posted September 29, 2013 01:33 PM            

Hit me with the truth, guys. Please.. No sugarcoating.

Thank you in advance!

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This girl is on FIRE

LOVE, because what else is worth living for, and dying for?!

posted September 29, 2013 01:42 PM            

I know it's too early to post this, but you know SR's sometimes can be felt 3 months earlier, which has been true for me, and that's about the beginning of the year.

With natal chart.. perfect alignment of Vertex-Asc dw and MC-IC dw (ofc)..

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This girl is on FIRE

LOVE, because what else is worth living for, and dying for?!

posted September 29, 2013 02:14 PM            

NN on your natal Pluto? Jeez! Lifechanging stuff!

With Pluto ruling 4th and sitting in 9th, maybe this will be a year you relocate?
Or your relationship to your family or roots will totally transform.

IC conunct MC - another Biggie for sure. You might find out where you really want to go in your life.

Venus, your natal 9th house ruler, on the DESC - finding love abroad? Something very unusual and unique about it, being in quarius.

Sun-Uranus conjunction on your Sun natally, connecting your intercepted ASC and dESC-rulers with each other - relationships will be highlighted, and there will be something very unique or Uranian about him, or maybe about your relational life in genral.

Oh I forgot of course yur chartruler Saturn on the natal MC - well it seems like a very vital year, you will implement changes on many levels, probably get a more realistic perspective on what you really want to do professionally, where (and with NN on Pluto in the 9th house - maybe not in your homecountry), and then there is this emphasis on relationships, which will change you totally. But with Uranus int here, expect the unexpected.

posted September 29, 2013 02:14 PM            

NN on your natal Pluto? Jeez! Lifechanging stuff!

With Pluto ruling 4th and sitting in 9th, maybe this will be a year you relocate?
Or your relationship to your family or roots will totally transform.

IC conunct MC - another Biggie for sure. You might find out where you really want to go in your life.

Venus, your natal 9th house ruler, on the DESC - finding love abroad? Something very unusual and unique about it, being in quarius.

Sun-Uranus conjunction on your Sun natally, connecting your intercepted ASC and dESC-rulers with each other - relationships will be highlighted, and there will be something very unique or Uranian about him, or maybe about your relational life in genral.

Oh I forgot of course yur chartruler Saturn on the natal MC - well it seems like a very vital year, you will implement changes on many levels, probably get a more realistic perspective on what you really want to do professionally, where (and with NN on Pluto in the 9th house - maybe not in your homecountry), and then there is this emphasis on relationships, which will change you totally. But with Uranus int here, expect the unexpected.

posted September 29, 2013 02:41 PM            

I think "expect the unexpected" sums it up perfectly. What you said is along the lines of what I am planning, but plans usually have a way of blowing in my face. I know I am stretching way outside my comfort zone, I know it's gonna be hard, but I just don't want to end up with my face in the dirt - which is actually very possible, realistically speaking!

Even if I'd just be minding my business, living a modest life, it still looks like I'm getting hit by a friggin hurricane. It makes me a tad anxious, you know?

posted September 29, 2013 04:06 PM            

it seems we both have a Vertex-ASC-DW in our respective Solar Returns. Interesting.

posted September 29, 2013 04:09 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Hera:

As for relationships, yeah, been hearing love is coming. Since 2010 or so, any minute now. Whatever, just come already!!

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Yeah, but we must also remember and be willing to let it in, if it`s knocking at our doors.

And as much as I love astrology, it doesn`t make the decision for us. There is no perfect way to "plan" a love relationship, a first meeting, a marriage (though we can try of course. lol).
Life has the tendency to mess with our plans, throw us a curve and make the decision for us and plans will change (totally NOT according to astrological principles), and we might meet at a day that we never would have chosen, had we astro-analyzed it before.
And yet it will be the perfect day, as it will reflect the relationship like it is, not as we want it to be.

posted September 29, 2013 04:14 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Hera:

As for relationships, yeah, been hearing love is coming. Since 2010 or so, any minute now. Whatever, just come already!!

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posted September 29, 2013 04:34 PM            

You do realize that this is nails on a chalkboard to my inner control freak, right?

posted September 29, 2013 04:40 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

it seems we both have a Vertex-ASC-DW in our respective Solar Returns. Interesting.

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And some sort of career change? You have the Mars-Uranus opposition on your MC/IC axis??
I'd think love is coming your way too. And don't get fooled by Saturn in the 5th, in my experience with it, wherever Saturn shows up, it brings the highlight of that year. When it was in my 7th - longest, most committed relationship of my life begun. When in my 4th - I bought my apartment.

posted September 30, 2013 04:29 AM            

you are amazing!

I never realized that about Saturn in the SR, but I am checking some years and I am literally stunned!

The year I was very happy, crushing and in love, feeling most inhibited and carefree, I was having Saturn in 5th house actually!

In the year I was having a real crash to reality, maybe having a nervous breakdown, I was having Saturn in Aquarius in 1st house.

the year I really had to work for school, Saturn on MC conjunct my natal MC-ruler Venus.

When I finished school, Saturn right on the DESC, now that doesN´t seem to fit the pattern. No relationship in that year.

posted September 30, 2013 05:55 AM            

When I moved out and enteres the last phase of my education (teacher in training), Saturn in 9th house.

When I started working for real, Saturn in 4th house, which makes sense as I moved back into the town, I had been born in (though never lived there).

When I moved closer to my family again, Saturn in 4th house, too, but conjunct IC and conjunct my natal MC.

When I was battling severe digestive problems, Saturn in Virgo in 6th house.

When I met you-know-whom, Saturn in 9th house.
But SR ASC was conjunct my own ASC-Neptune-NN, his mercury and interestingly exactly conjunct the first meeting chart`s ASC (and I did not plan that meeting at all!)

Current Sr Saturn is in 8th house (like my natal is in 8th house, too).
Just SR Saturn in Scorpio.

my grandmother died this year. Also I think it gave me a lot of opportunity to work on my natal Saturn.

posted September 30, 2013 08:31 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Hera:
*sigh*

You do realize that this is nails on a chalkboard to my inner control freak, right?

I know you're right, Ceri. I just feel my anxiety spiking any time soon, that's all. With Uranus and Pluto on my back, it's a given. Saturn for depression, I cannot wait for him to oppose my Venus, really!

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Yeah, I know, it`s hard to give up the illusion of control (when it comes to feelings and relationships, it is really only illusion that we can control ANYTHING, but you know me, I am clinging to that myself. lol).

For some reason it made me think of a song (or the refrain)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdbRGFM3Mvg

"Cages or wings
which do you prefer?
Ask the birds.
Fear or love, baby,
don`t say the answer,
actions speak louder than words."

What I want to say is that there are no guarantuees ever. Sorry.

posted September 30, 2013 08:39 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Hera:
And some sort of career change? You have the Mars-Uranus opposition on your MC/IC axis??
I'd think love is coming your way too. And don't get fooled by Saturn in the 5th, in my experience with it, wherever Saturn shows up, it brings the highlight of that year. When it was in my 7th - longest, most committed relationship of my life begun. When in my 4th - I bought my apartment.

How do you feel about kids? Your own, I mean.

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No, I am not thinking about a career change. But I guess with that Mars-Uranus-opposition, something is going to change, and in pretty noteable ways.
Maybe it means that my social status will change in some way, after all the natal IC-ruler is on the MC.

Interestingly my natal Venus is not just squaring this opposition, but is on the exact midpoint. Venus rules 6th and 10th, but also 5th house.
Something is bound to change surrounding these energies I guess.

You asked about kids well, I am too old for kids, and even if I was not (or am not), I wouldn`t want kids without a man I genuinely love. But I also wouldn`t get into a relationship just to have kids.
So no, I don`t think that is about own kids.

As for Saturn, seeing that is squares my natal Moon - OUCH, I am just glad it is trine the Jupiter-ASC-conjunction.
Well this seems to be a good year for Jupiter-Saturn-things, as the natal trines gets repeated in the SR plus Sr Jupiter is conjunct natal Saturn.

posted September 30, 2013 11:28 AM            

I know nothing of solar returns, but I tried to combine it with the tarot cards, looking at where your (personal) planets are.
Are you planning anything in regards to new cooperations with others? Possible on the work front? It feels like there's a friction there in regards to your wishes/feelings/deep desires versus taking the actual steps to new directions. Just looking at the tarot cards I'm not sure you will take the immediate steps towards them, but try to put up resistence/resilience in regards to them. It feels like you are going back&forth in regards to those options. So if you are 'broadening your horizons' I would expect it to be at the end of your solar return year (the push feels strong, like you will 'bend' & follow those urges' in the end). You do ooze a very powerful vibe personality wise & people know you can/will go after what you want.

posted October 09, 2013 05:22 PM            

Wow, you're VERY good!! The reading is very accurate. I am indeed thinking of leaving my current workplace, where there is conflict indeed, even though I have a good future here, pretty much assured. I am considering relocating, but yes, I'm going back and forth about it. It's an important decision! I'd be throwing away my work for the past 5-6 years and starting from scratch somewhere else.. meanwhile by leaving I lose all the privileges I have right now at my workplace. I think my decision is already made, but I just don't want to rush into it without thinking it through. However, I was forced to start burning bridges here already, if I hadn't I would've just be investing more into something I intend to abandon.. However, just today I was thinking I may be a fool for leaving, just when I'm almost there.. A part of me thinks I won't be strong enough to leave, the other one believes it's just a matter of sticking to it and eventually I will succeed. I have never failed at anything in my life, career-wise, yet this feels awfully intimidating..