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posted July 29, 2013 11:58 AM            

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Hi again

Reading my own cards is always a challenge. I got contacted by someone from the (long/ancient/dinosaurs ago) past in a roundabout way. I'm not happy with this. The cards I pulled for the reason were:

9 pents - 9 wands RX - Queen wands RX.

I read this as follows: I believe I'm the 9 of pentacles here. X contacted me, because he still isn't over the past and seems furious & frustrated over it (and the rejection). I'm also under the impression X sees this episode quite differently from 'reality'. And it mostly feels as a cry/scream: I'm still out here! But in a much frustrated way & it was probably satisfying enough to send me this. But an absolute inability to let go of the past & emotions have not dealt with, but seem to grow below the surface. I feel the intention was as a 'knock back' towards me, if that makes sense.
Any other takes? Am I missing something?
Thanks

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posted July 29, 2013 12:08 PM            

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Is this the ex??

He definitely wanted to catch you off guard and anger you in a sense. I feel there's someone else in his life. Did he mention anything like that to you?

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posted July 29, 2013 12:13 PM            

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This is not the nice one & I want to keep him as far away as possible.
Yes. I think he refers in what he send me to someone else.
Do you think this was actually in relationship to your last week prediction for me??

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posted July 29, 2013 12:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:

Do you think this was actually in relationship to your last week prediction for me??

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Yea, that's why I asked. It seems that this was it. Sorry that he scares you . I'll have to check the symbols I got and see what else I can get from that

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posted July 29, 2013 03:35 PM            

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queen of wands rx - manipulation, ego issues
9 wands rx - defences falling

so using your own method, always departing from the middle, no? almost like the berlin wall pulled down. if you're the 9 pents (wandering around your garden) and he's the queen of wands rx then i'd just feel like he's somehow not comfortable with your moving on or something like that. you're west berlin he's east, to crack a joke

maybe just boys' usual existential anxiety, he prob does have some memories which make you some kinda ref to compare himself against (IF this whole thing seems important to him)

don't know a) i don't use reversals b) i didn't lay it out, so i didn't tune in

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posted July 29, 2013 04:27 PM            

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Lol, that's Becca's method. For me this is all about my garden & I didn't throw ANY parties 4 uninvities & there's strict no trespassing signs... And why does it start to sound like an icky metaphor now? Lol.

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posted July 29, 2013 05:13 PM            

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^ mm, somehow thinking further all the way to "can you see a sign on my garage..?" as in pulp fiction

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