posted July 03, 2013 05:06 PM            

Okay. So here's my question. For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm falling very hard for someone, and he seems to be as well, but both of us are a bit apprehensive to get into a relationship, since we have past romantic traumas that have broken our hearts and spirits pretty badly - worse for him. When I tried to read the charts, I was very confused, does this mean that we'd be very good for each other? I'd just like to know if it's a good idea to risk our hearts. Thank you for all of your help! I really appreciate it!
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The composite seems to have two yods. In another drawing it looked like 5 yods with:

Pluto-Moon-North Node(point)
Pluto-Jupiter-North Node(point)
Pluto-Moon-Chiron(point)
Pluto-Jupiter-Chiron(point)
Pluto-Neptune-Chiron(point)

All pointing toward the 10th house.
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posted July 03, 2013 10:09 PM            

Those images are going to expire soon on astro.com, so I uploaded them here:

posted July 04, 2013 12:18 AM            

That said: WOW! I'm not at all surprised you are falling hard for each other. Both the synastry and composite are striking.

For the synastry:

His Mars smack dab on your ascendant assures he caught your attention in a very physical way, and that the attraction between you is overwhelming. Ditto for his moon on your Mars in the 5th house -- any moon/Mars aspect is bound to create a sort of primal, steamy attraction that's both very physical and deeply emotional. In the 5th house, this easily plays out in a romantic setting as the 5th house rules pleasure, sex, dating, etc.

Your moon on his south node indicates you felt an immediate sense of recognition and comfort with each other -- from his end especially. You probably felt like you already had a history together in some sense when you first met. Although south node connections are usually very comforting at first, they can also stir up things from the past that we thought we moved on from and leave us feeling a bit trapped.

Your exact Pluto/sun conjunction is also VERY powerful and stirs up strong, sometimes obsessive feelings that can seem out of control. There is a transformative quality about your interaction, but the intensity can be frightening. In addition, it looks like his Pluto squares your Venus, which adds to the overwhelming feelings of *needing* each other but also fearing loss, including loss of control and safety. Basically this is opening you both to very deep levels of vulnerability -- which may feel frightening, given both of your histories of romantic trauma.

The composite chart is incredible. I don't think I've ever seen a chart so focused before. The huge lineup of planets from Sagittarius to Capricorn make it clear this relationship is *definitely* manifesting for a reason -- though without his birth time, it's impossible to say which houses are being affected and where that energy will be expressed. But the Venus/Sun conjunction points to the potential for true and deep love, and teetering on the south node suggests you are finishing up business here rather than starting from fresh -- the two of you do have some sort of spiritual history together.

Based on the composite, with the north node/Chiron conjunction at the focal point of a yod and drawing together the tremendous energy of the stellium, I would say this relationship is manifesting as an incredible healing opportunity for you both. It is going to be intense, not easy, not soft, but deep and hitting you both at your deepest core -- but if you both put your fears aside and explore what this relationship has in store, I have no doubt you will both grow in leaps and bounds and help heal each other's old wounds.

posted July 04, 2013 12:20 AM            

I can give you a tarot reading in return

thanks