posted November 25, 2013 02:26 AM            

Well, there's a woman I know that for several months I've just had this feeling about. I can't let it go and I just have this feeling that it's her. It won't go away.
However, there are two things.
I know lust can blur things and make us see and believe things that are not truth.
Secondly, logically, I see no way that it could possibly be who I'm thinking of. It just doesn't make sense, yet I still feel like it is.

posted November 26, 2013 08:41 PM            

THE HANGED MAN

This represents self-denial, changes in fortune, or perhaps your patience and endurance will be put to the test. It means that when you come face to face with the reality of the situation in which you are in, you find something else which will prove of greater value to you. It may be that you have to sacrifice your previous beliefs or even way of life, but it is a time of renewal and your life will go forward, with greater understanding.

posted November 27, 2013 12:44 AM            

I'm trying to apply that to my situation. It kind of makes sense to me I think. I'm holding up a pretty high resistance to the possibility of love even though I want it most of all.

posted November 27, 2013 05:18 AM            

anyway the normal cards estimated around 5 and half lunar months for you to really know if she is or isn't the one. (think May)

Also if you do go ahead and ask her, she's going to 'think about it' and a lot of your plans are going to rest on her, and after you let her ...within a few months you both may clash as you seem to be looking for settling down permanently, while seeing this womans faults, (as right now you don't know her much, so are in the 'idealizing' stage possibly)

so if it happens that you date, u break up in 5.5 months, and it is after that, when you will learn what you really really are seeking out in a partner and the your real potentially long term partner comes in the picture.

posted November 28, 2013 07:25 AM            

now your reading:

These all start from today, count them as lunar months more than nomral ones

10s 7h 2d 8h

well you are serious this month on finding someone and even when u speak you hint at how a new relationship will be the perfect thing to let u get over any past hurts, u are ready to share your life with another person, and all of this is based on a loving environment that you will find yourself surrounded with, that will encourage you to think this way. all in all even if still no partner, you will feel good this upcoming month as if something karmically positive is going to happen to you which will bring u quite the bit of joy.

7c 8d 6d jd

now if in the last month you have found a partner, this isn't how it'll end for you this month, if with a partner you will see a lot of passion and moodiness, but not enough love and stability, that by the end you'll decide you'd rather go on your own. if you start this month on your own to, money will be on your mind, but you will be amazed by your power of thought, how stuff you think about whether you like or fear start coming true. in all cases u are much more focused on work this month and will be making ur way through life on your own by it's end.

jc ah 10h js

will this month starts with you with much more enthusasim for life than the pervious one, you are more intuitive, but both common sense and your own intution are being utilized by you....you communicate in a more loving way once again, as you've solved any money worried from the last month, or have made enough to feel good about yourself. This time you are really open to love, and your are probably going to find it. you will base your attraction on your loyality and maybe all that exercising is really going to do u good, by now, as your stability in both physicality and emotion look like they are going to attract a girl to you as you start feeling 'anything goes.

9h 9s qs 4s

you still have love on your mind, but for some reason you aren't going to be communicative at all this month, you will realise you are looking for a stable girl to, not one who will be attracted to you for it, but won't give anything in return. that is you are starting to realize that what you want is someone yhou can start a family with. however this isn't bad at all, this month you start a little happy, then you become really happy, and something likea new beggining is right ahead of you. Something about this girl you found, may not be one. alternatively you may start thinking of an ex intensely, specially if you were very compatible on more than one level. it could be her, herself who wants to break up with u, but no worries within 3 more months all is okay for u

ad 6s 7s 6h

next month, you start the month with losing something, so i feel you will have found another girl now in the past two month, but you break up with here now, but it isn't a bad break up at all...the 6 of spades already tells me it'll be a really understanding break up. naturally you will go through a little low as always with these things, but you know you are basing all this on finding a woman to start a home with.....but by the end of the month, you will feelas happy as you did near Decembers end, as this lunar month ends up being really good to you.
kh 2h ks 3d

Finally this month starts with a girl for you...that is last months end may be good as while you were feeling upset or too serious for romance, a girl may have come ur way, and one you are extremly passionate about....this relationship may move very quick, and for some reason i keep feling this one you may really be serious about. if not this will just be a rebound relationship with you, but one you are okay with....

which then brings us to when the cards really predict you will be with the one or find her

2s Ace of Spades.....

it is the two of spades a card of break up, and ace of spades, so together this could mean breaking with the old, and new phase of your life has started, it could be that u develop feelings for this girl u just met, or this is the phase in your life where you finally meet your long term partner!

okay hope this resonated, if it made no sense to you just ignore it, but it's around somewhere in May when you will be with a girl with long term potential