posted December 04, 2013 08:02 PM            

I think you've had an area is faster than others are you get recognized more frequent or faster than others which is what prompts this in others.

to avoid this at this work place I would suggest that you keep your enthusiasm down a little bit.

it will always be a struggle at this place but at the same time I feel that you will move on to bigger projects. it's not the place where you're having trouble with a couple of people that you're having troubles you have to switch your mind up and thinking they're low life, in order for them not to affect you... if you keep going on the same. path is going you're going to leave that place.g. I see one person that actually hates you for some reason.

but in summary, become a little bit quieter, take yourself out of the group situation with people that undermined you, you might become a bit of a loner at work but you have to in order for the higher ups to see how good you are facing the different project which will bring you different people to work at in your actually shine and have a good time. that's about four to six months away but you won't have to really be in the same people that you are now and it's going to just do we leave a load off of you. it's going to be hard you're going to have to bite your lip you're going to have to turn your back you're going to have to look inside yourself but I highly recommend that you do it.
damn it's kind of a vicious place where you're at right now! but really try not to leave right now you don't want to go somewhere else and have to start all over try to really stick it out!

posted December 05, 2013 12:33 AM            

Yeah i did see a man. I see there have been some sort of mistrust going on in the past, something happened that struck like an illness. I see that there is some things that are hidden. A clouded joy perhaps crowns him. I see some follies are happening and deception pertaining to them or possibly have happened and the facts are not streight. Don't let him take you for gullible. Men have this thing of putting the guilt of everything on women but be confident..don't let yourself feel like you didn't do the right things or say the them. I see there might be some grief within betrayals. Also there might be an enemy about. Perhaps a women with dark hair?

This circle is viscous my dear. Can you tell me more about this person that hates me? Also a friend of mine came to see me while I was at my day job quite strange;his reaction was he'd forgotten id worked there; there was intense attraction little compliments in the past but I really haven't thought much of anything considering we're both taken; I think his girlfriend wasn't happy because she belittled the hell out of me. They're older. I find their actions kind of immature.
I'm wondering what about this enemy
and possibly more insight on this triangle.
Also io kind of in an emotional abusive relationship. Constant accusations and fights. When I'm completely innocent; with all the accusations its made me socially awkward and just someone I'm not. To shed some light

posted December 05, 2013 06:06 PM            

OK, THIS PART IS ALSO ABOUT YOU AND HOW I THINK PEOPLE SENSE YOU, BUT ALSO SOMETHINGS THAT YOU REALLY MIGHT WANT TO LOOK AT. KNOW I SAY THIS IN THE BEST WAY. SOMETIMES I AM BLUNT BUT THAT’S JUST HOW I GET THE INFO
Your ex who came in….did he do it on purpose no, but he did do it subconsciously. You make him feel good and happy…..I think you do this a lot to others, but you need to be careful because to others it comes off in a not so good way. An ex (meaning you) who was over and not interested in the guy would have said of hi, how are things…good, well take care…and been off to do her thing. But that’s not what happened…you feed into his ego. While is nice that you make him/others feel better…..just remember that you are feeding into their egos-almost using you in a way. Did he do it on purpose…the chatting, yes….and he liked that his girl got upset…think about it, it makes him look like a stud. So to others, it looks like “why is she doing that? “ I feel you have this problem even though you don’t mean anything by it….it just comes off that you might have a bit low self esteem because you are chatty with someone who you were once with…or someone who is taken…..do you get that? A girl with self esteem and self worth wouldn’t be giving any man that satisfaction unless there were alterative motives.

Ok, so my ex…we were on and off for about 2 yrs. I guess he was with the girl that he is now married to in some compasitiy…friends first then quickly married. He told me it was out of connivance, one I found that he married. That was a year ago. He tried to keep me in his life, he kept asking to see me, to talk, told me how he felt about me, etc. then my dad died and he pushed harder to see me (this is in Feb). I finally agreed and he blew me off. 2 months later I wrote an email to his wife and told her how long I was in the pic, that I never knew he was with her, how I found something of hers and I described it to her so she wouldn’t think I was lying, and that I was sorry for continuing to talk to him once he was married. She wrote me back, but I have not heard from him since. It caused be a bit of depression for a very long time. I really thought he was going to leave her.

She just had a baby (I didn’t know she was preggors at the time I wrote the letter) So, I have no idea how this all happened. He contacted me after he got married and broke down which I helped him through it (that was before he blew me off). I guess when she found out she was preggors, that’s when he stopped contacting me (so in Feb) And she has the long dark hair. I am sure she hates me. But I don’t know about this marriage, why it happened, why he still kept me in his life, what he wanted to talk about, if this marriage will last, if he happy, etc

posted December 07, 2013 12:44 PM            

My say babe is move on from the dude. He doesn't deserve your thoughts to even be about him.
Besides all that thinking on him you could emerge in something else! Feel free if you have anymore questions.

And abouts my last reading the man that sought after me wasn't my ex; someone within the realm to which I work in. Which is why its even more boggling

posted December 07, 2013 02:22 PM            

about that guy that popped into your work... if you never were romantic with him I think he had the hope of it at that time and during that time I think you made him feel good... hence the visit this time around

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Originally posted by BirdLee:
I believe hes trying to make up for past hurts with her. The silent treatment youre getting may be a sort of manipulation and certainly his actions were of disloyalty, to the both of you. I did see the page of pentacles possibly representing the new child. I believe he is trying to set out for being a person of dependence within that realm.. I think the way he's handling it with you is well now with the other woman even though you reached out to her shes not necessarily " there" for you; I thinshes threatened by you so therefor: he has this; (hope within their growth) as well as fearful respect to her rule. Not allowing any real closure for you. I see some bondage in his surrounding environment, some of the past things that have gappned have kind of left him in this stagnate mode possibly even with dark haired women; perhaps a loss of passion? Anyway hes blinded and I'm not to sure he even realizes how much hurt hes actually caused. I don't see his outcome looking to bright with her -ace of cups xs; maybe having trouble starting off this relationship with her from hurts within his own hear concerning the past.

My say babe is move on from the dude. He doesn't deserve your thoughts to even be about him.
Besides all that thinking on him you could emerge in something else! Feel free if you have anymore questions.

And abouts my last reading the man that sought after me wasn't my ex; someone within the realm to which I work in. Which is why its even more boggling

Also sorry for the long reply celebrating my birth

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