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Topic: Finally I just got Married! But I am Crying :(
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fullmoon11 Knowflake Posts: 45 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted June 13, 2013 11:38 PM
I don't know what is wrong with me . I finally got married to a guys who loves and cares for me but I cant stop crying and feeling miserable! I am cursed with a depressed Soul for life? What happened to me ? Why am I not happy? or was it something about the day.
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fullmoon11 Knowflake Posts: 45 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted June 13, 2013 11:51 PM
yesterday something very strange happened that I also want to mentionIP: Logged |
start6030 Knowflake Posts: 298 From: neverland:) Registered: Dec 2011
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posted June 14, 2013 12:14 AM
awww... fullmoon ..... a big hug ....now that u r into it , think positive and dream beautiful...atleast try to.... coz he loves u...and u hav already signed the papers....it could just be a bridal blue i mean , try to look at it positively.... prayers , luv and hugs ur way! IP: Logged |
fullmoon11 Knowflake Posts: 45 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted June 14, 2013 08:03 AM
Thank you start6030, yes I want to be positive! feeling better IP: Logged |
Gabby Knowflake Posts: 1359 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted June 16, 2013 02:32 PM
your chart doesnt look to bad, i think what your feeling though is the fact that Chiron was stationary direct the day you married...that means Chiron isnt moving forward or backwards, its just sitting there with no outlet! Both of you have your deepest wounds are sitting on top of you through the relationship! Thats tough but not unmanageable! Try hard to remember the way you are going to perceive things, regarding your relationship, is through Chiron energy, everything is going to seem bigger, more painful, he will do things that you feel hurt you so badly, but if someone else did it, you wouldnt see it as much of a big deal! Everything is veiled through Chiron pain...but the event that creates the pain isnt really as big as it will seem! Quite simply, Chiron will add a lot of unnecessary drama if you let it! its not real, its just like when your depressed the world seems so cold and nobody likes you, they are all purposefully ignoring you because your not worth their attention....at least thats how you feel! But its not real! Its just how you perceive things because your looking at everything through your depression once the mood passes, some how it all changes but in reality, the only thing that changed was how you saw the world!! You can choose to perceive things in way thats different than how you naturally perceive it and your going to have to in this relationship! Mind over matter, you can do it!!Did you see him as your perfect guy before and once you married that vanished? The reason i ask is because Adonis(perfect male partner) is exact square that Chiron....did he fall from perfection once the papers were signed and the Chiron energy was locked in as a square to Adonis? Again...you must realize you have the power to change this, just think and force yourself to see its not the relationship thats all wrong, its the way your perceiving the relationship! Did you know your Eros and Valentine are conjunct by 1 degree, WOW! Thats how sex mixed with the deepest love, sacrificial love of soulmates!! Thats really hot! And it falls on your South Node...in past lives you've been deeply in love, your relationship must feel so comfortable and full of love!! These placements sextile your Venus and Merc, more love...wow!! Also good communication about your love and relationship! He wont mind whispering sweet nothings in your ear hopefully! You have some amazing things going on here, dont let that stupid little Chiron steal your joy! IP: Logged |
fullmoon11 Knowflake Posts: 45 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted June 16, 2013 06:37 PM
wow Gabby! That was SPOT ON! The exact feelings I felt and the Exact words I spoke when I cried!Please Do you have a website? or do you offer astrology service? I need to get in touch with a Pro! I need a consultation and discuss some stuff.. do let me know. Thank You Dear! IP: Logged |
fullmoon11 Knowflake Posts: 45 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted June 18, 2013 06:25 PM
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