posted March 16, 2013 01:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
can someone pull three cards or so for the upcoming trip and event next week?

I am starting to get nervous - a little.

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I pulled the following cards in this order:

For the trip:

1.) 3 of Pentacles
2.) 2 of Wands
3.) 10 of Swords

Foundations will crumble? Hopes will be crushed?
I am not aware of your situation so interpret it as you wish.

For the event:

1.) 4 of Pentacles
2.) King of Pentacles
3.) Ace of Wands

posted March 16, 2013 02:07 PM            

1.) 3 of Pentacles
2.) 2 of Wands
3.) 10 of Swords

Foundations will crumble? Hopes will be crushed?"

Hmm, hopefully the trip will even take place with these cards involved.

There is really no foundation to crumble, just a trip for pleasure. Though with these cards. Oh boy.

"1.) 4 of Pentacles
2.) King of Pentacles
3.) Ace of Wands

The events look promising, is there an earth sign man involved?"
Not thta I know of.
Well someone who has Mars in Virgo. Not sure if that counts.

" Are you clinging on tightly to a situation or relationship?"
No, not really. Actually I mage it a point to not cling to anything anymore.

posted March 16, 2013 02:37 PM            

Sun, reversed

Hierophant

Knight of cups

I pulled a few other cards.

Basically this trip is something that you are dreading because of someone/some circumstance you will end up meeting from your past. Maybe you had a fall out with that person/event. (It is like when we mess up at a speech competition and get nervous the next time we attempt it or when we mess up with someone and hope things get back to the time when it was better.)

People are encouraging you. You feel like it might not go as planned and are paralyzed almost. You might be in a situation where it is one-sided.

Though you will look back at the past and miss it. You will be in a better place after this event/trip/encounter. If this meeting is to say goodbye. Say goodbye. Dont try to hold on.

posted March 16, 2013 03:18 PM            

<"(It is like when we mess up at a speech competition and get nervous the next time we attempt it

You feel like it might not go as planned and

are paralyzed almost."

YESS.

There is a feeling... Well, I am used to be an observer, stay in the background, and also stay mute in a way, stay invisible.
But the feeling I have ane for some reason it gets stronger thinking about that and future trips this year, is that this is not enough anymore.
I have to face up, get out of the shadow, interact (with whom?).

And I def. am paralyzed about that, cuase in my head such a scenario never goes well. lol

I guess it has to do with something that happened far far back in the past (with totally diff. people thoug).

The change is not just a possibility or an option nwo, it is a MUST, or actually a WILL BE.

"If this meeting is to say goodbye."
It is not to say goodbye to anyone in particular.
However it is def. time to say goodbye to old outworn habits of mine. Esp. that detachment I am wearing like an armour (but do not really feel inside).

posted March 17, 2013 06:54 AM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
Ceri, I'll do a wheel for you tomorrow

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posted March 17, 2013 03:14 PM            

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1) present: the tower - you are indeed extremely stressed out. like they say, "as if the carpet was pulled from under your feet"
2) past obstacles: 8 cups - you turned your back on whatever this trip concerns/might bring you in contact with
3) hidden influences: 5 swords - you are scared of something, being used/being mistreated, perhaps because the people involved have proven to be that way
4) future influences: 10 cups - no bad signs in sight, will go alright, whatever it is
5) overall/synthesis: 7 swords - some effort will be required on your part, you will end up having to keep tabs on yourself/the situation/the fact that your head is messed up.

let me know if you have questions or want me to clarify something

posted March 17, 2013 03:21 PM            

let me rephrase/ summarize something just to see if i understood you right. If not, please correct me.

So you are basically saying, that I am too much thinking, which is messing with my head, and THAT this might be the true obstacle to overcome for me, but that actually with the 10 of cups there is the potential for contentment, if I only could stop overanalyzing?

posted March 17, 2013 03:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
thank you, Andstuff,

let me rephrase/ summarize something just to see if i understood you right. If not, please correct me.

So you are basically saying, that I am too much thinking, which is messing with my head, and THAT this might be the true obstacle to overcome for me, but that actually with the 10 of cups there is the potential for contentment, if I only could stop overanalyzing?

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Mmmmm, I wouldn't say it's all in your head. Apparently something gives you these thoughts and it's not unsubstantiated. You have facts that provoke these concerns. You know who/what you're going to face, and the reason you're getting worked up is due to previous experiences.