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Topic: Natal Chart help please.
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Doleo
Newflake Posts: 6
From: warren, pa, 16365
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 06, 2014 12:43 PM
  
Hi, I was wondering if anyone could give insight into my chart. I definitely feel the 29 mercury in pisces and Saturn in the 12th. Very lost, very, very, very sad. Thanks for taking the time to read this and reply if you do.[http://s1295.photobucket.com/user/bino3286/media/e3ae594f-8d0a-4bd1-a2c5-e1d95a21999f_zps9c9d737d.gif.html][IMG]http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b631/bino3286/e3ae594f-8d0a-4bd 1-a2c5-e1d95a21999f_zps9c9d737d.gif[/IMG] IP: Logged |
Doleo
Newflake Posts: 6
From: warren, pa, 16365
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 06, 2014 12:44 PM
Oops, i think this is it.
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 904
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted January 06, 2014 01:24 PM
Hi Samantha! I'd like to give it a try. When I look at your first house I see that you have Uranus & Neptune in there. You also have mars closely conjunct to the ascendant. The ascendant is how you project yourself to the outer world & how others perceive you to be. With mars close to the ascendant I'd say that people would view you as energetic, fiery, independent. With Uranus also in there it shows that you are a unique individual, that can do things her own way. Moon in the 11th house. Since the moon represents emotions, I think that the moon there would mean that you have an emotional connection with friends, they are important to you. Perhaps an emotional need for a feeling of belonging & support from friends. With north node in your 4th house one of the lessons you'll have in life is to allow yourself to be vulnerable, exposing some of your insecurities and personal needs without fear & to focus on your family life. With south node in the 10th house, you'll have a tendency to focus more on your career & your place in society & what society wants you to do but really you should focus on your basic needs. I also like looking at house rulers. I see that your 1st house ruler is in the 2nd house, so you might have a strong desire to accumulate material things & money.
Let me know if it makes sense or not.
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Doleo
Newflake Posts: 6
From: warren, pa, 16365
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 06, 2014 01:33 PM
It does make sense, I don't really like to accumulate things. Or a desire to, I feel a pull to the spiritual if that makes sense. I get depressed I have to deal with reality through the ego. I feel stuck, I don't know how to move forward. I know it might sound odd, the fact I have to use money at all offends me, especially when you consider the fallacy it's built upon; however, I am financially secure. Mostly, just feel sad all of the time, but yeah the rest makes sense. Thank you IP: Logged |
AriesLilith
Knowflake Posts: 338
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted January 06, 2014 02:33 PM
Hi there, you have Uranus and Neptune in the 1st house, with Mars in the 12th house conjunct AC. You can be original, sensitive and unconventional, and have a very idealistic personality. Mars in the 12th can show a more passive, "hidden" temperament and passion. You might not know how to express your anger or passion, and you might also feel a lack of energy. Saturn in the 12th house can also show things that are restrained unconsciously. Saturn squares Sun, and Saturn and Mars is square Sun/Venus/Mercury. The angles might be too wide, but you'd still feel the conflict of these two sides. Your Sun/Venus/Mercury are in the 3rd house, and with that square it can affect your self confidence, you can have anger and depression that might not be obvious as they are passive in nature, and happens more in the mind and in your psyche than being externalized.
Also, your stellium is in Pisces, plus Moon is trine Venus/Mercury, so you are sweet and softer than how you appear to be. Moon in Scorpio can get very emotionally intense, and Pluto is also in Scorpio in the same house, that even if not conjunct by aspect it can add the Scorpionic intensity. Thought Scorpio can be strong, and it is trine your Pisces stellium which can give it some strength.Your North Node is in Taurus in the 4th house, and its ruler Venus is in the 3rd house. Scorpio South Node can show that you are familiar with the negative emotional intensity. Taurus North Node can mean that you need to learn how to be more in touch with the material plane, nature and life, sort out the personal values that defines your self, and learn how to let go of the Scorpionic negative intensity. Also, it being in the 4th house can mean that you need to get in touch with your family ties, learn to enjoy life through little moments of family and home.
Jupiter, your ruler of AC is in the 2nd house, house related to Taurus, again an emphasis to focus on adjusting to the material plane, and sort out your own personal values. Real achievement is not by having money, but being harmonious and true to your personal values.
By the way, you have Mars and Uranus square Venus, which can show an unstable and intense/exciting love life, or finding hard to commit, or might find it hard to fall in love with the right person. You might need to learn to be more realistic and understand why do you fall in love with the people you fall in love with, to understand the pattern and therefore understanding yourself. In the over all, there are some inner pain and repressions (Mars and Saturn - rulers of 4th and 2nd houses) that affects your self confidence and make you feel negative and pessimistic, you need to be more in tune and sort out what your personal values are, be more in touch with the material plane and life, enjoy the small beautiful things life has to offer, as well as the simple pleasures of the 5 senses. Reflecting on what family means to you, and to be in harmony with your family as well as your origins is also important. How is your relationship with your family? Your parents? Is there something that might have contributed to the pain? Mars is the ruler of IC, and since it is square Sun/Venus from the 12th house, I wonder if there is some hurt from the early childhood and family setting. If you had/have a rocky relationship with your parents, you must not take all the blame and guilt and take it as if you are at fault. IP: Logged |
Doleo
Newflake Posts: 6
From: warren, pa, 16365
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 06, 2014 02:45 PM
That's pretty spot on Aries. Thank you. Yeah, I had a pretty rough childhood, and yes I do take the blame for it. I can't say I've ever really been in love, I have loved, but in love devoted, no. That makes sense about balancing with the material plane. Most of the time I just don't want to be here. Most of the time I'm offended that we live in such...a crafted illusion. I get frustrated easily because I can't balance this world with the next. Definitely depressed a lot, and yes I'm very comfortable in negative emotions, yes nobody can tell. Thank you for your time.IP: Logged | |
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