posted March 13, 2013 01:09 AM
Lately I'm having trust issues with men and I'm not gay bisexual or confused I'm straight and I know I will one day find the right man and stuff but it's just that I'm kinda losing hope and I have daddy issues I feel like he betrayed me and I don't want to talk about it and I don't want to go crazy and I'm not going crazy I know what I know cause of those dreams which I won't talk about it and yes I was touched when I was 5 by a neighbors older sons but I just don't see that way I just see it as when you like somebody you do things like that yes its causing anger and frustration and yes if I wasn't touch and took better care of myself I wouldn't be having these problems just now I was listening to a song and yes I was disgusted and feeling bad cause I wasn't a freak but disgusted and was having hatred thoughts of men and lesbians but I'm worried when I'll have a son I want daughters not a son I don't know I shouldn't think about these things it's just that I'm going through some issues with a guy who I feel like I should be with even though I don't know I feel alone maybe my birth chart will get some clues about my issues with men.....
Sun Sagittarius 5.12 Ascendant Aquarius 27.20
Moon Aries 1.45 II Aries 15.19
Mercury Sagittarius 24.23 III Taurus 18.17
Venus Sagittarius 11.41 IV Gemini 12.05
Mars Gemini 5.25 R V Cancer 2.57
Jupiter Leo 13.35 VI Cancer 25.35
Saturn Capricorn 22.01 VII Leo 27.20
Uranus Capricorn 7.45 VIII Libra 15.19
Neptune Capricorn 12.55 IX Scorpio 18.17
Pluto Scorpio 18.26 Midheaven Sagittarius 12.05
Lilith Sagittarius 13.18 XI Capricorn 2.57
Asc node Capricorn 29.31 XII Capricorn 25.35
Sun Trine Moon 3.27 108
Sun Conjunction Venus 6.29 239
Sun Opposition Mars 0.13 -313
Sun Conjunction Midheaven 6.53 125
Moon Sextile Mars 3.40 25
Mercury Sextile Ascendant 2.57 29
Venus Opposition Mars 6.17 -79
Venus Trine Jupiter 1.54 92
Venus Conjunction Midheaven 0.24 269
Mars Opposition Midheaven 6.40 -31
Jupiter Square Pluto 4.51 -17
Jupiter Trine Midheaven 1.30 41
Saturn Conjunction Neptune 9.06 32
Saturn Sextile Pluto 3.35 23
Uranus Conjunction Neptune 5.09 97
1080 -440 640
Chiron Cancer 28.08 R
Ceres Libra 11.38
Pallas Virgo 14.58
Juno Sagittarius 14.30
Vesta Taurus 23.47 R
I feel like my issues are not major like some women who have it worse and I feel like I'm not a victim I have it good I just have trust issues that I need to work on and my self esteem.
Juno in the 10th house
lilth in 10th house
Ceres in the 7th house
Pallas in the 7th house
Eros in virgo in the 7th house
Nessus in libra in the 8th house
Pholus in cancer in the 5th house
Psyche in Gemini I guess in the 4th house I don't know
Port of fortune in gemini in the 4th house
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posted March 13, 2013 01:09 AM