posted October 31, 2013 11:34 AM            

Have you been looking for a piece of jewellery you lost? If not jewellery, something valuable to you and I think you will find it back soon. Might have left it a friend's place.
It seems there are currently some difficulties with support in your surroundings. I’m not only speaking of family, but it also seems you could use some more support on a friendship level. This may simply be a lack of time to invest into it properly.
In regards to wealth I think you will receive some news, which means it it is looking up a bit. This will just relief you for some time, it’s still not easy to make ends meet.
Try to not worry so much about ‘petty stuff’.
A project that you thought was finished may need some more work in the future. Something that already was handed in.
Also, with one of the guys you are seeing, there will be a conversation about your relationship and where it's headed. Something to do with the commitmentlevels, that make it 'difficult'. It will either be going about more commitment or if not, if it's then friendship. It feels 'in between' for one of you. I think for him.

posted October 31, 2013 04:27 PM            

The good news for money maybe be a loan I can get, like you said will help make it easier but not entirely.

I also have to hand in a short paper for class so that may be the project. I had asked a question about school which you had answered a while back, and my grade did change after I started speaking to a counselor. Not sure if you remember it. I'm just hoping that this reading doesn't affect my grade change bc then I'd be in a crap hole again.

Support on a friendship level...yea I can see that. I've been a bit in my own world lately and could do with a pat on the shoulder, nothing too serious, just to know that I have that support if it makes sense. Family is another issue that I have very little if any hope for.

I am currently 'seeing' one guy, my mind often wanders into the past of 'what ifs' but it's not concrete, and I know that. As for the in between, I think we both are. I'm willing to put in more effort if he is of course, but everytime I think about it I realize how little time I do have. And of course I want to tack on something else to my schedule, even so it doesn't stop me from being lonely you know?

posted November 01, 2013 02:19 PM            

As for the love stuff idk...I still feel in limbo a lot. I even asked if I was ready for a relationship and got 9 of wands-6 of swords-page of cups. It looks like I'm still at my core rather defensive, but moving away from that slowly, but I don't know if the page means I'm ready or I'm yearning. A bit of both I suppose. Previous readings from separate people have indicated some type of relationship happening now for me, and my own readings being optimistic for the end of this year. I don't want to keep asking tho.. Also that I'll be dating someone I already know... I'm trying not to force or think about it too much and focus on other things I need to do.

posted November 06, 2013 05:17 AM            

Thanks for the update
Don't think this is it yet, but it does refer to making more time for friends, etc.

posted November 29, 2013 02:50 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Yea I know. I feel like I have this gaping hole in my chest... This really sucks.

I don't know if the conversation will call for some re-evaluation on his part (Judgement has cropped up a couple of times) and then towards something more commitment based, or if we will part separate ways. The latter is what I said would need to happen on my end. I'm not trying to manipulate or force him into any type of decision, the only reason I brought up the conversation to begin with was because I was mentally prepared to deal with a fallout. However, clearly not emotionally.

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