posted December 27, 2013 09:50 PM            

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

posted December 28, 2013 03:14 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
My coworkers were talking tonight. They all had experience with love & dating except for me. I have 0 experience with guys. I only had some weird online/texting thing with some guy earlier this year & only got my first kiss last week on my birthday by an old guy who offered me a ride & almost raped me. I'm basically frustrated because it hasn't happened to me yet. No guy being attracted to me, no guy asking me on a date. My shyness & social anxiety does play a big part.

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

You can leave a question, I'll answer with my enchanted oracle cards.

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posted December 28, 2013 05:05 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
My coworkers were talking tonight. They all had experience with love & dating except for me. I have 0 experience with guys. I only had some weird online/texting thing with some guy earlier this year & only got my first kiss last week on my birthday by an old guy who offered me a ride & almost raped me. I'm basically frustrated because it hasn't happened to me yet. No guy being attracted to me, no guy asking me on a date. My shyness & social anxiety does play a big part.

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

You can leave a question, I'll answer with my enchanted oracle cards.

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posted December 28, 2013 09:22 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
My coworkers were talking tonight. They all had experience with love & dating except for me. I have 0 experience with guys. I only had some weird online/texting thing with some guy earlier this year & only got my first kiss last week on my birthday by an old guy who offered me a ride & almost raped me. I'm basically frustrated because it hasn't happened to me yet. No guy being attracted to me, no guy asking me on a date. My shyness & social anxiety does play a big part.

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

You can leave a question, I'll answer with my enchanted oracle cards.

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The streams of the river of life, comes with it's rough currents. These rough currents will have far reaching effect on your being. For these current though extremely rough they are, you will find great strength from them. Your heart is as strong as steel and yet your love does discriminate. Your heart is aware of the many pains and heartache that love brings and yet you do not close you doors to the many joys and happiness it can bring. Indeed your compassion and love flow eternal. Dearest one of the high forest and four winds. in time your heart will have the strength of the toughest mountains. And you will command great love and it will respect you. But first you the earn loves respect and find the strength to banish the absence of it. El tula maya kal naya.

Hello MillyX I hope you find meaning in this channelled message and bring you peace.

In regards to my reading if you want to do it. I'm gonna leave that up to universe. And let you rely on your own intuition to tell me what ever it is that you are guided to tell me.

posted December 28, 2013 11:32 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
My coworkers were talking tonight. They all had experience with love & dating except for me. I have 0 experience with guys. I only had some weird online/texting thing with some guy earlier this year & only got my first kiss last week on my birthday by an old guy who offered me a ride & almost raped me. I'm basically frustrated because it hasn't happened to me yet. No guy being attracted to me, no guy asking me on a date. My shyness & social anxiety does play a big part.

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

You can leave a question, I'll answer with my enchanted oracle cards.

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posted December 28, 2013 12:34 PM            

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Originally posted by AngelWarrior:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by MillyX:
[b]My coworkers were talking tonight. They all had experience with love & dating except for me. I have 0 experience with guys. I only had some weird online/texting thing with some guy earlier this year & only got my first kiss last week on my birthday by an old guy who offered me a ride & almost raped me. I'm basically frustrated because it hasn't happened to me yet. No guy being attracted to me, no guy asking me on a date. My shyness & social anxiety does play a big part.

My question is: What is the purpose of me being a late bloomer in love? What good will it bring me?

You can leave a question, I'll answer with my enchanted oracle cards.

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Thank you Angel I will do your reading tonight, when I come back from work. I guess I have to do like the last sentence says, deal with the absence of it. Sometimes I do get jealous, especially since I wanted to experience love & romance so badly & seeing my coworkers or friends easily get dates boyfriends & talking about how they get to do this & that & me nothing...It does frustrate me.

posted December 28, 2013 02:37 PM            

I don't know a lot about reading natal charts but having Saturn in your 1st house and conjunct your moon may slow you down a lot in life. It will force you to learn lessons in a hard way, things that seem to come easier to others. I'm a "late bloomer" myself - I had my first kiss around your age and just lost my virginity and had my first relationship at the age of 26. Believe me, I know how frustrating it can be. For me, I was staying too much in a safe zone expecting guys to come to me and being so scared to show my emotions. In order to get out of my rut/pattern, I took a big risk and told this guy I had feelings for him after 2 years of knowing him. He didn't reciprocate, but I feel like taking that huge risk freed me to take more risks. I met my ex at work shortly after and asked him out to drinks because nothing could be as scary as confessing my feelings to a good friend. I truly believe that there was some karma I needed to work out in order to have the experience I was desiring.

posted December 28, 2013 10:07 PM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
Thank you Angel I will do your reading tonight, when I come back from work. I guess I have to do like the last sentence says, deal with the absence of it. Sometimes I do get jealous, especially since I wanted to experience love & romance so badly & seeing my coworkers or friends easily get dates boyfriends & talking about how they get to do this & that & me nothing...It does frustrate me.

But you can't always have it all. When I do think about it, friends envy me too. I envy them on the love & social sector. My friends they envy me because I have a job. I also get really good grades in college despite studying the last minute. I also get envied for my ability to be a foodie & not gain weight. Can't really win on all sectors of your life now can you.

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posted December 28, 2013 11:54 PM            

I asked what does the Universe want AngelWarrior to know. Right now, you should keep quiet when it comes to your dreams,projects,goals and hope. Keep it between you and the Universe. Sometimes when we have hopes & dreams, and share them with everyone they sometimes don't come true or come to fruition. It's kind of like jinxing it. So whatever plans you have or dreams or goals, keep them in your heart. Pray to the angels, universe & etc. to guide you to where you want to go. And you will get there.

posted December 29, 2013 12:02 AM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
Hi MillyX,

I don't know a lot about reading natal charts but having Saturn in your 1st house and conjunct your moon may slow you down a lot in life. It will force you to learn lessons in a hard way, things that seem to come easier to others. I'm a "late bloomer" myself - I had my first kiss around your age and just lost my virginity and had my first relationship at the age of 26. Believe me, I know how frustrating it can be. For me, I was staying too much in a safe zone expecting guys to come to me and being so scared to show my emotions. In order to get out of my rut/pattern, I took a big risk and told this guy I had feelings for him after 2 years of knowing him. He didn't reciprocate, but I feel like taking that huge risk freed me to take more risks. I met my ex at work shortly after and asked him out to drinks because nothing could be as scary as confessing my feelings to a good friend. I truly believe that there was some karma I needed to work out in order to have the experience I was desiring.

I don't know what things in your life you have been avoiding or repressing, but you should try and figure out what they are. What are you afraid of? You may desire a relationship badly but are blocking yourself off. You may be sending closed off messages to even the guys you are interested in.

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Hey Twitterbird. It's true...When I'm interested in someone. I do EVERYTHING to not let it show. And that is my weak point. I ignore the person, can't look them in the eye & etc. I realise that if I don't change..Then nothing will. I do have a block or a wall when I'm around others, especially those I really like, thanks to Saturn in my 1st.

Tonight at work, a coworker of mine, who is very intuitive said that things will work out once I finish university. I'll bloom later in life than others & that's ok things will get better. Having Saturn in the 1st house, I did have a sh*tty start on life, not just romance wise but family & environment wise but as the years go by, I realise that I am strong & can get through the struggles of life. I guess I was just exposed to life & it's hardships earlier in life compared to other people.

Oh well. C'est la vie

posted December 29, 2013 12:08 AM            

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Originally posted by Rosalind:
Milly, you are indeed a late bloomer and here's why:

You have Saturn in 1st house with ruler in 12th. You have karma from a past life regarding yourself. I have Saturn too in this house and chart ruler falls in 12th house. In a past life you were very rebel (Uranus in 12th) and you hated to obey or listen to anyone. In this life you need to discipline yourself, to correct some things about you and then, after 30 you will find love and be happy. Sounds unfair and cruel, believe me, I know but karma is ***** .
Moon in 1st house with ruler also in 12th house. Do you know what you must correct and discipline? Your emotions. You need to retake control over them ( in a past life you didnt have that) and become mature and stable emotionally.
7th house is empty, ruler Sun is in 11th house and the ruler of your Sun is Jupiter. I think you are gonna end up with a foreigner man whom you are gonna meet through your social groups. He can be a local guy too, a Sagittarius maybe or with Sagittarian traits. He's gonna be a good guy to you and will bring you a lot of happiness but you should not despair. I did that and detroyed my mental health and body. You are still young. Take life as it is. Invest yourself in friendships, hobbies and other activities you like. Don't worry about others. You don't need experience. You just need to open your heart and love.

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