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Topic: Individuality and Rebelliousness
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted March 20, 2013 11:03 PM
  
I know I have so much of it in my chart but it can also feel like a burden. I wouldn't change myself but I just hate feeling this subconscious need to act that way. I feel like I have no control over it and I'm just bound to be "unique" my entire life. Really, I love being special, but it can be tiring. I also isolate myself from others because I have this fear that people are going to copy my behavior and taste since it's unique for someone of my age, and it has happened in the past. I used to get a lot of attention, which I "need," and for the past couple of years I've felt kind of alone because I've my isolation.Why do I have so many conflicts?
 I genuinely like everything and everyone I like now, but I can't stand when other people like the things I do unless they're my friends, but even then sometimes... It's because they don't seem to genuinely appreciate it and I'm usually very right about this. And I hate that injustice which then stimulates my need to rant about their pretentiousness. I don't like arguing usually so I hate feeling so angry over my opinions. My rants can be very passionate. I see a lot of things as a threat to my opinions. I just want to live in harmony once in awhile. IP: Logged |
mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:07 PM
If I could find a gif of a flamboyantly dressed person with wild hair doing the can-can, shaking a hat with one hand over their head, and singing, "AQUA-RI-US!" like Nathan Lane, I would.But I can't, so you're going to have to imagine it. ------------------
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somethingexcellent
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posted March 20, 2013 11:08 PM
I'm defiant. Especially if things feel like an obligation - I'm terrible with obligations. Aquarius Moon?
But I have a generally strong Solar influence (Leo, angular Sun, Fifth House)...so I'm charismatic about it too and can appeal to a crowd. i.e. "rebel with me!"
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mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:09 PM
(And your Mars and Uranus opp your Moon. That'll both spice it up and make it sting.)------------------
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
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posted March 20, 2013 11:12 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
If I could find a gif of a flamboyantly dressed person with wild hair doing the can-can, shaking a hat with one hand over their head, and singing, "AQUA-RI-US!" like Nathan Lane, I would.But I can't, so you're going to have to imagine it.
Yeah!  But I'm not the type of person to be socially unacceptable. Like, I'm more conservative, and I wouldn't be an individual just to draw attention to myself. IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted March 20, 2013 11:13 PM
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Originally posted by somethingexcellent:
I'm defiant. Especially if things feel like an obligation - I'm terrible with obligations. Aquarius Moon?
But I have a generally strong Solar influence (Leo, angular Sun, Fifth House)...so I'm charismatic about it too and can appeal to a crowd. i.e. "rebel with me!"
I can never convince people I'm right. It's probably because of my hostile approach. IP: Logged |
mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:16 PM
Not saying you are - some of the most conservative people that I know are Aquarians (co-ruled by Saturn, after all), but so much of your description of yourself is *so Aquarian* (especially the paragraph right under your chart), that it jumped out at me like that gif......a young Nathan Lane danced across my mind in a purple tux, waving a top hat, high-kicking, and singing it. Or that might be my allergy medicine talking o_O
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:17 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
Not saying you are - some of the most conservative people that I know are Aquarians (co-ruled by Saturn, after all), but so much of your description of yourself is *so Aquarian* (especially the paragraph right under your chart), that it jumped out at me like that gif......a young Nathan Lane danced across my mind in a purple tux, waving a top hat, high-kicking, and singing it. Or that might be my allergy medicine talking o_O
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:19 PM
Why do I desire so much harmony, though, if I also desire so much individuality and always share my opinions on my blog?IP: Logged |
mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:23 PM
The biggest thing about the Aquarians that I've known is that they're RIGHT, darnit!!!.They know, and everyone would be better off if they would hurry up and realize it. Sometimes - oftentimes, even - they are right, too 
Leo's are fixed with their "Self".
And Aquarians are fixed with their ideas.
But, if you take the duality of that opposition into account, an awful lot of the "self" can get tied to ideas, no? ------------------
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:24 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
The biggest thing about the Aquarians that I've known is that they're RIGHT, darnit!!!.They know, and everyone would be better off if they would hurry up and realize it. Sometimes - oftentimes, even - they are right, too
Leo's are fixed with their "Self".
And Aquarians are fixed with their ideas.
Bit, if you take the duality of that opposition into account, an awful lot of the "self" can get tied to ideas, no?
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mockingbird
Knowflake Posts: 1380
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posted March 20, 2013 11:24 PM
quote:
Originally posted by swampys:
Why do I desire so much harmony, though, if I also desire so much individuality and always share my opinions on my blog?
Sun conj Venus?
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
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posted March 20, 2013 11:26 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
Sun conj Venus?
I don't know. I think I value harmony because I personally benefit from feeling calm. IP: Logged |
mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:28 PM
^ That is your tightest not-generational aspect...
...except for your Mars opp Moon.It'd make sense if some of what you're talking about is reflected in those two aspects duking it out. ------------------
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:29 PM
quote:
Originally posted by mockingbird:
^ That is your tightest not-generational aspect...
...except for your Mars opp Moon.It'd make sense if some of what you're talking about is reflected in those two aspects duking it out.
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mockingbird
Knowflake Posts: 1380
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posted March 20, 2013 11:30 PM
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Originally posted by swampys:
I don't know. I think I value harmony because I personally benefit from feeling calm.
That could be your Cancer Moon at 29* talking - I honestly don't know much about anaretic degree Cancer Moons, though :-/ ------------------
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:31 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
That could be your Cancer Moon at 29* talking - I honestly don't know much about anarectic degree Cancer Moons, though :-/
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mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:34 PM
I made you a meme.
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:34 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
I made you a meme.
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mockingbird
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posted March 20, 2013 11:35 PM
(Because I have no idea if your Moon and Mars opp at 29 degrees are having a huge impact, but it *seems* like they should.)------------------
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 418
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posted March 20, 2013 11:36 PM
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Originally posted by mockingbird:
(Because I have no idea if your Moon and Mars opp at 29 degrees are having a huge impact, but it *seems* like they should.)
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suireen
Knowflake Posts: 434
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posted March 21, 2013 02:30 AM
Umm.. Wondering if it's because the ruler of your Aquarius Sun is in opposition with Moon.IP: Logged |
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