posted December 17, 2013 12:39 AM            

I think my brain's been scrambled for the past few months with being emotional. I'm finally putting my foot down and stopping my world from spinning so much.

posted December 17, 2013 04:02 PM            

I felt like I should do this and here's what I got

Death - Knight of Pents - Queen of Wands - Strength - Princess of Wands

I reckon this is trying to tell you that you have reached a stage of crisis where you're pretty much sick and tired of being an employee, a working horse of sorts. This has driven you into a massive rut you're now regretting ending up in. To add insult to injury, you're coming apart at the seams with the urge to be in charge of things, or perhaps to have a more colourful/eventful life with a more exciting side to it. My cards defs see you wishing to develop an altogether different set of skills, perhaps to be capable of starting a business of your own (Leo points to an element of creativity so it might be about coming up with an interesting product portfolio/set of services, anything really thats in demand and stands out). BUT with Strength it always boils down to results being available ONLY upon certain criteria are met on your end, a certain readiness and being worthy of this new venture. Since this is the Future card, I believe this should be a goal to work towards. Princess of Wands makes me believe that in your heart you know what it is that you want to be doing, you know what fascinates you, but its still budding and early days, you probably don't even have a plan re: how to end up where you're starting to picture yourself.

Um, juz let me know if you like it and if it's any good

posted December 24, 2013 02:54 AM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
Hey MA

I felt like I should do this and here's what I got

Death - Knight of Pents - Queen of Wands - Strength - Princess of Wands

I reckon this is trying to tell you that you have reached a stage of crisis where you're pretty much sick and tired of being an employee, a working horse of sorts. This has driven you into a massive rut you're now regretting ending up in. To add insult to injury, you're coming apart at the seams with the urge to be in charge of things, or perhaps to have a more colourful/eventful life with a more exciting side to it. My cards defs see you wishing to develop an altogether different set of skills, perhaps to be capable of starting a business of your own (Leo points to an element of creativity so it might be about coming up with an interesting product portfolio/set of services, anything really thats in demand and stands out). BUT with Strength it always boils down to results being available ONLY upon certain criteria are met on your end, a certain readiness and being worthy of this new venture. Since this is the Future card, I believe this should be a goal to work towards. Princess of Wands makes me believe that in your heart you know what it is that you want to be doing, you know what fascinates you, but its still budding and early days, you probably don't even have a plan re: how to end up where you're starting to picture yourself.

Um, juz let me know if you like it and if it's any good

xx

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The type of business I would like to conduct would be one that deals with being eco-friendly and introducing eco-friendly ideas and concepts for people to reuse the items around them, like making eco-friendly a very tangible concept for everyone around. I wanted to start working towards funding this by developing a portfolio showcasing my art talent so I can start selling portraits and art again, as well as selling small food items. I found out that I could start a small cottage food operation as long as I'm selling directly to the consumer. Idk, I have a very strong idea of how to start this. I feel like I could definitely raise money and build from ground up like this.

I enjoy making things. I feel like I could definitely succeed at this if I put my mind to it. I know that I have to organize the steps. There was a time years ago where I had to make $50 work to create about 12 gift baskets and that happened because of diligent planning. It makes sense that you said you results are available once certain conditions have been met. I feel like I'm at that stage again where I need to figure out the steps and materials I need under a certain budget. It's exciting and intimidating at the same time @__@.

posted December 24, 2013 12:15 PM            

eco friendly rocks!! j'adore and j'approuve there defs should be more eco friendly stuff on the market.

so yeah best of luck and yeah i hope it all works out

i have a question, yes, if you've got the time

why did those horrible things happen to me if i didn't deserve them? all those losses, all that feeling of being useless to anyone [or worse still, of only being interesting to random people i find useless], all of that? is this finally over?