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Topic: please pray for me or something
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andstuff
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posted August 28, 2013 12:32 PM
  
I do not know what is wrong with me again, can't put up with anything anymore. The boy who claims to love me and suffer because of it screws some rubbish without lifting a finger to be with me, I face being tried on for size by someone in the film industry (not like I long for the film industry, of course I don't) to possibly get a job that will require being awake at inconvenient hours, I moved to a city I havent lived in for several years and I don't know anyone and can't be bothered to fit in and I don't want my life to be like this.... I know certain users on this board will be overjoyed to read this, but whatever, who sends bad vibes towards a girl with witches blood pays tenfold, so seriously whatever. If I ever did a reading for you on this forum which was helpful in some way or other, please just mention me in your prayers and I'll do my best to be grateful, you know if you're kind to a girl with witches blood she'll return the favour [PS I will delete this thread in a while] IP: Logged |
littlecloud
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posted August 28, 2013 12:35 PM
I think you typed too quickly and I'm not quite sure I caught the drift of everything correctly..IP: Logged |
sc0rpioRising
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posted August 28, 2013 12:47 PM
I will do an angel card reading for you tonight. Dont ever lose hope, positive thinking will get you further than you think! Embrace the change, you never know where it will lead you... Hope you feel better soon..... :-)IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted August 28, 2013 12:58 PM
Andstuff, I will be glad to pray for you.
Not real clear if you have a certain question but I will pull a few cards for you and see what I get as my positive energy has returned. Sorry to hear you are having difficulties. I got Archangel Michel
I am giving you the courage to make life changes that will help you on your divine life purpose Rochelle
As you honor and follow the guidance of your heart prosperity is coming to you now. Crystal
Have faith and hope because there is something positive and new on the horizon that you can't yet see. Hope that helps ! IP: Logged |
Dreaming111
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posted August 28, 2013 01:13 PM
I will pray for you.I think we've been going through all these things at around the same time. I know exactly how it feels. There is no stability or hope you can hold onto without fearing it will disappear. Eventually for us it disappears. That's what sucks. I will def pray for your happiness. IP: Logged |
Dreaming111
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posted August 28, 2013 01:13 PM
I will pray for you.I think we've been going through all these things at around the same time. I know exactly how it feels. There is no stability or hope you can hold onto without fearing it will disappear. Eventually for us it disappears. That's what sucks. I will def pray for your happiness. IP: Logged |
Dreaming111
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posted August 28, 2013 01:35 PM
Idk why all my posts are double posting...: /IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
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Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 28, 2013 01:36 PM
andstuff,hope things get better for you.There is a lot of good when one practices positive thinking. The Law of Attraction is the key to your own happiness. Good luck. IP: Logged |
redshoes
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posted August 28, 2013 01:40 PM
I will send you some light and pray things get better for you!Hang on in there  xoxoxox IP: Logged |
redshoes
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posted August 28, 2013 01:44 PM
 I pulled a fairy card for you!!! *~*YOUR DESIRE IS WITHIN REACH*~* Have faith as everything is working in your favour
Be patient and positive if you can, things can change so quickly!
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beccathelion
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Registered: Jun 2009
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posted August 28, 2013 02:00 PM
Praying for you hard, andstuff. Just remember, **** 's always darkest right before the dawn. The Universe is in control. You've got friends here, or at least one in me for sure, and I know you're gonna be fine. This too shall pass, and God loves you. He won't let you down <3 <3IP: Logged |
Twirl
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Registered: Mar 2013
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posted August 28, 2013 02:46 PM
Send within this message  IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted August 28, 2013 05:33 PM
darling all i will say is it's way better to be by yourself than in bad company. dont settle and be sure to find a guy with your same values. if you must, go work at starbucks rather than a company with a job you have a feeling you'll hate. find friends. do what you love. what would you do for fun if you were to retire right now? do that for a job, or at least as a hobby. money isn't worth a penny of happiness. live in a shack and have a million friends over and imo that's happiness. if you're feeling lonely look for clubs on meetup and join, find people who share your interests. good luck!!!IP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 03:47 AM
thank you lovely ladies@redshoes @vesta: to be honest, every time angel cards were pulled for me it was some bs about patience, at least not anymore. cheersxxx @scorpiorising:  @RAS: I am a visual artist  which makes it horrible, because the art world is one big injustice machine, this career is bound up with more disheartenment than any other and what would i do with a guy who shares my values? surely thats not a sufficient condition for anything.... all sorts will pretend to share my values to get laid with me, been there sick of it. plus i want to move somewhere but currently its not that feasible. when i moved to another country in 2008 i spent several months reading classics in my language and being depressed, now it's been almost a year and what I do is read that country's classics. culturally i must have changed. i am not like people in my country and i don't want to be like them, don't want to be their friend, full stop. @ Jess: the Law of Attraction doesn't exist. period. IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
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posted August 29, 2013 03:56 AM
^It exists.But you got to use whatever works for you,whatever makes you feel good. Focus on it and make things happen!! Good luck to you and sending good vibes across the net! IP: Logged |
sharpei
Knowflake Posts: 334
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Registered: Jan 2013
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posted August 29, 2013 04:19 AM
aww im sorry you are going through so much ugh i felt like thqt a few days ago it was all TOO MUCH ughghghgh (excuse the typos in france right now on a computer) you know i was feeling sooo hopeless but i just kind of surrendered to it and let life unfold and trusted and it all worked out who knows you may get the film job and meet someone who can help you in your true field or well you just never know who you will meet even applying for the job if you go in there positive GREAT things can happen ive had friends apply for jobs not get it then get a call randomly from the manager saying there is another post for an even better job and they want her but that would never haIP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 04:19 AM
^ how do you explain that fat blond rubbish 10 years older hits on me? is that the law of attraction at work or something? IP: Logged |
sharpei
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posted August 29, 2013 04:24 AM
zould never have happened had she gone in there all negative and not tried her best righti know your issues are more ...existential if you will but you just need to let life unfold more go with the flow and not fight so much i will def pray for you though ill find a greek orthodox church out in Nice and light a candle IP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 04:31 AM
^ greek orthodox churches are sweet i was baptised at an orthodox church, but really believe in whatever these days, a pantheist more than anything i just find it easier to not to expect anything, because hopes proven to be false are so much worse IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
Moderator Posts: 3756
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Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 29, 2013 05:11 AM
quote:
Originally posted by andstuff:
^ how do you explain that fat blond rubbish 10 years older hits on me? is that the law of attraction at work or something?
First of all this sounds judgmental,at least to me it is. Human beings are not rubbish.We are not litter thrown in dust bins. If someone that you don't fancy physically hits on you, you just have to decline their advances. IP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 05:26 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Jessica2407:
First of all this sounds judgmental,at least to me it is. Human beings are not rubbish.We are not litter thrown in dust bins. If someone that you don't fancy physically hits on you, you just have to decline their advances.
the question was if I attracted that situation because of what constituted my identity and my energy, because essentially the law of attraction works that way, does it not? IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
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posted August 29, 2013 05:36 AM
quote:
Originally posted by andstuff:
the question was if I attracted that situation because of what constituted my identity and my energy, because essentially the law of attraction works that way, does it not?
Were you thinking positively? and secondly was this situation something that happened within your circle of influence? IP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 05:42 AM
I was not thinking about being approached by anyone. I was at a party and was having a moderate amount of fun. Then I saw him walk in and was immediately struck by the expression of unconfidence and loneliness on his face. Tried to be as far from him as I could, knew I didn't want to talk to him. Thats all. It happened on a day when I felt weird about myself and my past lover's attitude towards me. I couldn't figure out why he sneaks around my blog without displaying any desire to write to me or see me. Felt life was futile. That's it. IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
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posted August 29, 2013 06:01 AM
^ That's alright to feel like that. I really feel for you because we all go through moments like this in life. Some people can talk about it while others can't. The point I was trying to make though, is positive thinking can change a life around, that's MY personal experience talking. It changes your perspective of things, it changes your reactions to certain events/circumstances and most of all it brings you peace and serenity.IP: Logged |
andstuff
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posted August 29, 2013 06:04 AM
have you ever hoped something would happen, hoped really bad and then all was crashed and you were left with nothing? perhaps we should have this conversation again when you experience this. IP: Logged |
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