posted February 17, 2013 12:47 PM            

Saturn's testimony is to be still. Are you a loner? or enjoy spending time alone?

Saturn also represents authority figures or father. Was your father abscent from your childhood, life in general? Was he in prison or maybe just hidden away somewhere where you had limited scarce or non existent contact with him?

posted February 17, 2013 03:08 PM            

I don't know if we could say absent.
He was there even though his job made it difficult. What comes to my mind is that, when I was 12, I began working for him in the restaurant that he opened.
It was really stressful and our family life began to fall apart. I view him as my boss, not my father, no matter when.
Even now, after everything, I still find it hard to dissociate the "father" and the "boss" he once was.

I agree that I'm quite reserved and careful, especially with relationships.
I could use a little more discipline on the other hand XD, would be useful in my everyday life...

posted February 26, 2013 11:41 PM            

I lack self-confidence and I have difficulties in assertings myself even though I'm quite talkative.
I can take on anything as long as it is logical and rational, but as soon as emotional conversations or arguments build-up I feel the need to disappear as fast as possible.

I'm highly intuitive, combine with a fairly good capabality to analyze people, empathy and the capacity to see both sides of a situation I think I could be one of the best counselor ever XD
People often feel that they can open up to me because they sense, somehow, that I won't judge them, whatever the situation.
I will rarely say something that I don't think, even though I can be quite the liar, which I often chose to be in order to "hide" myself.
Not many people will see who I truly am, and I have difficulties opening up, even though I will often listen to people.

Even though I'm popular, the first impression I give to people is quite cold and I won't let myself be "tame" I will approach people, not the other way around.
I have a top-notch memory related to emotional events, while it is lacking in other areas.
It is not the situation in itself, but the energy revolving around that I will remember.

I need relationship in my life in order to feel complete, but I will usually fall in love with the idea of the person, the fantasy that I will imagine, and often there will be disappointment when reality meets up with my mind.

I'm highly creative and I have talent in arts such as writing, drawing or playing an instrument.

Even though I'm talking to everyone, I have few but precious friends, each of them unorthodox in their own way and I feel deeply attach to them even though I don't want to admit it.

older man that have a position of authority will often be depict as a fatherly figure, probably because I unconsciously lacked this presence in my childhood

Everything in my chart is speaking for a multitude of interests, but a lack of consistency.
Jack-of-all-trade but master of none is quite true in my case.

There are aspects that I didn't understand
the two quincux between Sun-Uranus and Sun-Pluto
The direct true node
and the retrograde planets.
I find difficulties in interpreting the aspects pattern too
Kite, yod, Grand cross, craddle tsquare
If you could help me clarify those that would be awesome.