Zander916
Knowflake Posts: 562
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 08, 2013 06:32 PM
  
First, I don't know her birth time so I know that makes things a little tricky but you still may see something.
She's unavailable to say the least (thank you 12th house Venus you butthole)
Simply put, we were EXTREMELY close friends - very tight with communication each and every day, pet names, etc.
I fell for her pretty badly. I suspect she did also but couldn't or wouldn't say so for fear.
Basically, I felt like she was being wishy-washy and whatever. I turned on her real fast and furious. (Mars conjunct Pluto?)
She's hated my guts ever since, so she claims. She will NOT go ANYWHERE near me at all. She runs for the hills at eyesight. This all took place 13 months ago. The passion of emotions has not really died down at all on either side. She still avoids me with the same energy and passion as 13 months ago.
For the first 7-8 months I was a wreck. I literally had no idea what to do with myself and I'm sure I was crazy. I would try to be nice to her, ignore her, or be mean to her depending on my level of confusion and frustration.
The last few months haven't been so bad. I've been trying to push her out of my mind. She recently came up in conversation though with a friend I hadn't talked to in a while.
Then, I found myself fantasizing about her. Then later I'm thinking, "What the hell am I doing?!?!?"
We didn't have a romantic relationship yet I am having more trouble with this than any romantic relationship that I've had. I can't figure it out.
If I had believed she was involved with witchcraft I would swear up and down she put a spell on me. I've researched each and every one of these aspects but nothing stood out as to what the real "hook" is and why she's so bloody passionate about "hating" me also.
Anyway, here's a kind of crappy chart without her known birth time and the aspects given.
ME Aspect HER ORB
Sun Trine Jupiter 3.59
Venus Square Saturn 0.02
Mars Conjunction Pluto 1.58
Jupiter Opposition Neptune 3.04
Jupiter Trine Pluto 0.09
Saturn Conjunction Mercury 4.46
Saturn Conjunction Mars 2.14
Neptune Trine Mercury 2.55 Neptune Opposition Saturn 3.43
Pluto Conjunction Uranus 4.21
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