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Topic: I really need a reading i broke away but had to come back
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Dee
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 20, 2013 05:33 PM
  
I can't really go into details. but i managed to break away from a bad situation, but the place i went was supposed to be a longer stay.something happened where they had to shut down for awhile and although i was making progress for a full break i was cut short and had to come home. I need a reading from anyone as to how and when will i get an Opportunity to leave again There's a rather Bizzare situation going on with my husband even worse than unusual and im walking on eggshells and need to know when i will get another chance to leave on a more permanent basis IP: Logged |
Twirl
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From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted May 20, 2013 06:05 PM
Pulled a few cards for you. I have the feeling you already know the answer to the 'how'-question, because it really is that you have to end this. Decide that this was it and leave it in the past and move on to your future.
If you are going to wait for a 'best opportunity' coming up, you are going to stay put where you are now. Because there is often a reason why 'this isn't the time'. Once you realise this, it may be easier to really cut all ties. Is there also a feeling that you should 'keep up appearances'? To friends or family perhaps?
For the energy you need to tap into to get this situation moving I got the queen of wands. These are qualities you posses (but you have to reconnect with them/evoke them) This queen acts out of an inner conviction of what she thinks is right for her and is independent and determined. She beliefs in herself and acts from those conviction. So basically, take control of the situation, set your goals (ending this - end of contracts are necessary perhaps) and take those steps to ensure you will make those healthy choices and act on them.
Edit; so the answer is you need to create the opportunity to leave. Hope this helps. Good luck! IP: Logged |
Dee
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posted May 20, 2013 06:18 PM
Thank you Twirl  What you said about 'keep up appearances'? To friends or family
is what i am going through now The problem i am facing is lack of resources
really bad and i am trying to change that now. i was in the process of doing that and the fact that i had to come home really set me back. I know i have to leave for good but i want to make sure next time i have the resources i need to be able not to come back IP: Logged |
Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 559
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted May 21, 2013 02:06 AM
Hi, I'll pull some cards later to see where you could find resources, but I have the feeling it's not only the resources that is stopping you on moving forward from your current situation.
What I also meant with 'keeping up appearances', is that do you feel the need to do that? Is it hard to break away from what the surrounding people will say? How they will perceive you for it? Like, she is throwing it all away, etc? This might be partly on a subconcious level. Second, I gathered the insecurity of not knowing where this will bring you, is most likely an extra factor stopping you. But as I said before, don't wait for the best option, because it will keep you right where you are. Start thinking of the resources and then make it happen for yourself, make phone calls, inform after options, keep the big picture of what it is you want/need now and then make your move. Edit:
Question 'Where should Dee look for resources" - Devil RX, clarified by 6 of cups.
Did you contact specific (and rather big/well known/influential) organisations who deal with subjects you are dealing with (i.o.w. liberating yourself from a bad situation)? Especially because the 6 cups show here, I think there might be some 'charitable help' here. That is my initial take on these cards.
(also: is your husband abusive/agressive towards you or does he 'just' have a bad temper & is unreliable in his outbursts? If yes, this are the organisations you should start contacting)
Again, this is my initial take on this card.
This came up seperate (so not related to Devil RX cards): Is there someone else you know who owns a succesful business who could use some extra hands? This person would be well respected in the community & would most likely support humanitarian issues related to the community (he might be supportive of the local church/spiritual goals). Even though he has a calm & understanding & pleasant approach to life and people, he is first of all a business man (more of a trader/merchant type). Does this sound like someone you know? It doesn't have to be an intense connection. You might have just chatted occasionally. See if this person has work for you. IP: Logged | |
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