posted November 28, 2013 02:44 PM            

I have just received some disturbing news about some work I do at my church. I am in charge of a seniors hot lunch program one day a week. I usually have two volunteers which are casual. In other words I never know who is going to show up if anybody. I t is too much work for one to cook and then clean up after words.

I explained this to the person who is charge of the senior programs but I don't think she really cares as she is retiring the end of December. The program would start up again in February and I would then be well enough to return to work at my church as well as my regular position. But I would definitely need volunteers as I will not be able to lift anything over ten lbs.

O.k. sorry this is long. When reading my tarot cards, it always comes up with basically the same reading. I have a feeling as well that I am going to wind up at my old position. Everything is on hold of course because of my health issues but I feel so up in the air as to what if anything I will be returning to.

Could you be so kind as to take a look at your tarot cards for me rainbows? That would be so nice of you. Thanks just for reading this, I am feeling kind of depressed right now. Poochycat

posted November 28, 2013 03:45 PM            

okay i don't do Tarot, as really strange stuff happens with me whenever i touch my crazy pack...but i did a playing card/geomancy reading for you for the next 3 months, as that is the time frame i see you worried about, and don't worry in 3 month's you will be very happy.

first lunar months starting from today
2C KS QD 6S

that king of spades alone is telling me that you really are depressed, and it'll be clear in your communications (or lack of) as you saw a 'serious' side of life in how fragile it is, and you are still dealing with it.

on the other hand i'm seeing your okay in your thoughts this month, your quite acceptful of how things are.

this month whatever you do is based on the fact that you need to rest and not be working, and you know that already.

so just rest, and know you have it in you to get over this and heal as soon as you can, but your still going to feel 'trapped' in your sitaution.

for starters really give yourself a break, you just got a tough to deal with cancer surgery, and that isn't a small thing! so thank the heavens you are okay for now...but you are not going to feel happy this first months, as you really want to get going, but you can't as this is against your long term well being if you do.

then next lunar month (this starts end of December)

AH 9H 4H 8D

This month is much better for you, you are going to be recovering and little things are going to bring you joy, i think you will be working in busier places, as i see a lot of people in your life next months, you'll possibly be given more work than this months.

look at all the hearts, to me these are saying you will be healing, you will be more at home both in thoughts words and emotions, and you'll be happy at that you are slowly going to be back to work and so back to your motivated ambitious self.

finally the 3rd months starting end of Janurary (and so includes Feburary)

7s 10h Kh 7D

this is going to start a good month, and it will keep getting better for you, there is happiness and good times in it.
you will have put something behind you for sure, and aren't thinking of it anymore, and know all the write words to tell people, as you really are going to be coming from a place of love, once you have put whatever unhappy thing that was in your mind really behind you.

you are in an extremly healthy place emotionally, you entertain and are really caring about others, and this is good, i always think the love a person has will show in the food they cook, and this is going to go well for you.

finally you are living on the basis that you believe in this month, hence why from one happiness to another. if anything the 7 of diamonds i read as a spiritual thing, so it is possible that you will volunteer like you want, and all goes well for you.

so in summary, let your fate roll itself ahead of you, you are depressed now for very good reason, ask anyone on this forum, and most won't be happy if they had to go thru cancer surgery, so just give yourself time, and know that the sky didn't forget you....it'll compensate you for this not so good episode, by giving you something you really want but just give it time.

posted November 29, 2013 09:30 AM            

:rainbow;

but tell J when he is back, as he may be upset if he felt like he was kept in the dark...just tell him it all happened so fast, so naturally you didn't have time to txt him and tell him....like when he is coming back, tell him 'oh i finally have time to say, as all is okay now, but i had cancer surgery...'

if MK is in contact with you then wait a bit and tell him, if not then, yes tell him when you see him, as otherwise not much you can do!

now go heal, you should be getting spoilt this months, so someone cooks for you, not you cooking for others