posted February 16, 2013 02:15 PM            

I've been actually very lifeless/not driven for quite a long time now, more than a year. Even if I take a break from work or have vacations, after that goes back to this feeling.

I'm a freelance web designer and I do work at home, so most of the time I'm alone. I do miss being with officemates, but at my current location there is no much job opportunities for me. I am contented with my lovelife - I have a nice partner. But being here in this hometown any longer makes me feel intoxicated.

I'm quite a noob at Astrology, I can only analyze personalities with natal charts, but beyond that I'm clueless.

I would like to have an opinion of what I'm feeling, if it's just a phase or am I really not supposed to stay in my hometown any longer. I attached my natal chart, it also includes the location I'm born, it is also similar to where I'm staying.

Thanks! Any help is greatly appreciated.

posted February 16, 2013 03:50 PM            

your sun just enetred aries and is exalted, but you are still hovering on the 12th house of self undoings and sorrow. It also "hides" your light. Which may mean that you want change and action you feel powerless at the moment. Your moon is in detriment in virgo ruled by mercury in pisces who is also in detriment but give each other accidental dignity as they are in each others house. which creates an applied opposition which is not a bad thing like in horary but it does create frustrations with needs and expression. Your mercury dreams of faraway places as its co ruled by sag in the 9th. but dutiful virgo in the 6th will have nothing of it and inhibiting any spoken outloud communication or changes since your third house in gemini is empty and its ruler is debilatated in pisces. I think the best you can right now is look at uranus the planet of change in capricorn in triplicity of virgo and taurus and make slow progress and changes in your work life to get you out of the emotional slump, boreness you are feeling. as capricorn is prudent and reserved when it comes to deviating from work, obligations and changes overall. it will be difficult as saturn in the 10th brings the advice of stillness and dont rock the boat.

posted February 16, 2013 04:44 PM            

Thank you for the awesome reply. Well, I do feel powerless at the moment, stuck even as my partner would like to stay here for 2-3 more years till we get out of the country. So I do still have to work at home, it does have an okay salary, more than what I need actually, but it doesn't seem fruitful for me career wise.

Ever since I was a kid, I never really felt like I belonged here, even my physical appearance doesn't seem like someone from here. That's more reason that I've really been itching to go somewhere else and it will make me feel more positive.

What do you mean by making a change to my house of possessions? I have been planning to buy my own house lately since I do think I'm still going to be here for a couple more years.

Also you're right about the Saturn in 10th house. I still force myself to work even if I don't like to. The fact that I'm wasting time doing nothing makes me crazy.

posted February 16, 2013 05:11 PM            

Me thinks for you to get creative in the places or things you surround yourself with. look into artistic, philosophical and travel related things to aquire. get your creative juices flowing. you must apply to the things that jupiter and gemini like to get mars moving and excited to take action.