posted March 02, 2013 12:41 AM            

I'll do a tarot exchange for anyone who can do an interpretation of my birth chart.

posted March 02, 2013 01:03 AM            

Sun conjunct Chiron shows ego wounds; you feel your identity was maybe wounded by a lack of maternal support from your mom or maybe even your dad, or just the family setting in general. Your exterior self and ego manifestation carries Chironic qualities; you can seemly deeply wise, serious, but at the same time maybe a bit moody or depressed, especially from the Cancer influence on your Sun. Also shows that your ego is deeply rooted in the home setting or that early life events really structured your ego since the Sun is in the 4H of home/family.

Sun widely opposes Neptune, showing you might have some escapist tendencies. Dad could've been escapist or not that stable. Maybe a drinker/substance abuser. You might find solace in using substances like drinks to be calmer. You might have a great interest in the glamorous Neptunian circuit of life, whether it be dance or acting. Especially since Neptune is in Cap in your 10th - you want to structure the artistic into something useful for a career. Uranus in the 10th shows you want a radical, different sort of job, beyond the sort of thing expected for you to do growing up.

Sun more closely opposes Saturn in the 11th, showing oppressing or lack of father influence affected your social skills and made you more serious, austere and possibly introverted. You might feel like you had to take on a lot of burdens from your father or parents not being that supportive. You might feel like you cannot shine in social situations since your ego does not come through in social groups most likely from down trodden early childhood experiences.

Moon is in the 12th showing very difficult emotional experiences with Mom. You probably felt neglected or cast away from her. Maybe something was wrong with her health or for some reason you couldn't be close. This is a sensitive Moon with a hard outer shell. You might feel your heart, the child in you is inaccessible for your own survival. You are deeply sensitive and you might hide it all the time from others. Substance abuse, i.e., being drunk could lead you to become more emotional. Your Moon and Venus are trine so your heart is actually in touch with your emotional self, this is a good thing. The fact that the Moon is locked up in the 12th makes it harder for you to express your deepest inner emotional needs in love but they definitely do come out when you try.

Saturn is quincunx Venus meaning that you feel like you always have to take on too much of a responsibility in relationships, and the playful desires of Gemini Venus and its need for light communication in love are lost due to weighty social responsibilities. You might feel like you have to work extra, extra hard for people to love you not only as a friend but as a lover as well, romantically. Since Saturn is in Cap in the 11th.

Pluto in the 7th adds a whole other dynamic. Plutonian themes will be prevalent in your love life. I have a relative w/ this placement and her love life has not been too unstable and yet obsessively with the same partner she has had love/hate feelings and many intense fights, also issues with inheritance from her in-laws, etc. So expect relationships to have such themes. They will probably be more intense and sexual vs. light and casual. Pluto is trine your Sun and Chiron showing an incredible reserve of willpower and the fight to survive... deep down you're a strong one. You will overcome, and learn to transform your deep paternal and maternal pains, and most likely through love and finding the other.

Mars in Aries is in the 1st. As a female you might be slightly more of a tomboy or athletic in some way, if not a tomboy you'll at least have a slightly more naturally fit figure, you'll probably be more prone to blushing when angry or embarrassed as well. Your emotions will be forthright. Except when socializing with groups. That pesky Saturn again! Square your 1H Mars. This aspect is telling you to avoid being too bold, aggressive and straightforward with social groups... or you might have anxiety that your personality comes on too strong w/ them. Some balance is required. Mars is in the 29th degree as well, as fate would have it I have the same except mine is in Cancer... even worse! Heh. Basically, this means that you desperately want to shed the bold and forthcoming, perhaps not traditionally feminine self that shines through to be a more stable and traditional woman [Mars in 0-1 Taurus], something like that. I hope that's right; it's what I get from it. You might feel like you're just too much for some people and your outgoingness ends up ruining some things especially social groups and romantic relationships [since it squares Jupiter and Mercury in the 5th as well].

posted March 02, 2013 01:05 AM            

1. Does this one guy I know, by the initial J. even like me a little bit? We go to the same place sometimes for recreational activities like fitness and I'm just curious if he even thinks I'm the least bit attractive since I get really mixed vibes and it annoys me. I'm just wondering why he always favors to speak to me and everything but never asks me out... it's like, does he have a GF already, just not interested or what! Ugh. Men... they're too difficult for me to deal with.

2. Am I making the right decision about college? Should I take the trip down to see the school this spring break? I'm asking because I don't want to waste the money; also because I have anxiety about it.

posted March 02, 2013 04:34 AM            

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Originally posted by sweet-scorpion:
Chiron in the 4th in Cancer shows possible mother issues. Mom probably was not there for you, deepest wound is related to a lack of maternal support even if your mom was physically present. You might have fears around mothering or giving birth; you might want to adopt instead of having kids because the whole mom/child dynamic was never normal for you.

Sun conjunct Chiron shows ego wounds; you feel your identity was maybe wounded by a lack of maternal support from your mom or maybe even your dad, or just the family setting in general. Your exterior self and ego manifestation carries Chironic qualities; you can seemly deeply wise, serious, but at the same time maybe a bit moody or depressed, especially from the Cancer influence on your Sun. Also shows that your ego is deeply rooted in the home setting or that early life events really structured your ego since the Sun is in the 4H of home/family.

THIS IS DEFINITELY TRUE BUT I THINK IT HAS MORE TO DO WITH MY DAD THAN MY MOM. MY DAD WASNT THERE THROUGHOUT MY LIFE AND ALTHOUGH MY MOM RAISED ME, SHE WASNT EMOTIONALLY SUPPORTIVE OF ME. IT WAS LIKE GRUELING TORTURE SOMETIMES LIVING IN THAT HOUSE AND THE STUFF THAT WENT ON THERE. IM DEFINITELY THE FAMILY TYPE AND I WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN ONE DAY AND KIDS. I WOULD LIKE TO TRY TO BE A GOOD MOTHER TO MY OWN KIDS. I ALWAYS FEEL A CONFLICT CHOOSING BETWEEN HOME AND CAREER.

Sun widely opposes Neptune, showing you might have some escapist tendencies. Dad could've been escapist or not that stable. Maybe a drinker/substance abuser. You might find solace in using substances like drinks to be calmer.

YEAH DAD IS AN ESCAPIST AND I SEE THESE TENDENCIES IN MYSELF.

You might have a great interest in the glamorous Neptunian circuit of life, whether it be dance or acting. Especially since Neptune is in Cap in your 10th - you want to structure the artistic into something useful for a career. Uranus in the 10th shows you want a radical, different sort of job, beyond the sort of thing expected for you to do growing up.

YEP MY GOAL IS TO WORK FROM HOME GENERATING AN INCOME ONLINE OR DOING SOMETHING I LOVE LIKE CRAFTS OR EVEN PSYCHIC READINGS. I HAVENT DECIDED YET. I DID THE WHOLE COLLEGE THING BUT ITS NOT FOR ME.

Sun more closely opposes Saturn in the 11th, showing oppressing or lack of father influence affected your social skills and made you more serious, austere and possibly introverted. You might feel like you had to take on a lot of burdens from your father or parents not being that supportive. You might feel like you cannot shine in social situations since your ego does not come through in social groups most likely from down trodden early childhood experiences.

Moon is in the 12th showing very difficult emotional experiences with Mom. You probably felt neglected or cast away from her. Maybe something was wrong with her health or for some reason you couldn't be close. This is a sensitive Moon with a hard outer shell. You might feel your heart, the child in you is inaccessible for your own survival. You are deeply sensitive and you might hide it all the time from others. Substance abuse, i.e., being drunk could lead you to become more emotional. Your Moon and Venus are trine so your heart is actually in touch with your emotional self, this is a good thing. The fact that the Moon is locked up in the 12th makes it harder for you to express your deepest inner emotional needs in love but they definitely do come out when you try.

MY MOM HAS A TWELFTH HOUSE MOON AS WELL. SHES A GOOD PERSON AND I KNOW THAT A LOT OF THE REASON WHY SHE IS THE WAY SHE IS IS BECAUSE OF HER OWN CHILDHOOD, BUT ITS HARD NOT TO FEEL HURT SOMETIMES BY THE WAY SHE DISTANCES HERSELF.

Saturn is quincunx Venus meaning that you feel like you always have to take on too much of a responsibility in relationships, and the playful desires of Gemini Venus and its need for light communication in love are lost due to weighty social responsibilities. You might feel like you have to work extra, extra hard for people to love you not only as a friend but as a lover as well, romantically. Since Saturn is in Cap in the 11th.

Pluto in the 7th adds a whole other dynamic. Plutonian themes will be prevalent in your love life. I have a relative w/ this placement and her love life has not been too unstable and yet obsessively with the same partner she has had love/hate feelings and many intense fights, also issues with inheritance from her in-laws, etc. So expect relationships to have such themes. They will probably be more intense and sexual vs. light and casual. Pluto is trine your Sun and Chiron showing an incredible reserve of willpower and the fight to survive... deep down you're a strong one. You will overcome, and learn to transform your deep paternal and maternal pains, and most likely through love and finding the other.

Mars in Aries is in the 1st. As a female you might be slightly more of a tomboy or athletic in some way, if not a tomboy you'll at least have a slightly more naturally fit figure, you'll probably be more prone to blushing when angry or embarrassed as well. Your emotions will be forthright. Except when socializing with groups. That pesky Saturn again! Square your 1H Mars. This aspect is telling you to avoid being too bold, aggressive and straightforward with social groups... or you might have anxiety that your personality comes on too strong w/ them. Some balance is required. Mars is in the 29th degree as well, as fate would have it I have the same except mine is in Cancer... even worse! Heh. Basically, this means that you desperately want to shed the bold and forthcoming, perhaps not traditionally feminine self that shines through to be a more stable and traditional woman [Mars in 0-1 Taurus], something like that. I hope that's right; it's what I get from it. You might feel like you're just too much for some people and your outgoingness ends up ruining some things especially social groups and romantic relationships [since it squares Jupiter and Mercury in the 5th as well].

Besides that, Jupiter and Merc in Leo in the 5th shows that you like to have lots of fun in love and dating. You'll probably enjoy speed dating [lol] or just going on blind dates or trying out different types of partners on dates and being really fun and laid back on outgoings. You're probably the type who likes open communication and lots of lively talks [Merc Leo] with dates and friends as well. You're a performer type through and through. You might even do theatre. Or maybe you like going to it or watching it.

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posted March 02, 2013 04:57 AM            

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Originally posted by sweet-scorpion:
Whew... I got carried away! LOL. I should not even be up this late. But I'm really pleased with that reading. Here is my tarot request... I have 2 questions if that's OK.

1. Does this one guy I know, by the initial J. even like me a little bit? We go to the same place sometimes for recreational activities like fitness and I'm just curious if he even thinks I'm the least bit attractive since I get really mixed vibes and it annoys me. I'm just wondering why he always favors to speak to me and everything but never asks me out... it's like, does he have a GF already, just not interested or what! Ugh. Men... they're too difficult for me to deal with.

2. Am I making the right decision about college? Should I take the trip down to see the school this spring break? I'm asking because I don't want to waste the money; also because I have anxiety about it.

Thanks, I hope that's not a lot for you

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posted March 02, 2013 09:49 PM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
The first card that I drew for you is the 6 of pentacles reversed. This is how you feel about yourself. You feel that your energy to this relationship is not being reciprocated and it might be draining on your confidence a little. The way you see J is the knight of wands: sexy, exciting, charismatic, youthful. You feel about him as the high priestess: you can't figure him out, he is mysterious and for some reason you cant tap into what it is he is feeling or thinking. There is an aura of mystery surrounding him. What stands between you two is the knight of cups: cups are the suit of emotions, spirituality, romance. i see this as one of you initiating the first move. The way he sees you is the Justice card: I think he is still evaluating his opinion of you. maybe he likes to take things slow and wants to see more of you and how you are before he decides if he wants to ask you out. the other card i drew is the seven of wands reversed as how he feels about you. i think he is AFRAID to approach you. Maybe he is intimidated.

The last card is the present challenge/status of the relationship and it is the page of swords. Swords are the suit of logic and analyzing. The page is inexperienced and doesn't have all the information but is willing to take risks. I see this as you using your mind to figure this situation out and figure him out. Maybe getting opinions from other people and gathering information can give you insight into this situation and it will be a learning expereince for you in the world of boys Hope this is helpful. I'd love feedback and if you could tell me how it turns out

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Wow! This is so accurate to me. I can see how 7 of W Rx might mean that he is worried I'll reject him or maybe he has some doubts. Interestingly I've pulled this card for him before too. I do often feel 6 of Pents represents me in a relationship since I can give too much and yes, I have felt lately like I'm trying to hard and I am backing off as a result. Maybe because I'm worried he already has a GF. But IDK. I do see him as a Knight of Wands in multiple ways. The HP I feel is definitely my intuitive side and how I have been trying to figure him out, but as you said, he's very mysterious in a way. I can't figure it out. My significator is often the Page of Swords so maybe some digging will help me. I'm not sure what to do about the Knight of Cups since that's telling me that I'll probably have to be the one to reach out to him first since this card has been my significator before as well. So it's hard for me to decide if that is the right or wrong choice.

posted March 02, 2013 09:56 PM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
The first card is the seven of wands, you have a fear of failure but you are fighting it and standing up to it. The way that you see going to college is the two of pentacles reversed. you are afraid of change, hence the anxiety. you are afraid it will disrupt your life. The mental vision you have for this is the King of Cups. I'm not really sure what this means, it could refer to a man or a sense of enlightenment you feel you will achieve from going to college. I have a really good feeling about it either way. What this is doing to your emotions is the eight of swords. you are locking yourself into a prison with your mind thoughts. too much worry and anxiety. the unseen aspects of this is the ace of cups. this is what is in store for you. i loooove this card! i think this is such a good sign for you. it is the start of something new. the king of cups and ace of cups combined in this reading show that this experience would open a new chapter for you and you will gain a lot of rich experiences from all this. i have a good feeling about this. but my advice is dont do anything until you are ready and make sure you have your finances in order before going to college. Good luck!

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This part of the reading was also quite accurate! The 2 of Pents Rx is def a huge concern to me, I always fear not getting enough student loans despite how it's partially irrational and the monetary aspect haunts me... also I feel unbalanced about the whole thing like it'll be too much for me to handle, all of the changes like you said. Especially moving into a dorm. I just don't want to end up wasting money. I feel the 7 of Wands also plays into this. The 2 very positive Cups cards make me really happy though since it shows I'll finally be able to be my true artistic self at college wherever I go. It's uplifting to me and gives me more confidence, I see my true inner self as the King/Queen of Cups and maybe I'll meet other types like that there. The Ace also makes me delighted.

8 of Swords is totally me right now, I have a lot of unnecesary anxiety about things like I can't see what will happen when really I have to take action and get to the truth I know is there. I think visiting the school and freeing myself from just wondering about what I can't see with fear is the right choice to make. Just like the girl in the cards must free herself from the swords surrounding her.