posted December 13, 2013 05:35 AM            

Have been hit with a nasty flu bug all week. Found myself crying last night (had fever all day) and felt so alone. I got ill as worked so hard for months and let my immune system get weak.

Any kind soul willing to do a reading for me? To cheer a sad sag ?

posted December 19, 2013 05:46 PM            

Thanks for replying, am all better now, so no need for reading, please read for someone else if needed. I don't wish to take advantage of people's goodwill,

posted December 20, 2013 05:47 AM            

Would love a reading if you are still willing,

posted December 20, 2013 06:50 AM            

I asked the cards: "what can you tell me about Sparkling's love life and her ex?"

Base: Ace of Diamonds
Spread: 8 of hearts, King of spades, 8 of diamonds, King of hearts, 5 of spades.

I'm not sure how much sense this will make, but let's do this. Please let me know if anything is off!!

Basically, the cards are telling me you're turning a page and entering a new phase in your life. I think you know this and it makes you a little excited, a little scared and A LOT curious. Like, "can we get this thing on already? I want the finish results now" type of feeling.

First, you need to let go of this relationship with your ex. It's in the past and being nostalgic about it won't bring you a step closer to being happy, but actually will make you maudlin and miserable. It's nice to think of the good times, but those are gone and you need to make new ones with new people.

You need to let your head rule over your heart, for the time being. Your emotional attachment to your ex needs to be severed, and you'll only be able to do that if you turn off your sweet, accomodating self and turn on the cold b*tch side of you. Everyone has a cold b*tch side to themselves, it's not a bad thing to have, tbh... It helps you separate the wheat from the chaff, and you stop clinging to memories and bad relationships.

Hm, you might have some ups and downs with your self-esteem. One moment you'll feel like a bombshell, the other you'll feel like an ugly, warts-y witch. Single life will put you through that, because you'll connect with some dates but won't with others, and the ones you don't will make you wonder what's wrong with you. Nothing is wrong with you. You need to keep going and looking ahead, stay motivated and positive that you'll find a nice guy.

Apparently, you will. He's a kind, loving man, very in tune with his emotions. I see him as your next love affair. Just be careful of his feelings, it seems he'll be very sensitive to them and you might hurt him.

Unfortunately, the spread ends with the 5 of spades. To me, this is a warning that, if you do get back together with your ex, which does seem possible, you'll go through a painful breakup a second time around. As advice, I'd tell you to take some time for yourself and to focus on what you want out of a relationship, because what you see isn't always what's real... Really embrace being on your own and having a single, dating life, and stop trying to get a relationship off the ground. It'll happen naturally, once you're ready for it.

posted December 20, 2013 07:14 AM            

Thanks for the reading...appreciate it.

I do understand the need to let go of the ex, we message and have contact so its a little difficult and its felt unfinished even though we said goodbye.

But I do remember the good times and all is well so is ok.

I do feel like I will be alone forever

Sparkling