posted April 04, 2013 02:57 PM
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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I asked if I would be able to go to the school for the fall semester and got
ace of wands- 7 of cups- the tower I asked if I could change this outcome
2 of wands
Then I asked what can I do to ensure that I go to the school in the fall semester
5 of swords- judgement- 8 of swords
Well, to me this says you will definitely be able to go to school, but only if you stop holding yourself back. The Ace of Wands is obviously to me the start of passion, the beginning of a whole new tract of learning what you love and what makes you happy. However, the 7 of Cups says to me your energy is really scattered. You don't know exactly what you want, and you are afraid of making the wrong choices... which leads to the Tower. You are really scared you're going to be worse off than before, and this is working in more ways under the surface than I think you realize.
You can definitely change the outcome if you, surprise surprise, take the first step away from the Ace and into the 2. Realize your passion isn't stupid, that what you want to learn WILL benefit you, and start planning to achieve it. I get the sense that not too many wheels have been put in motion past the acceptance. Lots of stops and starts. Again, a lot of fear. Or maybe not fear, but definitely a lot of worry.
In order to ensure getting there, the 5 says to me you just gotta nut up and go. You've got to start having a sort of braggadocios attitude. "You are great at what you do. You move to learn, but damn if you haven't taught yourself. You are in charge of your life. Damn everything else--" those thoughts are gonna go a long way to getting you over these hiccups in self-esteem and choice that you seem to have. Judgment says you are gonna be the one to make the decision, and because it's a major card, it's you and you alone. You have got to get some balance in your life and take the plunge. Take charge. Rain judgment down on your life, so to speak. I know you can do it. Afterwards, you've got to watch out for old pitfalls of fear and lack of trust in yourself. The 8 is about repeat mistakes and hold-ups, but they are self-imposed.
Do I think you can get to school? Totally. Without a doubt 100% yes, but you've got to do some work on Littlecloud, especially in your self-worth department, and banish this fear of making a mistake. Mistakes are what life is all about. Without them, we could never get better and further along in our quest for enlightenment. They aren't some thing be afraid of, but rather paid attention to so they aren't repeated. I know you can do this!! 
Lindaland
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posted April 04, 2013 11:37 AM