posted September 25, 2013 09:10 AM            

This morning my husband whom I hate anyway told me that he wanted to talk about divorce and me moving out. As much as I want a divorce I truly have no support, money, job ect... I have 3 children and I fear that if it went through I would loose them. He wants me to move out of my home.
I feel desperate I mean my soulmate was supposed to help me I was not supposed to carry this on my own but given the circumstances I am having to carry on alone.
I need someone desperately to help me my family would not understand and just give me a hard time. I have no where to turn for help or support. I feel angry with my soulmate for leaving me in this situation.

I just need some insight on what to do? I know that someone new is supposed to come into my life someone from my past ( soulmate ? ) I was hoping it would be before my divorce as I could use the help. I have no clue of what to do or where to go. I never finished school so finding a good job would be impossible I would barely be able to make it on my own let alone support two( other in college) children. I would miss them too much to be without them. I just feel stuck in a very bad situation.

What do I do ?

Is help coming soon (soulmate/ new person) if so when?

I would really appreciate the help.

It just does not seem fair. My husband betrayed me and made me believe he was my soulmate. So my soulmate came to take me away and help me out but then the tables turned on me and my soulmate left me there in that mess. It just feels like there is no justice in this situation for me. Telling the truth about the situation will only bring me more heartache as they will take my children away because they would be unable to believe the truth. But I feel like the truth is the only way to go I don't want to be on the same level as the liars and deceivers. I just wish my soulmate had not stabbed me in the back and stood up for me. I know I can't change it but I have no idea of where to go from here.

posted September 25, 2013 12:10 PM            

I pulled a tarot card

Strength

and also an Enchanted map oracle card

Strength

Yes twice! You are going to get through this with your inner strength which will be given to you by the Universe, if you follow the path of independence for a while

Dive within and feel the reserves of strength which are probably unknown to you at the moment

posted September 25, 2013 02:09 PM            

Thank you

I know I have the strength somewhere inside of me it is the other stuff I am worried about. Like how will I get through without money, job and possibly without my children I don't think I could take being away from them. My life up till now has been for my children. I am a stay at home mom and I love being with them I feel so empty right now being without them is just not an option for me.

I just feel this has not been very fair to me, I devoted myself to my soulmate coming for me over the past 7 years and for him to leave me in this just feels so wrong.
I know it seems wrong for me to say this but it feels like the universe owes me as I have fought so hard for so long and it betrayed me in the end. I just want to know when this will turn out right for me. I feel like I deserve a break and need things to change quickly.