted January 31, 2013 10:15 PM            

This situation will end as you may ask for help from someone with authority, King of Wands is in your near future, this person may help you financially with whatever you want to set up, be it a job or more money to last you. 2 of Coins as a future card, the promise of fun and money running smoothly, the outcome is the Fool, you will be able to go anywhere you like after this, doors will be opening soon, but the advice is not to get so cold within yourself that you just give up, keep going and something should present itself to you.

posted February 03, 2013 02:32 PM            

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Originally posted by AshSkye:
Glad you found it helpful

I do have a question, what's to come for me in terms of love in the nearish future? anything to pull me out of this constant loneliness?

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Sorry this took so long!! LA is like a sand pit. Once you go up, you get stuck for days So, I asked what Ash's love life looks like in the next three months via Celtic Cross. The placements were:

Situation: Devil
Compliment/conflicting: 3 of Cups
Reason: Fool (r)

Relevant past: Knight of Swords
How you feel about situation: Hanged Man
Immediate present: King of Wands (r)

How you feel about yourself: Page of Swords (r)
Environment: 10 of Cups
Advice: Pages of Cups (r)
Outcome: Moon (clarified by King of Cups)

Because of the two of king cards, both in positions of the present/future, and the knights and pages, I am thinking you might be a man, or at least, an extremely forward, dominant woman who takes the reins. I say this, not because it matters what gender you are, but because it truly colors the situation. All this masculine energy says to me you are used to taking the lead and being in control, which I think makes this loneliness and inability to find someone even harder. I get the sense that you get what you want. Sort of a ball-buster, and I mean that in the nicest way (I think it's an awesome character trait!!!)

The Devil crossed with the 3 of Cups seems to me you were cheated on in the past. The Fool reversed says to me that maybe it was because you were a little more home-oriented, not as adventurous as your partner, who in turn acted out and was a total douche. Either that, or there is a situation with someone who is married or in a committed partnership that you've aligned yourself with or have fallen for, because for some reason you aren't ready to take the plunge of the Fool and move forward into what is your actual destiny. I personally believe it is the first one, but hey, lots of wiggle room with tarot, right?

The Knight of Swords tells me in the past you were impulsive; you spoke your mind and went for whatever you thought was justified and right. Little hesitation. Lots of bravado, but in a dignified way. Very passionate, but dedicated to morality. Right now, you're feeling stuck, but because it is the Hanged Man, this tells me you're stuck for a reason. The majors signal something that MUST be learned before we move on. I think here, it's about getting your resolve and your confidence back. I say this because of the King of Wands reversed. There was once a serious fire inside you, that I would say isn't gone. Not by a long shot, despite what you may think, and you've just got to start putting the pieces back together. Taking time out and really evaluating what you want and how to get it. The King dreams big; maybe it's time to do that again.

How you see yourself is the Page of Swords (r) which screams to me in spades you feel like you've taken a step back from the Knight you used to be. And not only that, I think now you don't even trust yourself to make a good decision. Lots of fear of making the same mistakes; I get an overwhelming sense of self-deprecation and self-defeatism in regards to partnerships. This is ironic, because the environment surrounding you right now is the 10 of Cups. Lots of potential for love and joy and happiness. To get the most of this, the advice is the Page of Cups (r) – stop dwelling in fantasies, both negative and positive, that deal with the past. Stop letting yourself get caught of in the should've and shouldn't have's of what's already happened. You've got to let go and move forward. This is shown through the outcome of the Moon. The Moon in some ways is similar to the Fool, in the sense that it asks us to start a journey. However, where the Fool is light and airy, with no real sense of the trepidation that could lie before him, the Moon asks us to willing walk down that path, the one that scares us most. You've just got to start the motor running in the Ash car again. If you do this, I get King of Cups – this can either mean you are going to realize that your potential to love AND exert control over yourself and your life is right around the corner, or that this King of Cups is coming into your life, and he's going to be everything you could want and more. The trick though is letting go of that fear that's wiggled its way into your spine pretty hardily. Trust the Universe, and trust yourself. The three major arcana, especially the Hanged Man, tell me this is for your own good; all of this, even the utter **** , is building towards making you the best you that's possible. The happiest you.