posted June 22, 2013 04:29 PM
oh my god mir thank you SO FREAKING MUCH!wow im going to pause to take it all in.
i dont know if he felt as much-he was very very beautiful inside and out(i showed a friend his picture and she gasped- literally gasped) but very vulnerable and hard to read (scorpio)- does the chart suggest he felt as much or does it suggest i felt more?
ive never felt anything so intense about anyone ive ever met- it was like this beautiful mystical connection- i cannot describe it but when i loved him every love song made sense- it just felt like too powerful a love for this world...i sound dramatic but i just felt like i was too small to feel so much love, inadecuate or something.
i perhaps did hurt him but it was a misunderstanding and i sent many pleading loving messages but he never replied...just no man has ever looked at me like that before or since- like i was everything he ever wanted, i remember once asking him a question and he tried to get the words out but couldn't speak haha he just was so choked up with emotion at seeing me suddenly appear (im very slender and quiet and have a habit of suddenly appearing)
BUT i thought about him for years afterwards- in fact im crying as i write this and this was many years ago- he would haunt my dreams, he was someone i thought of every day without pause for 3 years, i am not sure he felt so intensely for so long...i dont know though.
i dont understand the significance of the yod or any of what you say- chiron is a deep wound no?
well he definitely wounded me but made me grow so much as a person and i knew when i left him i would see him again in another life and it will be even more intense and powerful if that is possible because we will come back having learnt the lessons we needed to learn...
ive just never had such powerful sexual chemistry with ANYONE for me i need a mystical element otherwise it is just moving body parts he made me question god the universe everything