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Topic: yet another tarot request/exchange
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andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 07:31 AM
Hi LLHope everyone's having a good day. Anyway, something I totally hated happened to me today. There was this guy trying to get to know me online while I was massively suffering on someone else's account. I am the kinda person who hates signs of attention on the part of the "wrong" ppl, i.e. when I can't get it from those I need it from. Anyway, I kept dropping hints I don't care about his attentions and such (such as "i've lost my lover to drugs, i'm in a really bad place right now"). So basically now I've just seen his recent photo on facebook and was like "i wouldn't mind having a coffee w him", which is obvs uncool, having known divine love, to fancy a coffee w someone whose picture I like, something base and unclean about it. Basically - should I drop him a line and ask him to recommend me some music or other and see what happens? I've also had a reading a while ago which explicitly said I have to get involved with someone who won't be right, but crucial for my future in some way or other - might this be him? He's got black hair and his initial is I. Mine is L, for those who don't know. PS st vals has approx nothing to do with this whole thing. IP: Logged |
sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 12:14 PM
i really feel you on the divine love score andstuff.it is almsot like some love is too pure, too perfect for this world to survive it... sometimes it is good to understand an earthier type of love. i say go for coffee- you are an intuitive person and you would not even be asking this qu if you did not sense he might be interesting in some way. funny i am in the same quandry as you- i NEVER speak to any man online its just not my thing you know- i prefer to meet someone in person- but this guy has such beautiful features and i think hmmm might be worth exploring... but like you i have known that insanely INTENSE love that really does over power one and is inexplicable and it seems like i dunno - i feel like i should want more than just the obvious- i should hold out for that deep love- but you never know when it will come or how. you should not be too rigid about what will make you happy- let life happen and be open. IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 12:45 PM
It was like blogs/ Facebook through mutual friendsBut still im like what's the point. I want exceptional sh1t. Besides you said your love wasn't returned? Mine was IP: Logged |
sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 01:07 PM
well it is complicated for me- it was more like he couldnt return it than he didnt feel it you know...he was younger than me and inexperienced and shy and intense. anyway you find him cute- just because you go for coffee does not mean you are betraying your ideals- its just coffee i know i used to feel that way too- i was always looking for ''the one'' always waiting waiting waiting and im sure i missed a ton of opportunities- with that boy i loved so deeply when i first met him i blanked him because iwas like ''no no! sorry im waiting for the one! try someone else'' haha. IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 01:31 PM
i'm not looking for the one. i've never thought along these lines. i don't like the fact i can like someone in this kind of way. i don't want to be like everyone else. let everyone else be that. there's no beauty in anything but what i've known. period. PS mine was 3 years younger. IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 01:32 PM
i'm not looking for the one. i've never thought along these lines. i don't like the fact i can like someone in this kind of way. i don't want to be like everyone else. let everyone else be that. there's no beauty in anything but what i've known. period. PS mine was 3 years younger. IP: Logged |
sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 01:41 PM
well i mean ''the one'' as in taht deep dramatic connection - not as in - the man who will drop to his knees and put a ring on it!you are sooo similar to me in that you are very stubborn and i guess maybe still loyal to him? like for me i feel guilty liking other guys however frivolously as if i am being unfaithful to the highest love possible. i dunno maybe im overidentifying. well with me this was 4 1/2 years ago and he was 19 just about to turn 20 (i was 23) i still remember the date i met him 8th september 2008 haha. i think you should meet him because no harm can come from it certainly and you need to soften a little and try to see the worth in every person and in every encounter... IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 02:00 PM
what makes you assume i need to soften? besides, it dating stupid random everyones, feeling like i'm becoming an everyone myself that ruins things. i have no intention of being like everyone and this every person about 0.0000000001% encounters have a value. IP: Logged |
sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 02:25 PM
because you are so hard! you need to soften your attitude- i dont like small talk and the like but every once in a while something delicious happens and you just relaly connect with someone- im not saying romantically i mean just you learn something or gain something in some way.it does not happen often but you need to at least be open to it for it to happen at all. i HATE small talk, i dont feel the need to be liked or have lots of friends- there is a saying a woman of the world does not have friends she has lovers and acquaintances haha- i dont feel quite that extreme but i appreciate the sentiment. i dont like superficiality or anything that lacks depth but sometimes the briefest encounters can be profound and you never know when they will happen and if you bark like a dog at anyone who wants to get close you will only attract jerks who lack self respect - a sensitive soul would not be able to deal with the potential rejection so will give up before he even tries... IP: Logged |
sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 02:26 PM
this is all related to the venus square saturn placementvenus relates to well relating, values, valuing yourself and others etc and saturn to blockages... IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 02:34 PM
please it's your placement not mine. an orb of 5 that i've got is barely anything, ok? it's almost not therei understand a lot of people with this aspect enjoy convincing others they are just the same, but I AM NOT LIKE ANY PERSON WITH A VENUS SQ SATURN, IT'S JUST IRRELEVANT the borderline is very easy to draw. if i can do without a person, then there's no point. compulsion is the only thing that can influence decision-making. mediocrity should be chucked away before it creeps into one's life. and it's perfectly ok to have an ideology.
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sharpei Knowflake Posts: 202 From: london Registered: Jan 2013
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posted February 14, 2013 02:58 PM
well i am totally in agreement with you about being against fatalistic astrology- i am def not trying to persuade you that you are a certain way due to a placement.sometimes i have pointed something out to someone and it has really helped them and i like to be helpful but if it does not hold true for you then just put it to one side- if you have truly found a way of being that suits your needs then i do not want to dissuade you- ultimately you need to live in a way that is authentic to yourself. i respect your devotion to intensity andstuff truly i do- the world needs more people who put what really matters in life first and less people who care about ''niceness'' and air kissing... eta i guess my life is different to yours though and i need to learn how to adapt in order to get ahead- that does not mean i like it though but we all have a different karma andstuff- different things we need to learn IP: Logged |
andstuff Knowflake Posts: 1242 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted February 14, 2013 03:38 PM
Um, your asteroid Psyche is probably in Aquarius - this is what makes us fundamentally different. Mine is in Pisces, call it the princess of love or not. At any rate I know that my Psyche defines my choices more than anythingIP: Logged |
northvirgo Newflake Posts: 3 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted February 16, 2013 03:34 PM
I can offer to read a horary chart for you. Keep in mind that Iam still learning or I can pull 3 cards for you. Let me know!My question for your tarot cards is, what does the future hold for me and my current ex? Our ending didnt feel final, but Iam curious about what your cards will pick up. IP: Logged |