posted February 25, 2013 04:23 AM            

I have been pretty okay lately with trying to get some goals of mine on course and with the little hiccups that's to the Mercury Rx I've been doing well.
However today I got an email reply from a place I might be auditioning for asking for a small acting cv and a picture (I don't have either, but I just made a quick cv). I don't have any professional headshot and thanks to my location, no one affordable or free enough to take a pro-style one in the next five days.

I've been in a panic every since and have kind of just been wondering if I should even bother. It's been a life-long dream to get into acting and I've finally been real enough with myself to actually give it a shot now (I've always dismissed it as unrealistic and a waste even though very few things make me as happy as acting). I'm also photographing and currently writing a memoir and a screenplay but have felt disheartened by everything that I think I'm just wasting my time.

So now I'm hear, a little anxious and completely depressed. I don't know what to do.

**If you read all this- THANK YOU! If you need anything from me, let me know**

posted February 25, 2013 08:24 AM            

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Originally posted by thundered:

I've been in a panic every since and have kind of just been wondering if I should even bother. It's been a life-long dream. . . .but have felt disheartened by everything that I think I'm just wasting my time.

So now I'm hear, a little anxious and completely depressed. I don't know what to do.

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I dont really do readings or anything - I do, however, have a thing for quotes. From one of my fav authors.

"Do not lose hold of your dreams or aspirations. For if you do, you may still exist but you have ceased to live." - Henry David Thoreau

posted February 25, 2013 11:07 AM            

I pulled 3 angel cards for you for a Looking Ahead Spread. And then I did it again just to make sure. And Lo and behold - two of the cards were the same for the same positions, whilst the 3rd gave a complimentary message. These were obviously meant for you.

The two which came up twice were these:

1) The present -
Angel Raphael - I am helping you heal physical challenges to yourself and others. You are a healer like me.

2) Immediate future -
Adriana - I am leading you towards the answer to your prayers. Please listen and follow the steps I am communicating through you intuition, thoughts and dreams.

3)Three months ahead-
Angel Gabrielle -You have an important life purpose in the communication and the arts. Please don't let insecurities hold you back. I will help you. I will help and polish your natural talents. Ask me to help you and then walk through the doors of opportunity that I open for you.

The fourth card -
Shanti - I am the angel of Peace, I bring you new tranquility and a smoother road ahead.