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Topic: Horary: Will I be able to break away?
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MillyX Knowflake Posts: 547 From: canada Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 13, 2013 09:59 PM
So..Since last year I have been trying to break away from the church I have been going to since I was young. My beliefs have changed. I'm taking small steps but it seems like certain people are not willing to give up control , they are continuing to fence me in... So the question is...Will I be able to break away for good soon? I was hoping that this would be the year. IP: Logged |
EmpressMendez Knowflake Posts: 2372 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted March 14, 2013 12:01 AM
I think the church is 9th house, not sure though. Mars + Sun (you) are actually conjunct by 8. I think this is a yes. Could mean that after 8 units (weeks, months) you will be able to.I could be wrong thou because I'm not 100% sure what house to use to represent the church. If we use 11 house to represent the "community" it could mean after 1 unit since Mercury rx is conjunct Moon Hopefully someone else will answer, too IP: Logged |
MillyX Knowflake Posts: 547 From: canada Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 14, 2013 12:27 AM
Thank you very much Empress! I think the church would be represented by the 9th house? It rules religion, so I think you are right. I wouldn't call the church a community, the church I go to is not like those extreme cults that abuses their members. There is hoewever a certain amount of control that is exercised, especially towards the teens & young adults.They are afraid that we will hang with the wrong crowd. I just want to leave because I don't agree anymore with what they teach me there. I find that there are too many rules, too many anti gay speeches, tattoos aren't right & all of those old school outdated talks. . Basically I just want freedom, I don't want to blindly follow the crowd like a sheep.I'm tired of performing in front of the church audience, tired of putting my best sunday clothes & faking it. My heart's not in it. But it's kind of difficult to leave since plenty of people whom I consider family goes there...I won't be able to go to family gatherings anymore because they will treat me differently once they find out that I don't believe anymore. It looks like I will have to cut certain ppl out of my life once I leave, but I think it's for the best. It takes courage to walk away & this is definitely not an overnight thing...I have thought about this for months. 8 months sounds good! IP: Logged |