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Topic: Chiron in 1st house + Saturn in 7th house, anyone please?
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annasasanna
Newflake Posts: 6
From: world
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 06:28 AM
  
I don't ask for any descriptions as I know what they are meaning just your advices and some words about dealing with it from personal experience (I would be grateful if I could talk that combo over with someone who has it or know person having it)On Linda Goodman page description of 1st chiron is very accurate :
This placement seems to indicate childhood bullying, in many, many cases. Chiron in the 1st house would be a outer manifestation of Chiron. It would be akin to wearing Chiron on your sleeve, for all the world to see. The Chiron wound could be physical such as a scar or deformity.It could be emotional such as emotional illness. Whatever it is, it is visible to others. As such, this is one of the hardest Chiron placements. People always see me as miserable person. I'm known to have "poor, quiet orphan" look. The reason is that psychical deformity. Unluckily I can look often normal but in unfavourable light my eyes look very sunken - that's because lines around inner corners where light may fall in.
In childhood one boy was attracted to me and treated me very kindly but when he looked closer at me he was shocked and started bulling me for many years because of my appearance. I also dressed strangly and became sloppy and scuffy person with overweight.
Situation recured twice - two boys also faded away as they discovered I'm much more ugly than they thought.
I've been suffering from dysmorphophobia for few years and even tried to commit suicide once.
Moreover Saturn in 7th is among other things about difficulties in building bridges in relationships and it's so true especially when it comes to opposite sex. I've never had male mate and I seriously consider being a spinster than receive rejection again and again.
How can I heal myself form a curse if I don't have much influence on my appearance? I always live in a fear that my look won't be good enough and it becomes horrible truth.
Of course dozen of squares, few oppositions and only one trine don't balance other aspects so I isolated myself from real life cause I constantly have feeling that everything I'm going to do will be screwed up. Please share your reflects, especially on chiron-saturn stuff. Huge thanks.  IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
Knowflake Posts: 2350
From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 07:58 AM
Hey there,I'm sorry to hear how rough it's been for you. I have a 7th house Saturn too.It's definitely a challenging aspect to have but it also means a stable,long lasting relationship. What's your venus and moon signs? or may be you can post your natal,am sure there will be someone kind enough to read it for you. IP: Logged |
KayEvans
Knowflake Posts: 130
From: USA
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 10:34 AM
I found a good little article about Saturn in the 7th, but I agree that it would be better to post your chart so that we can have a look at it!"Those with Saturn in the 7th house usually want a serious and committed relationship. Yet, there is a cautious and reserved approach to relating and often they need to develop more confidence and overcome old fears of being hurt and rejected, and their interactions are sometimes conditioned by the anxiety that others won’t accept them. Partnerships are an important component of their life, and perhaps their profession. Marriage is a serious commitment and not to be entered into lightly." From: http://theastrologyplace.blogspot.com/2011/02/saturn-in-7th-house.html IP: Logged |
annasasanna
Newflake Posts: 6
From: world
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 11:14 AM
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=2n6x6cg&s=5 I choosed equal house system as from my point of view it's more adequate to reality than typical placidus or koch. And thanks for interest. As you Jessica at least I feel postive side of Saturn in 7th house - stable, serious relationships. IP: Logged |
annasasanna
Newflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Jan 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 11:15 AM
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=2n6x6cg&s=5 I choosed equal house system as from my point of view it's more adequate to reality than typical placidus or koch. And thanks for interest. As you Jessica at least I feel postive side of Saturn in 7th house - stable, serious relationships. IP: Logged |
Lunae
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Registered: Dec 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 11:29 AM
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Originally posted by annasasanna:
I've never had male mate and I seriously consider being a spinster than receive rejection again and again.
I can relate with this. And the childhood bullying, too (up until high school, even). I also have a Chiron-Saturn opposition but in the 2nd and 8th house axis. My self-esteem suffered much, even until now. But, I am trying my best to improve and get it out of my system.
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annasasanna
Newflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Jan 2012
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posted June 08, 2013 12:36 PM
Lunae, which house system are you using? In popular Placidus I've got the same situation as you - Chiron in 2nd and Saturn in 8th but I've always felt it doesn't match and equal describes me the best - all orbs in proper places.
In your case chiron (wound) should be rather concerned on material stuff and Saturn on deep feelings, enormous changes, sex and somehow death and rebirth...IP: Logged |
annasasanna
Newflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Jan 2012
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posted June 12, 2013 06:01 AM
Hello ? Is anyone there still ?IP: Logged |
Haplesschild*
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Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 12, 2013 04:52 PM
Hun, isnt this all a case of self fulfilling prophecy? Lots of people have chiron in first and saturn in 7th is not a doomed placement.You need to stop thinking so negatively, we make our own realities. IP: Logged |
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