posted August 16, 2013 05:18 AM
Thank you, LC.Well, he is just a crush; actually it`s this singer I have been seeing (on concerts) now and then, and yes there have been some occasions where there was interaction, so very very little.
To be honest, he always intrigued me but also, well I wasn`t exactly crushing on him.
Until a little time ago, maybe it ahd always been there underneath my denials, or it just came up just now, I donīt know. But however it is, it is a little weird. As it is not a complete performer-crush, but not a real-person crush either, you can have on a friend or aquaitance.
It is something in - between, but nevertheless equally unlikely to lead to anything ever, I guess.
I am just giving this background, so you can understand your reading and see it in the right context.
". How the person of interest presents themselves to you, what they show you.
8 of cups
Does he have a rocky past? It looks to me like he's trying to show he he's moved past something"
Some months ago, maybe a year (I am not a stalker, so I don`t really know. lol) he ended a long lasting relationship.
"2. What they think of you
7 of pentacles
He looks at you as someone with a lot of potential in their life, perhaps so much that you get bogged down by the choices and aren't quite sure which road to take."
If he sees me like that, it sounds close to reality. I don`t know about the potential, but choices are always an issues for me.
For example for a long time I simply refused to make a choice as to how much room I want to give this "crush" in my life.
Until I realized I don`t really have a choice.
Sometimes it`s not calling the reasonable mind that is calling the shots. Hard to accept for a Aquarius-Moon, but sometimes something else wins out (heart or hormones, who does really know?)
"I also get a sexual feeling too."
that was the weird thing about it. When we first met (yes I DID Talk to him even if it is quite some time ago), I suddenly was getting this sexual vibe, which totally threw me for a loop.
This wasn`t what I intended to, expected to or whatever.
I think it was just that I was used to be (and be seen as) a "mind on legs", and he looked at me differently (nothing too much, but even this little something completely threw my fragile balance and got me questioning my own selfperception.)
"It's also a sort of peaceful independence, like you do something because you feel you have to that it is your destiny and you face it full on."
That is actually true.
I am usually going on my own to any concerts, musicals, plays, cause there are only few people who want to see them as much as I do. lol
Not really a choice though.
Well I could choose to stay at home, but I have done that for years, I am done with it. If I want to go somewhere, I go. Period.
"Moon
I want to say that perhaps you're too vague? Too femininely mystical. Elusive, he can't seem to grab hold of you and wonders if you're nothing more than a dream."
LOL
Yes, that would be totally me.
Because of that weird surreal interaction/non-interaction, I never know how to react to him, or act at all. ANd I tend to disappear without a trace, quickly.
Actually my family and friends complained about that, too, that sometimes they turn around and find me gone (usually I had seen something in a window and stopping to have a look but forgetting to tell the other that I have stopped there.
"6. Level of interest they have (or how they feel) about pursuing a relationship with you.
2 of swords
In this deck the 2 of swords isn't as disappointing as in RW. Here these two fairies are looking at a blue rose "
I NEED to see this deck!
The thing is the "blue Rose" has a very strong symbolical meaning to me; something from the past that i can`t really grasp. But coincidentally (noone knew about my dreams of the blue rose) my parents gave me a painting once that shows a Blue Rose. It was a sudden reminder of these dreams I had so many years ago.
I know it doesn`t have to do with him really, but well, I have spent many days in the twon he has been growing up as a child (well he still lives there), because I was visiting my great grandma, and though the memory is fuzzy, I think it was her who was telling me about the Blue Rose (and that my path would be rocky and long winded but rewarding in the end if I stuck to it); it was during these days that the dreams of the Blue Rose began (And coincidentally I remembered them and received that painting just the year he came - back?- into my life, or crossed it at least).
Whatever it is, it is one reason why I like being at concerts in that city, cause in a way it feels like coming home, probably because of these very serene memories of my childhood. I guess from my perspective he sort of is a bit of an embodiment of this carefree past. I dunno, he just never felt like a stranger, which makes it even weirder to interact with him, cause I know he IS a stranger; he just doesn`t feel like one to me.
Of course I can`t say what it means to him; in a way I like your interpretation though.