posted March 05, 2013 08:35 PM
Hi calliope, your questions as follows:
Is leaving my current employment position a good idea?
Eight of wands
The Hierophant
Queen of cups
Yes it is - eventually. Its too boring there for you and you would like more of a distinctive title or role, I think. They pay pretty well where you are though I think.
If I get the position at WG, should I take it?
Seven of swords
Ace of pentacles
Six of swords
Either you won't get it or you can't take up the job at WG. Somehow it won't work out in terms of distance and time management maybe. You need to reevaluate your priorities it looks like - I think you might have at least one little one that will be vulnerable if you take the job at WG.
If I stay at my current position, how long before I find another job I'll be happy in?
The Fool
Strength
Seven of cups
I think within 12mths and I think maybe January. And the job will be close to either your job now or not far from you where you live. This won't be your final job either and you won't be there for more than about 10mths but its a good development and will look good on your resume for the next job after that. The reason you will leave it will be because of unfair/inappropriate/not nice behaviour from other staff but you will have to word it cleverly to the prospective employers after that, with an emphasis on their being a history of that kind of thing there and you won't stand for that so had to look elsewhere - as you prefer your workplace to have professional behaviour etc etc. I don't think you will have a terrible time of it but just your over crap, so you will move on - it will be ok for an intermediate step towards other things though and the travel etc is good for where you are at in your life atm.
So not the next job but the job after that you will stay for quite awhile I think but you will still not be totally happy - this is because eventually you will be able to modify your qualifications and get into something else. Also, the reason why you aren't happy is a difficulty within yourself - stemming from childhood - ofcourse, but yeah every one has stuff like that. You need some kind of assistance to see yourself differently as you are still viewing yourself as how you think your parents viewed you - particularly your mother it feels. As mother's do, she has given you a criteria that you live your life by and in that criteria, you have the impression that your life will be worthless and empty - you will never have anything you want, will have failed relationships, family relationships won't be there for you etc etc, - so here you are boxed away in this horrid little place that you feel you don't deserve to reach out to others, that you feel you have to dress in darkish colours - and that the only light is this pale wan light coming through a high window and the outside is overcast, so everything is very grey, isolated and unsupported - you feel you don't have the right to try to do different because this is you - this is all you can ever be.
Advice: definitely the transits of the outer planets will give you some insight. I can't pinpont it as you also have the natal patterns going on.
the advice cards are:
Death
Two of cups
Four of wands
A relationship ending due to being time to wrap it up and move on - though i might have that wrong so use your own judgement - the relating needs to transform so am not sure if you can do that the way it is now.
I think if you can understand that you don't have to be anything other than who you really are and then try to seek out how you can live this out - you will come out of that darker phase. I know this sounds easier said than done - I am only starting to get the hang of it myself now and I'm in my late 40s.
The vision for you is letting go and doing a bit of free falling, metaphorically.